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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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receptor did not grow back over there

how did we grow them in the first place

just grew out of their own

and then the other building blocks of experience totally refracted rationally
 
found a person who was cured of haldol [If I understood correctly it has been 4 months since you had an injection, I after 16 months 3 ampoules of haldol I had found them all]
 
man, not cool man. Don't pull on it like that, you'll tear it off. The medications have been known to cause him to shrivel up like jumping into a cold pool, but he is not permanently shrunk. please pull it to please yourself but not to prolong it, there are surgeries for that. glad to see you are still here and doing what you can. soon my friend, soon.

@Drugs Off: still able to have fun? and don't worry about alcohol and/or drug use, when the receptor is completely healed you will be able to feel it again. I would worry about going too far at first, your tolerance will be low and will need to be exercised somehow. So when you are healed, start by drinking a glass or two each day before you and dive back in head first so you can be safe while using it. one direction ?
 
have you taken wellbutrin and is your libido taking better nuances?



ok zack365, I'm not HateInvega, no one here is but someone should let you know. It's time!

you need to experience waves and windows more frequently and be more yourself, I can read that in your posts. you're in a bad mood and you know what? it's OK. it’s your mentality and behavior trying to reset and get back to normal. you see, that's what drugs do, they take over not only the way your thoughts and emotions work, but also your mentality, the way you see things and the way you manage or respond to it. it's finally starting to break down for you. you will experience strange days where something will be easy to say without really knowing why.

so it's time to start planning your days around the final healing period while you finish things up. go ahead and start some planning for when you are fully healed, but more so to work through the last little part of healing. you need to prepare for some tough times and just get back into the swing of things.
 
I have a lot of confidence in you, my French friend. You are going to make it. you healed in an exceptional way, unique to you and different from most, even if it wasn't a record in terms of time. however, it will start to work against you here. be prepared to stay calmer, always take care of yourself first and be patient because as I have said in the past...I am not healed until I am healed; this applies to you now more than ever. you will prepare to let yourself be fooled by the final hazards of this poison by leaving the long part of this ordeal behind you. prepare your mind for the positive to come and the negative to go through. staying here and now will be one of the most important things for you. Everything will be alright. promise.French translation
 
All right. it seems bad because of the state of the world today. If I say anything else, I'm a huge hole. (I'm not a tough love or a softie, a little of both because of life balance and moderation)

@Yeshuah: I know that feeling. I was afraid in a way no man could have been before, much like the way women leave their front door. regarding anxiety, falls and all the negative aspects. I know this sounds bad, but I got to a point where I was grateful because I knew that if I could still feel all of this, one day the receiver would come back and I would feel the good aspects again. because we cannot have evil without good in this life, otherwise we would not exist. like those before us, I healed and it happened. I overcame the negative to hang on hoping that the positive would happen, paying my dues just like you. it will with time, your mind and the way it works, I can say it's always in the background trying to work again, just being stuck is all. when the block leaves you will see it too.
 
Average Healing Time is sort of an average we discovered here (and a few places around the net). manufacturers and psychiatrists will tell you about the half-life. we've had groups of people who suffered and then healed before we had enough data to determine that the "average" healing time is 8 to 14 months with a ceiling of two years. there are positive exceptions that heal faster and negative exceptions that take longer. I took the pill for two years, 11 injections and it took me about five and a half years to recover; I am obviously a negative exception. don't expect the same delay as me. I have tried many things like AlphaMethylPhenyl says, it actually inspired me to keep trying when sometimes I had no results. it helped me endure until my symptoms returned and I was cured. That doesn't mean someone else can't improve the healing by trying.

yes, everything comes back. I regularly laugh at shows and movies now, even at things I see in everyday life. the libido returns, oh the libido has been killing me in public for a few days, haha; Everything comes back. It's like waking up one day after being in a nightmare and all of a sudden you wonder if you're cured. you go on with your day and everything is easier, a bit like a window. when you're healed, it's like riding a bike, you never forget. hang on there.
 
yes, everything comes back. I regularly laugh at shows and movies now, even at things I see in everyday life. the libido returns, oh the libido has been killing me in public for a few days, haha; Everything comes back. It's like waking up one day after being in a nightmare and all of a sudden you wonder if you're cured. you go on with your day and everything is easier, a bit like a window. when you're healed, it's like riding a bike, you never forget. hang on there.

@Josh Handel: now you know the reason we say that if you haven't taken the poison you don't know what it tastes like. even after you heal, you don't feel the cloud of poison hovering over you and it's harder to understand. that's part of why people continue after healing, as you say. You look much better my man.

As for your user ID, you can donate $20 to BL (which are funded by people's donations and grants) and receive the gift of changing your ID to whatever you want. When you change your name, your profile and posts will remain the same, you will still be on my friends list but your name will just be different. it's one of the reasons why I have my nickname; to keep my life private and it challenged me to own it as part of my essay.

I'm glad you're finally moving on. good luck in all your efforts and for the future
 
evandao said:
I also have involuntary head movements anyone else have these
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I've heard of involuntary face expressions and mouth movements from tardive dyskinesia as a side effect of some anti psychotics. Is it like that at all?

I'm not sure the best way to deal with that, but they do make meds to help with that.
 
My supplements are DMAE, Choline, Alpha GPC for the brain, and Deer antler velvet, Tongkat Ali, Muira Puama and Tribulus for libido and testosterone.
I'm avoiding Lion's mane for now, I don't wanna risk ED after I read many reddit users who took it and got low libido from it.
 
Look at this good recovery story i found in older version

Aug 23, 2021

Hey there everyone. I haven’t posted in forever, and I can see why some people don’t. Once you get better, you start needing this place less and less. However, I promised myself that if I got better, I’d make sure to come back and let people know that you can recover. I got the two standard loading doses in early January 2020. If you look at my post history, you can see my journey and how bad it was. I was convinced my life was over, and I was legitimately planning suicide. Invega is a unique brand of suffering that even now, is almost impossible to comprehend. It’s a living hell, where death feels like mercy. I lost all sexual function, motivation, emotion, intelligence, physical fitness, etc. Every thing in life that could possibly bring even the slightest pleasure was ripped away, for what seemed like an eternity.

At times I was bummed that others seemed to be recovering much faster than me. I was still suicidal 6-8 months in. My birthday is in June, and that was the worst birthday of my life. I had improved a little bit, but was still miserable. I remember about 8 months in, after showing some signs of improvement, someone asked me if I could live the rest of my life at this level if recovery stopped there and that was my new baseline. The answer was an immediate no. I’d rather be dead. However, around Christmas (11 months in), I was starting to feel a bit better. I spent some time with family and even started talking to my friends again. From then until now, I’ve had gradual improvements and milestones. I reconnected with pretty much all of my best friends, and have hung out and had great times. I have a sense of humor and laugh a lot. Before this, I was an artist and creative person in general. I could draw very well, loved to write stories/poems, and was great with digital art. These are also things I thought were gone forever, but I’ve done them all recently. In fact quite a few people have been impressed with my recent art and writings. I’ve also been on dates, made out with several girls, even had sex for the first time in over a year. For a young 25 year old man those sort of things are important. That’s how old I was when I first got the shot. It’s crazy to think I’m actually 27 now.

My last birthday was spent miserably. I didn’t care to do anything at all. My birthday this year was spent vacationing with one of my best friends. Partying, going to amusement parks, riding jetskis, going to the beach, talking to girls. It’s night and day compared to last year. I play tons of videogames now and I love them. My hand eye coordination and reflexes are good enough now to memorize all sorts of complex combos in fighting games. I’ve even won online tournaments. I also love music again, and get excited for movies and tv shows again. As of now, I’m back on the market for jobs, and I have interviews coming up.

Covid shut the world down at the perfect time for me because it essentially gave us a free year where everyone was expected to be home doing nothing. It makes it a bit easier to explain why I’ve been ignoring friends, or things like gaps in employment history. I also got unemployment which paid extra because of covid, and I was able to live off of that without having to do something such as claim disability. Overall, there’s a ton I could say, and there are also certain challenges I still face. However, I have definitely improved enough to live a life again. I plan to stick around and help out others for a while.
 
deficiT said:
I've heard of involuntary face expressions and mouth movements from tardive dyskinesia as a side effect of some anti psychotics. Is it like that at all?

I'm not sure the best way to deal with that, but they do make meds to help with that.
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I had akathisia and had horrible teeth grinding it was fucked. Latuda did it to me fuck that med
 
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