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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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Kiaf852 said:
La joie de se sentir à nouveau complet. Je suis à nouveau tellement heureux les gars de la vie. J'arrive à sourire et à ressentir des émotions chaleureuses envers ma petite-fille de deux mois. J'apprécie à nouveau la musique. Quand je pleure, je le sens à l'intérieur. Si mes sentiments sont blessés, je le remarque à nouveau. L'été dernier, j'essayais de boire de l'alcool. Je conduisais pour me rendre au travail en fumant un stylo vape. Je n'ai jamais pu ressentir un sentiment de soulagement. J'essayais désespérément de ressentir quelque chose. J'ai joué à la perfection seul dans la cafétéria d'une école primaire. J'ai roulé en scooter dans le couloir. J'ai joué au basket seul dans une salle de sport. J'ai couru en quatrième position aussi vite que possible pour augmenter ma fréquence cardiaque. J'ai essayé de me sentir à nouveau comme un enfant. J'espérais que cela guérirait complètement mon cerveau. J'ai ressenti une déconnexion à tout moment. Je criais en pleurant en essayant de ressentir les émotions connectées. Je jouerais sur mon téléphone. Je n’ai jamais ressenti un regain de bonheur après avoir gagné. Je pouvais à peine dormir. J'espérais décéder de causes naturelles. Je n'avais aucune joie. Pour moi, la vie ne valait pas la peine d’être vécue dans cet état. Ma peur de l'enfer. Mon amour pour ma fille m’a empêché d’envisager de me faire quoi que ce soit. Je peux honnêtement dire que MA vie est revenue à la normale. Je m'asseyais au travail et envoyais des SMS à Bojana. Bojana me féliciterait au moindre aperçu de succès. Je l'encouragerais toujours. Je vous promets que la guérison est possible. Sortez des sentiers battus. Puisez dans l’enfant qui est à l’intérieur. Ne restez pas assis à attendre la guérison. Mon objectif était de guérir naturellement. Je l'ai fait. Je reviendrai sans cesse pour partager mon histoire de réussite. L'année dernière à la même époque, je ne pensais pas que j'allais réussir aussi bien.
Que je serais la grand-mère de quelqu'un. Cela vous montre simplement comment la vie peut changer pour le mieux. J'en suis la preuve vivante.
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Kiaf852 said:
The joy of feeling complete again. I am so happy guys with life again. I get to smile and feel warm emotions towards my two month old grand daughter. I enjoy music again. When I cry I feel it inside. If my feelings are hurt I do notice it again. Last summer I was trying to drink liquor. I was driving to work smoking a vape pen. I could never feel a sense of relief. I was trying so desperately to feel something. I played perfection alone in an elementary school cafeteria. I rode scooters throughout the hallway. I played basketball alone in a gym. I ran back in fourth as fast as I could to boost my heart rate. I tried to feel like a kid again. I hoped maybe that would heal my brain completely. I felt a disconnect at all times. I would scream while crying trying to feel the connected emotions. I would gamble on my phone. I never felt a boost of happiness from winning. I could barely sleep. I was hoping to pass away from natural causes. I had no joy. Life was not worth living in that state to me. My fear of hell. My love for my daughter stopped me from considering doing anything to myself. I can honestly say that MY life has gone back to normal. I would sit at work and text Bojana. Bojana would congratulate me on the smallest glimpse of success. I would always encourage her. I promise you guys that healing is possible. Think outside the box. Tap into the kid within. Don’t just sit back waiting for recovery. My goal was to heal naturally. I did it. I’ll keep returning to share my success story. This time last year I had no idea I’d be doing this well.
That I’d be someone’s grandmother. It just shows you how life can change for the better. I am living proof of that.
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how many injections? how many mg?
 
There is no cure to get out of this situation.
As soon as we take the medications you say, our brain has had to adapt and change the way it works.
You must be patient so that each month you can recover and bear all the adverse effects.
You are experiencing a neuroleptic service and that is why you have physical pain which is distributed by our nervous system throughout the body.
In a few months it will subside and you will recover and become like before...I CONFIRM YOU
on the other hand, each day spent will be a battle and you will have to be patient...We cannot work or study because your health does not allow it...focus on getting back into shape and above all not relapsing of a BDA.
Our brain and our body have the ability to repair themselves but
It's a long time and it can take months or even 2 years to feel alive again... when we've been treated for 6 months or even 1 year.
We are good at going through complicated withdrawal and according to your testimony.
I can confirm that you are experiencing withdrawal from neuroleptics.
(You can watch the videos of Carole Advice on Youtube who experienced the same problems as you)
Good recovery and courage for the months to come because you have already done the hardest part: STOPPING, congratulations
 
We believe that by stopping neuroleptics we automatically return to the way we were before.
Whereas no, on the contrary, we feel the same sensations as if we continued to take it... and from there: it's a shock but know that many people have experienced what you're going through.
Unfortunately we have to wait for our brain to resume normal functioning.
It takes months and months to regain all our senses.
It can concern sight, libido, periods, insomnia, emotions, psychic sensations (you feel your brain slowing down), motivation, pleasure and so on.
The only remedy is to be patient and learn to live in this state by surpassing yourself to accomplish daily tasks.
Avoid drugs, alcohol and other crap at all costs because the brain doesn't need any stimulants because it makes the problems worse.
You can take ibuprophen or aspirin to relieve pain or headaches.
It’s a daily fight until a moment when the fight becomes less and less intense.
Then without realizing it you will do more activity more desire more motivation...It will come back naturally and you will feel like before. I confirm it to you Sarah so HOLD ON AS MUCH AS YOU CAN
 
fenec said:
We believe that by stopping neuroleptics we automatically return to the way we were before.
Whereas no, on the contrary, we feel the same sensations as if we continued to take it... and from there: it's a shock but know that many people have experienced what you're going through.
Unfortunately we have to wait for our brain to resume normal functioning.
It takes months and months to regain all our senses.
It can concern sight, libido, periods, insomnia, emotions, psychic sensations (you feel your brain slowing down), motivation, pleasure and so on.
The only remedy is to be patient and learn to live in this state by surpassing yourself to accomplish daily tasks.
Avoid drugs, alcohol and other crap at all costs because the brain doesn't need any stimulants because it makes the problems worse.
You can take ibuprophen or aspirin to relieve pain or headaches.
It’s a daily fight until a moment when the fight becomes less and less intense.
Then without realizing it you will do more activity more desire more motivation...It will come back naturally and you will feel like before. I confirm it to you Sarah so HOLD ON AS MUCH AS YOU CAN
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Nah bro shrooms and weed are life saving in this hell
 
Youwillrecover said:
Nah bro shrooms and weed are life saving in this hell
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I leave the brain to its natural state, no stimulants apart from cigarettes and coffee, for me my psychosis is indeed cannabis which has advanced its smoking from morning to evening
 
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