Youwillrecover
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Its all about love so if they take it away arent they fucking psychos? Eh
Bro it was my obsession before injections. I was obsessed with it. The benefits were crazy. I had strange woman touching me when i was in the bus i swear on god. I pray it will all comebackSemen retention is the key I promise at least for me
Consider the following post from "PhucInvega" Sep 23, 2019 (thread 3, page 97). You may or may not have already read it:Do yall think st. john’s wort actually worth taking? i’m questioning it because i don’t want to have to depend on supplements to recover but i see many say they have recovered and at sometime took it
I think its all cope cause body is tremendously good at cleansing and healing yourself. Detox by exercise + posting does the biggest magic imoDo yall think st. john’s wort actually worth taking? i’m questioning it because i don’t want to have to depend on supplements to recover but i see many say they have recovered and at sometime took it
People who won't love you in spite of mental illness never loved you anyway.Going to a friends wedding today. Going to see college friends who used to hang out with me every weekend during college but when I started having psychotic episodes and they found out about it, they cut me off and now only see me once every 6 months if im lucky. They are not real friends...
I also won't have thoughts to converse since Invega fucked that up . Ever since Invega my thoughts have been suppressed and my ability to have a conversation went to shit.
Anyone lose friends over Invega
Relax broAnd all this is happening almost in secret and none gives a f*ck, we are totally abandoned by our society.
You relax, I'm just telling some factsRelax bro
And all this is happening almost in secret and none gives a f*ck, we are totally abandoned by our fake society.
I never understand what people mean by derealization and depersonalizationBy the way i had derealization and depersonalization after i left the hospital which is understandble due to how traumatic it all was but 2 days ago i started breaking things and screamings out like im insane to the point of someone could call police on me and it all dissapeared. Crazy how much supressed emotions wreck havoc on you
I'm now around 60% recovered but still far from 80-90%, that's the most precise I can be. I still have moderate-severe (it's in between) anhedonia, minor to moderate akathisia, and emotions are there but numbed down by ~40%. Moderate focus issues. It's also harder to chill at places like a beach but that's also recovering. Improvement is mostly parallel so when anhedonia recovers a bit, then it means everything else improves also.Can you explain why you typing that you were improving in v4 ?
Was it placebo
Did you recover a little but at least ? What side effects are you left with since it’s been 3 years
60% recovery is still better than nothing but what’s worst is that your anhedonia never went away , that’s my worst nightmare if this anhedonia I have right now is permanent .I'm now around 60% recovered but still far from 80-90%, that's the most precise I can be. I still have moderate-severe (it's in between) anhedonia, minor to moderate akathisia, and emotions are there but numbed down by ~40%. Moderate focus issues. It's also harder to chill at places like a beach but that's also recovering. Improvement is mostly parallel so when anhedonia recovers a bit, then it means everything else improves also.
Dont let bad story take you down bro. I believe many of these people who dont recover after long time mistake their underlying issues with injections. Trauma stress vitamin deficiencies etc all that can wreak havoc on the mind.60% recovery is still better than nothing but what’s worst is that your anhedonia never went away , that’s my worst nightmare if this anhedonia I have right now is permanent .
Have you tried Wellbutrin to help with the anhedonia