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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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By the way i had derealization and depersonalization after i left the hospital which is understandble due to how traumatic it all was but 2 days ago i started breaking things and screamings out like im insane to the point of someone could call police on me and it all dissapeared. Crazy how much supressed emotions wreck havoc on you
 
Do yall think st. john’s wort actually worth taking? i’m questioning it because i don’t want to have to depend on supplements to recover but i see many say they have recovered and at sometime took it
 
BKInvegahealer said:
Do yall think st. john’s wort actually worth taking? i’m questioning it because i don’t want to have to depend on supplements to recover but i see many say they have recovered and at sometime took it
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Consider the following post from "PhucInvega" Sep 23, 2019 (thread 3, page 97). You may or may not have already read it:

"I'm not going to use SJW for curing depression since I'm not even depressed, instead I want to see if the P-gp protein induction will help to get rid of invega from the brain tissue. Like I've said many times previously, 60% of brains volume is fat and paliperidone is fat-soluble. Exercising only burns the fat off your body but it won't affect the cells in the brain. That's why you didn't notice any mental improvement. When you exercise and burn the fat off your body which invega is also stored in, the substance will get released into the bloodstream, and from the blood it will cross the blood-brain barrier and enter your brain. So basically exercising could potentially make you feel even worse since the paliperidone stored in your body will move to your brain instead.

One of P-gp's functions is the transport of compounds out of the brain across the blood–brain barrier. So once you induce the protein with SJW and exercise to burn the fat off your body, then even though the substance gets released into blood, it won't be able to cross the BBB and enter the brain. Also another function of P-gp is the removal of toxic metabolites and xenobiotics from cells into urine, bile, and the intestinal lumen, and since paliperidone palmitate is mostly renally excreted this might speed up the removal of paliperidone. And I'm not really sure what you meant with the 'bro science'. If you already knew this basic bro science then why didn't you use a P-gp inducer whilst you were exercising to maximize the potential of detoxifying? And isn't it kinda obvious that exercise helps for the day but you gotta do it again the next day? Same goes for eating food and taking a shit.
Also I'm not going to quit cigs cold turkey, I'm switching to a vape instead and I'm going to reduce the amount of nicotine in the liquid gradually. It's not even healthy to quit a psychoactive substance cold turkey after using it for >10 years. And personally when I'm high my desire for cigs decreases by a great degree."
 
BKInvegahealer said:
Do yall think st. john’s wort actually worth taking? i’m questioning it because i don’t want to have to depend on supplements to recover but i see many say they have recovered and at sometime took it
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I think its all cope cause body is tremendously good at cleansing and healing yourself. Detox by exercise + posting does the biggest magic imo
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Going to a friends wedding today. Going to see college friends who used to hang out with me every weekend during college but when I started having psychotic episodes and they found out about it, they cut me off and now only see me once every 6 months if im lucky. They are not real friends...

I also won't have thoughts to converse since Invega fucked that up . Ever since Invega my thoughts have been suppressed and my ability to have a conversation went to shit.

Anyone lose friends over Invega
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People who won't love you in spite of mental illness never loved you anyway.

It's crazy how people lost their friends over this shit. I haven't lost anyone, all I get is empathy. I just started crying because I am so loved by my friends. I was very outspoken in a way that made people further away from me admire me a little. I'm scared I lost THAT because this shit shut me up. But I'll always have my friends. I love them so much, right back at em.
 
t_xeplionhell said:
And all this is happening almost in secret and none gives a f*ck, we are totally abandoned by our fake society.
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Can you explain why you typing that you were improving in v4 ?

Was it placebo

Did you recover a little but at least ? What side effects are you left with since it’s been 3 years
 
Youwillrecover said:
By the way i had derealization and depersonalization after i left the hospital which is understandble due to how traumatic it all was but 2 days ago i started breaking things and screamings out like im insane to the point of someone could call police on me and it all dissapeared. Crazy how much supressed emotions wreck havoc on you
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I never understand what people mean by derealization and depersonalization
 
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TonyTonyChopper said:
Can you explain why you typing that you were improving in v4 ?

Was it placebo

Did you recover a little but at least ? What side effects are you left with since it’s been 3 years
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I'm now around 60% recovered but still far from 80-90%, that's the most precise I can be. I still have moderate-severe (it's in between) anhedonia, minor to moderate akathisia, and emotions are there but numbed down by ~40%. Moderate focus issues. It's also harder to chill at places like a beach but that's also recovering. Improvement is mostly parallel so when anhedonia recovers a bit, then it means everything else improves also.
 
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Akathisia also messes up with my focus, when I need to focus more I get more of that urge to walk or move, at some point it becomes irresistible.
 
t_xeplionhell said:
I'm now around 60% recovered but still far from 80-90%, that's the most precise I can be. I still have moderate-severe (it's in between) anhedonia, minor to moderate akathisia, and emotions are there but numbed down by ~40%. Moderate focus issues. It's also harder to chill at places like a beach but that's also recovering. Improvement is mostly parallel so when anhedonia recovers a bit, then it means everything else improves also.
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60% recovery is still better than nothing but what’s worst is that your anhedonia never went away , that’s my worst nightmare if this anhedonia I have right now is permanent .

Have you tried Wellbutrin to help with the anhedonia
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
60% recovery is still better than nothing but what’s worst is that your anhedonia never went away , that’s my worst nightmare if this anhedonia I have right now is permanent .

Have you tried Wellbutrin to help with the anhedonia
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Dont let bad story take you down bro. I believe many of these people who dont recover after long time mistake their underlying issues with injections. Trauma stress vitamin deficiencies etc all that can wreak havoc on the mind.
 
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