I just wish there was something I could do to at least temporarily relieve all symptoms. I’ve just walked up to the shopping centre and back, I am completely out of energy. I also have intense pain in my intestines. I really don’t care about anything now besides sleeping.
It’s important to be honest as possible on here and complain all day long if you want. People will be able to use this as evidence to get off the shots or hopefully never take them in the first place. I was forced a third shot which if I never took I may have recoverd from this.
I absolutely hate that the Psychiatrist is acting like he’s never seen someone not recover from it. All they’re doing is recommending an Antidepressant. I tell them the problem isn‘t depression, it’s my mind has been trapped with no pleasure or enjoyment for 4 months.
In that time all I could do is think, it was like a prisoner being locked in solitary confinement without any books or TV - it does damage to your brain that is irreversible. I blame myself for not doing anything but I have to keep remembering how I had absolutely no energy, interest or motivation to even have a shower let alone watch a movie.
Life sucked enough before this but Psychiatry has taken my soul/spirit away. I don’t know how much longer I can live like this.