invegashmega
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Apr 10, 2024
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So I tried weed again and still don’t get much out of it. It does help me sleep though but I miss the high that I would get with the giddiness and all that. I don’t know if ketamine is helping and I have two more infusions to go before I decide if it’s for me or not. I’m still hopeful but I’m not gonna lie, it’s really hard to wake up and it’s the same feeling every time. I miss the ideas that were always flowing through my head. I still don’t get much entertainment from tv or social media or being out in nature. I’m scared for my career since I wanted to work in a creative field. I had so many ideas of things I wanted to do with my life after I got out of the hospital and the second shot took that from me.