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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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Dre87 said:
Drugs like meth have done alot to help me, and I've had over 4 years worth of those injections. They gave me the will to fight on and I have the theory that they help to clear out the dopamine receptors from the poison. I might have to be dependent on them for the rest of my life. I'm trying to do them in a disciplined way so that I don't fuck everything up again.
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Dude yall insane. Dont reccomend devil drugs here. Meth is poison. The only thing you want to take are shrooms and weed
 
Xeplioned1 said:
Hello, I noticed that I no longer have endorphins when I masturbate, this feeling of well-being that lasts, can it come back? Besides having insomnia, so I can't even relax to sleep... And anhedonia is one of the worst things too
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When was ur last injection
 
Dre87 said:
Drugs like meth have done alot to help me, and I've had over 4 years worth of those injections. They gave me the will to fight on and I have the theory that they help to clear out the dopamine receptors from the poison. I might have to be dependent on them for the rest of my life. I'm trying to do them in a disciplined way so that I don't fuck everything up again.
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How do you feel after meth? From 1-10 scale of pleasure?
 
Does anyone have a slight head tremor sometimes ? What is this ? I thought td was just lips eyes or tongue.
 
it may be off topic but if he carries his life like that after what happened to him i dont think we have something to cry on
 
So 5 month updates after using no drugs since right after injection i tried weed, nicotine, alcohol.
0 effect whatsoever.
Put some music on and everything.
Just thought about suicide. I could cry but it doesnt feel right or as deep and it doesnt help i just feel numb doing it.
Also caffeine has litterslly no effect whatsoever.
My anhedonia is very severe.
 
invegafuckedmeupmeow said:
So 5 month updates after using no drugs since right after injection i tried weed, nicotine, alcohol.
0 effect whatsoever.
Put some music on and everything.
Just thought about suicide. I could cry but it doesnt feel right or as deep and it doesnt help i just feel numb doing it.
Also caffeine has litterslly no effect whatsoever.
My anhedonia is very severe.
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Bruh thats tough same here
 
Do people still recover if they cant feel substances at month five at all?????? Am i doomed???? Or do ppl still recover? Bc ots barely in my system
 
cmf77 said:
Has anyone ever figured out why this destroys our sex drive and why it does that? I spoke to Janssen Pharmaceuticals yesterday ( the criminals that make this poison) and they said it has some sort chemical that attaches to the electrical currents of the receptors that shuts them.down.Real fucking nice bunch of scumbags...aren't they?
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What did tgey say?
 
Hey I’m new here. I’ve been lurking here for a while. Any artists/academics who regained their creativity and mental faculties? I was not on Invega but a series of other APs for 10 months and I cannot think abstractly at all. It’s so concerning to me—that’s how I made my living as an academic

I developed TD while on Caplyta and have been off APs for 3.5 months. I still have TD in my face. I could live with it and almost anything else, honestly, as long as I can think and be creative again.
 
LookingforHope1 said:
Hey I’m new here. I’ve been lurking here for a while. Any artists/academics who regained their creativity and mental faculties? I was not on Invega but a series of other APs for 10 months and I cannot think abstractly at all. It’s so concerning to me—that’s how I made my living as an academic

I developed TD while on Caplyta and have been off APs for 3.5 months. I still have TD in my face. I could live with it and almost anything else, honestly, as long as I can think and be creative again.
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Hello and welcome to the forum!

im so sorry to hear what you’re going through. I truly hope things improve for you and you recovery soon
 
RecoveryInProgress said:
Hello and welcome to the forum!

im so sorry to hear what you’re going through. I truly hope things improve for you and you recovery soon
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Thank you. It’s very hard. I’ve been here and Reddit and it seems while some people recovery fully and quickly, others don’t at all.

I’m afraid because TD means brain damage. All I had to offer the world was my brain, and the meds took my heart too. There’s not much left of me besides someone who eats and sleeps. I had big dreams and massive talent. I don’t know what to do now.

It’s only 3.5 months out but the lack of improvement in that time concerns me. It was not like that the last time I took APs several years ago. I improved within days of stopping then.
 
I think I'm gonna give up.I really don't think all this therapy is going to work.Im just fooling myself.There has been so much damage. I don't think even time will make me recover.Its been a tough ride for 12 months and I gave it everything I had. This is just a battle I can't win anymore.
 
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