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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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ZainShah said:
Hello honey
You say Everything is dead at every forum. I had 3 invega shots. Now I am improving. But your “everything is dead” message scares the hell out of me. I wonder is this your spirit that is telling everything’s dead or are you a ghost residing in digital world as virus. Please stop scaring people.
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Sometimes I wonder if my friends on IM chats have been replaced by AI.
 
if i could wake up tomorrow and be me again, i dont know what i would do..... be the happiest person in the world, but that is never going to happen is it, never ever going to happen... i cant see this changing or getting better...... its impossible, i just dont understand how the brain gets better. ive suffered enough, i cant carry on anymore.
 
I dont think that age has got so much to do with regeneration. Its if you see it siencly, greater risk to get aps at young age becouse it is developing if you look at it that way. Im 46, i got my period 3 months after injection, lost weight imediatly, and been able to cry at 4 months. I dont think anyone knows who can recover and who cant. It unpredictible. One thing is sure we must fight to see our chances. It is the hardest thing ever, i can say that for sure, non of us could imagine this kind of torture exsists. There are two ways out of this hell, but we must fight till the end. Im 10 months off, i have improvements, but still disbled mentally. I will fight till the end for my kids and me
 
I am rooting for all of us. I will log out for now, and check in with improvements.. Im giving my self time and so should everyone
 
bojana said:
Fight until the end friend!!!! Maybd we have whole lifes ahead of us FIGHT
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So, I have a 4th contact that pinpointed everything and has a 86%.success rate with treating patients with severe SSRI and antipsychotic damage. I told him the torment I am going through.That I cannot believe this is happening to me and that I need some level of comfort.He said people older like me have a harder time recovering as opposed to the younger generation but significant improvement is possible.I told him I have exhausted every avenue possible.Although I have 3 options here in the states, I am more inclined to go with this 4th option.One last question.My skin smells horrible all the time.Like a dirty vacuum cleaner and soggy carpet.Is that the Invega still I'm my system? I can't believe that this nightmare exists.I exhausting all these resources and then it's time figure out what is next.I never thought my life would end up like this.I really didnt.
 
cmf77 said:
So, I have a 4th contact that pinpointed everything and has a 86%.success rate with treating patients with severe SSRI and antipsychotic damage. I told him the torment I am going through.That I cannot believe this is happening to me and that I need some level of comfort.He said people older like me have a harder time recovering as opposed to the younger generation but significant improvement is possible.I told him I have exhausted every avenue possible.Although I have 3 options here in the states, I am more inclined to go with this 4th option.One last question.My skin smells horrible all the time.Like a dirty vacuum cleaner and soggy carpet.Is that the Invega still I'm my system? I can't believe that this nightmare exists.I exhausting all these resources and then it's time figure out what is next.I never thought my life would end up like this.I really didnt.
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get a paliperidone blood level blood test to find out its still in mine 6 months off sadly around the same amount of the lowest dose of pill form which is enough to fuck anyone up
 
bojana said:
I dont think that age has got so much to do with regeneration. Its if you see it siencly, greater risk to get aps at young age becouse it is developing if you look at it that way. Im 46, i got my period 3 months after injection, lost weight imediatly, and been able to cry at 4 months. I dont think anyone knows who can recover and who cant. It unpredictible. One thing is sure we must fight to see our chances. It is the hardest thing ever, i can say that for sure, non of us could imagine this kind of torture exsists. There are two ways out of this hell, but we must fight till the end. Im 10 months off, i have improvements, but still disbled mentally. I will fight till the end for my kids a
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bojana said:
I dont think that age has got so much to do with regeneration. Its if you see it siencly, greater risk to get aps at young age becouse it is developing if you look at it that way. Im 46, i got my period 3 months after injection, lost weight imediatly, and been able to cry at 4 months. I dont think anyone knows who can recover and who cant. It unpredictible. One thing is sure we must fight to see our chances. It is the hardest thing ever, i can say that for sure, non of us could imagine this kind of torture exsists. There are two ways out of this hell, but we must fight till the end. Im 10 months off, i have improvements, but still disbled mentally. I will fight till the end for my kids and me
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i dont know i think the younger you are the strong chance you have recovering quicker, i dont know how some people are improving quicker and some people are not. im 10 months off and had no improvements i a nightmare that will never end i just dont think i will, i think some people are just lucky and some like me are not. ive been like this since my first injection which was december 2022 my last one was february 15, i ha 4 in total two december 2022, one in january 2023 and one o february 2023, everything about who i was inside and out has gone. i dont think i can carry on much longer. some people just recover and i guess some dont, i am just one of those who dont.
 
ZainShah said:
Hello honey
You say Everything is dead at every forum. I had 3 invega shots. Now I am improving. But your “everything is dead” message scares the hell out of me. I wonder is this your spirit that is telling everything’s dead or are you a ghost residing in digital world as virus. Please stop scaring people
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ZainShah said:
Hello honey
You say Everything is dead at every forum. I had 3 invega shots. Now I am improving. But your “everything is dead” message scares the hell out of me. I wonder is this your spirit that is telling everything’s dead or are you a ghost residing in digital world as virus. Please stop scaring people.
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sorry i dont intend of scare, upset you or anyone, i am just expressing and explaining exactly how this poison has ruined my life. i guess you are one of the lucky ones who get better and improve, i have been like this for a year now since my first injection, which was this time last year, i had two in december 2022, one in january 2023 and my last one was february 2023, 4 in total, its been 10 months since my last injection and no improvements, so it looks like i am just unlucky and going to be like this forever.
 
cmf77 said:
So, I have a 4th contact that pinpointed everything and has a 86%.success rate with treating patients with severe SSRI and antipsychotic damage. I told him the torment I am going through.That I cannot believe this is happening to me and that I need some level of comfort.He said people older like me have a harder time recovering as opposed to the younger generation but significant improvement is possible.I told him I have exhausted every avenue possible.Although I have 3 options here in the states, I am more inclined to go with this 4th option.One last question.My skin smells horrible all the time.Like a dirty vacuum cleaner and soggy carpet.Is that the Invega still I'm my system? I can't believe that this nightmare exists.I exhausting all these resources and then it's time figure out what is next.I never thought my life would end up like this.I really didnt.
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86% success rate? That's incredible..What are the 4 options he gave you?
 
Dre87 said:
86% success rate? That's incredible..What are the 4 options he gave you?
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I have a whole itinerary that is so detailed. If you want Inbox me and I'll give you my email address and I will send you all the itinerary
 
The psychiatric industry puts out this hearts and flowers image of 'mental healthcare' to the public, when in reality it's actually a vicious and barbaric eugenics operation.
 
Dre87 said:
The psychiatric industry puts out this hearts and flowers image of 'mental healthcare' to the public, when in reality it's actually a vicious and barbaric eugenics operation.
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Its insane how many stories exist of what these drugs do to people yet these doctors believe like its medicine. Im about to kill myself soon. They ruined everything
 
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