Moonrider_103
Bluelighter
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- Nov 10, 2023
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Would weed or shrooms help my recovery for my brain ?
What was the experience likeim high asf lol im gettin better hang in there yall
like pretty much the same as before just a little less intense but still intense and there was definetely euphoria not as strong as before but their was now i feel like 20 percent recovered when im sober when im high like 50 percent if im high i enjoy music for sure and feel slightly attracted to girls and just an overall euphoric feeling which is the same as before just less intensely euphoricWhat was the experience like
it also healed my receptors a little i feel 20 percent recovered when sober i felt 0 percent before the thcWhat was the experience like
I did text youWould any of you be interested in texting/talking off of bluelight?
I am seriously cracking under this pressure. I’m not sure how long I can live like this. I don’t even sleep throughout the full night, I wake up early always and I’m never tired to fall back asleep. I really want to end it today.
Please dont! Are ypu working? School? Do you have a reason to get up or an alarm? I remeber the first 2.5 months not being able to sleep but that went away along with the nightmares!! This was before I had job, I cant even comprehend how bad that is if you would have to get up for work. If it went away for me it will for you too! Now I get 8 full hours! But I remember how shitty rhe insomnia was. Are you drinking enough water? It passesss!!!!!!!!!!!!!I am seriously cracking under this pressure. I’m not sure how long I can live like this. I don’t even sleep throughout the full night, I wake up early always and I’m never tired to fall back asleep. I really want to end it today.
Feeling no difference at all. I think the damage is permanent.How are you?
I’ve read many posts back here back when I was coming off it, and it seemed like I was fortunate, if you can say that, compared to other peoples side effects. I was able to work, somehow. Im a overnight stocker at Walmart. Pounded down enough Red Bull everyday one night I thought I was gonna die. Think I went through 60 ounces a day. Only thing that worked. Always constantly tired, couldn’t enjoy anything, music, video games, couldn’t self medicate because all drugs made me even sicker, I was a numb zombie. The medical doctor scared my mother and brother with her misinformed lies and misinformation from pharmaceutical companies. Hell, yes. I would walk around thinking about ways to kill myself for years first taking the shots till I finally told my parents and they pulled me off it, I already had one suicide attempt before. And the doctor threatened I’d go through another psychosis, because she was unaware it’s the medication that causes relapse. You’ll eventually feel better, stay strong, no one deserves this.How many shots you goti got 3 olanzapine injections and im at the edge of suicide. Its hell
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Do you still recommend CBD oil and RhodillI’ve read many posts back here back when I was coming off it, and it seemed like I was fortunate, if you can say that, compared to other peoples side effects. I was able to work, somehow. Im an overnight stocker at Walmart. Pounded down enough Red Bull everyday one night I thought I was gonna die. Think I went through 60 ounces a day. Only thing that worked. Always constantly tired, couldn’t enjoy anything, music, video games, couldn’t self medicate because all drugs made me even sicker, I was a numb zombie. The medical doctor scared my mother and brother with her misinformed lies and misinformation from pharmaceutical companies. Hell, yes. I would walk around thinking about ways to kill myself for years first taking the shots till I finally told my parents and they pulled me off it, I already had one suicide attempt before. And the doctor threatened I’d go through another psychosis, because she as unaware it’s the medication that causes relapse. You’ll eventually feel better, stay strong, no one deserves this.
Do you still recommend CBD and Rhodiola extract for help with recovery? I read that in one of your old posts from 2019.I’ve read many posts back here back when I was coming off it, and it seemed like I was fortunate, if you can say that, compared to other peoples side effects. I was able to work, somehow. Im a overnight stocker at Walmart. Pounded down enough Red Bull everyday one night I thought I was gonna die. Think I went through 60 ounces a day. Only thing that worked. Always constantly tired, couldn’t enjoy anything, music, video games, couldn’t self medicate because all drugs made me even sicker, I was a numb zombie. The medical doctor scared my mother and brother with her misinformed lies and misinformation from pharmaceutical companies. Hell, yes. I would walk around thinking about ways to kill myself for years first taking the shots till I finally told my parents and they pulled me off it, I already had one suicide attempt before. And the doctor threatened I’d go through another psychosis, because she was unaware it’s the medication that causes relapse. You’ll eventually feel better, stay strong, no one deserves this.
Definitely CBD, helps a lot. I still take Rhodiola to this day, it helps give you energy and works as an anti anxiety, the better the quality the more effective it will be, not sure about recovery but it can help with side effects, since fatigue was something I struggled with. Try to be healthy, eat healthy food, organic olive oil for healthy fats for your brain, they also have supplements for the brain at stores, Look for ones with L-tyrosine, Huperzine-A, natural herbs, and mushrooms. B6 is good to, just watch out for ones that are just B12-6 and caffeine.Do you still recommend CBD oil and Rhodill
Do you still recommend CBD and Rhodiola extract for help with recovery? I read that in one of your old posts from 2019.
Thank you for coming back and giving us hopeDefinitely CBD, helps a lot. I still take Rhodiola to this day, it helps give you energy and works as an anti anxiety, the better the quality the more effective it will be, not sure about recovery but it can help with side effects, since fatigue was something I struggled with. Try to be healthy, eat healthy food, organic olive oil for healthy fats for your brain, they also have supplements for the brain at stores, Look for ones with L-tyrosine, Huperzine-A, natural herbs, and mushrooms. B6 is good too, just watch out for ones that are just B12-6 and caffeine.
I’m sure most of the people have recovered who were on here, it’s a long hard journey, and I know for me, if I haven’t of had side effects and wanted to come update everyone about possible side effects moving forward, I wouldn’t have posted. It’s just hell to go through, and I think it’s something most of us want to forget and move on, it’s definitely enraging thinking about all of it, and everything everyone has to go through on these “medications”.Thank you for coming back and giving us hope
Like everyone going through this, I tried everything, I researched this drug even found medical documents deep on the web, but unfortunately the best you can do is be healthy, try to get some exercise if you can, and time. Time is everything, unfortunately. Especially when your at the point where you just want this drug to stop affecting you, and it seems endless. You just gotta keep going, make it a day at a time, eventually you’ll feel back to normal.I’m thinking about doing cold water plunges/Sauna treatments and seeing what affects it has on my mood. I read that the cold water plunges increases dopamine by like 200 percent or more instantly.
I also wonder if taking chlorophyll will be beneficial for clearing the skin on my body. I haven’t tried any supplements at all. I have had CBD gummies for helping with sleep, they were helpful to me at that time.
Still feel the same hunHow are you?