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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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Asclepius said:
Ignore trolls in the forum, you're better than that.

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What do you mean by ignore the trolls? I’m just on lamictal trying to see if it will help. So far it’s not and a lot of people have warned me it could be because invega is blocking everything from working. I still have half the therapeutic dose (10ug/ml) left in my bloodstream.
 
Having some conclusions that may give yall hope. I been through schizophrenia and bipolar subs. They take these injections like candys and see nothing wrong with them. I strongly believe that lots of these issues people have are underlying issues they had as they been put on the shot for a reason. If we see so many people recovering after 10 injections or even 2 after 10 months mark fully coming back to life why we also see people whining after one injection one year later? Im sure lots of my side effects come from heavy trauma of being forcefully hospitalized drugged tied to bed and narcissistic parents using the fake schizophrenia diagnosis against me so they can infantilise me and control me. Body can heal cancer open wounds radiation. Im sure it can heal this chemical shit too. Positive mindset is the key. And weed for me and shrooms. Plant medicine is GOD
 
Youwillrecover said:
Having some conclusions that may give yall hope. I been through schizophrenia and bipolar subs. They take these injections like candys and see nothing wrong with them. I strongly believe that lots of these issues people have are underlying issues they had as they been put on the shot for a reason. If we see so many people recovering after 10 injections or even 2 after 10 months mark fully coming back to life why we also see people whining after one injection one year later? Im sure lots of my side effects come from heavy trauma of being forcefully hospitalized drugged tied to bed and narcissistic parents using the fake schizophrenia diagnosis against me so they can infantilise me and control me. Body can heal cancer open wounds radiation. Im sure it can heal this chemical shit too. Positive mindset is the key. And weed for me and shrooms. Plant medicine is GOD
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And i've seen many schizos on forums out there saying how injections ruined their lives as well, telling they feel the same symptoms we do. I would take everything i read on Reddit with a grain of salt. it's a trollfest where anyone can easily create a sockpuppet account and impersonate someone or create fake stories to trick or influence other people.
 
lurker689 said:
And i've seen many schizos on forums out there saying how injections ruined their lives as well, telling they feel the same symptoms we do. I would take everything i read on Reddit with a grain of salt. it's a trollfest where anyone can easily create a sockpuppet account and impersonate someone or create fake stories to trick or influence other people.
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I seen plenty where they said those injections been life saving. But yeah i believe we can heal! Im 4 months off 3 olanzapine injections and musing gives me high!!!!! I feel relieved a little bit
 
Maymay169 said:
What do you mean by ignore the trolls? I’m just on lamictal trying to see if it will help. So far it’s not and a lot of people have warned me it could be because invega is blocking everything from working. I still have half the therapeutic dose (10ug/ml) left in my bloodstream.
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The fact that you have that much left in your system should give you a lot of hope may … for people that are sensitive to aps like us that dose alone is enough to cause ALL your symptoms… hopefully when it hits 0 you will begin to recover rapidly
 
InvegaAnon said:
How are you dying?

There has to be something other than shots for you. Do you want someone to talk to? I'm on Discord.
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The voices man and visions. It is physically crippling. My brain is so weak. I'm getting physically weaker every day no matter how much I work out! Voices and visions are also a side effect of antipsychotics!!

HelpMeInvega said:
I found that when on the injections, doing pre workout and smoking weed coffee and cigarettes helped lol
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Can't do any of that except coffee anymore. I feel like I'm being burnt alive.

paranoid android said:
Weed really helped me out alot.
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Can't smoke anymore can barely breathe Can't drink either can barely do anything
 
NotAPsycho said:
The voices man and visions. It is physically crippling. My brain is so weak. I'm getting physically weaker every day no matter how much I work out! Voices and visions are also a side effect of antipsychotics!!
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Have you tried going to a doctor? Are you on antipsychotics now?

My inner monologue continues to grow stronger again. Maybe it's because I'm "detraumatizing" from finding out my hormones and reproductive system are fine. PSSD had set it back again probably, it was quiet aside from panic and self loathing.

One of the worst things Invega did to me was take away the connectedness within my thoughts and memories and the ability to understand connections from me. Whatever caused that is probably great if you have schizophrenia and are drawing conclusions from connections that don't exist, but it just made it harder for me to grasp complex things. I used to be very good at that. I want to understand how human activity is impacting our planet and the economic systems we created and how it could all be better. It's like my relational thinking is damaged. I really hope it goes back to the way it was, it's getting better.
 
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Maymay169 said:
What do you mean by ignore the trolls? I’m just on lamictal trying to see if it will help. So far it’s not and a lot of people have warned me it could be because invega is blocking everything from working. I still have half the therapeutic dose (10ug/ml) left in my bloodstream.
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I think that part of their comment was not directed to you specifically.
 
Can i link yall the Facebook of this sadistic bitch psychiatrist that forced me on the deadly neurotoxic injections despite the fact that i wasnt psychotic? So you will spam how she murder people with these drugs pls
 
Youwillrecover said:
Can i link yall the Facebook of this sadistic bitch psychiatrist that forced me on the deadly neurotoxic injections despite the fact that i wasnt psychotic? So you will spam how she murder people with these drugs pls
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Please keep this kind of stuff off the public forum. If you want to message each other, well we can't really stop that, but we can't really be seen as a forum that allows people to congregate to exact revenge on psychiatrists and things like that.
 
deficiT said:
Please keep this kind of stuff off the public forum. If you want to message each other, well we can't really stop that, but we can't really be seen as a forum that allows people to congregate to exact revenge on psychiatrists and things like that.
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But bro she murders people with neurotoxic drugs.
 
Well that was a big fucking waste of time. Went down to see a Nature path thinking that he would have some sort of solution or help. This asshole sat there holding my hand saying prayers and then peddled vitamins to me
 
cmf77 said:
Well that was a big fucking waste of time. Went down to see a Nature path thinking that he would have some sort of solution or help. This asshole sat there holding my hand saying prayers and then peddled vitamins to me
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All you need is time and to take care of yourself. Relax. I wish I did just that.
 
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