Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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guys i have my test results back testosterone is like 280-290 kind of low but ok, prolactin is high asf 35!!! hopefully it goes down soon and invega is 7.3 ng/ml its still in my system fuckkkk but it gives me hope bc i hope when its out of my system i feel much better
 
guys i have my test results back testosterone is like 280-290 kind of low but ok, prolactin is high asf 35!!! hopefully it goes down soon and invega is 7.3 ng/ml its still in my system fuckkkk but it gives me hope bc i hope when its out of my system i feel much better
How many days off were you when your blood was drawn?
 
I'm starting to gain my sense of humor back and I can cry a lot. Laughing is limited. My sleeping is getting a little better. Is there any chance i'm ever going to get better from this. I don't want to have to end it this way. I have four children. The scumbag doctor i'm still pissed off at them. My anxiety comes back a little bit too.

Those are all good signs of recovery. Keep going!
 
My anhedonia is fading in terms of tv YouTube and stuff like that but my physical energy is still so very low . What is the usual timeline for that coming back. God this is a slow and gradual comeback , I can barely shoot baskets for 45 minutes and it’s a challenge not something that is enjoyable
 
I think the disassociation is finally over for real this time. I almost felt like myself today, I felt more empathy and almost felt happy. I cried less. I did drink a third of a liter of coke zero so maybe the caffeine has something to do with that.

I opened up my art program and set up for a drawing idea I've had for a while, didn't really draw yet though, just colored/textured a background.

PSSD- I've had a tiny amount of erogenous sensation this week again, it feels like my last window except it's on my whole clit, not just one spot. :) It keeps wavering, however. I impulsively tried a Wellbutrin I still had from a failed trial for new ADHD meds thinking it could somehow give me a boost, and I'm scared that messed me up a little. I have resolved to not experiment and let time and my brain do its thing.

Update: I got really mad over something dumb, totally in character for old me.
 
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