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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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RecoveryInProgress said:
I’m a little confused. You say you don’t make improvements but then im hearing you can feel things and all sorts of things. It is a good sign to feel things because that indicates that things are working just fine in your brain. You seem to be recovering from my perspective based on everything you’re saying , sometimes it’s hard to notice improvements but I truly believe you are recovering gradually and will continue to notice further improvements. Stay positive . I agree with May, 8 months seems more accurate of when to start seeing a lot of progress. I myself have noticed a lot of improvements at the 8 month mark from getting off Risperdal. Moving around more, more energy and strength. Not everything is 100% but I still have noticed improvements. I’m sure you will too. Sometimes what I do is keep track each month and write a list of what I noticed each month off
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i feel like i don't have improvements because i'm still anhedonic 5 months off i can laugh most days but its much weaker than before i can laugh my ass off too but it happens like a couple times a month only i have these periods everyday where im trying to play a video game or do another activity and this strong wave of anhedonia combined with a very uncomfortable feeling in my chest probably related to anhedonia takes over and forces me to stop the activity it makes me feel very exhausted and anhedonic then i lay on my couch like a vegetable staring at the ceiling this happene everyday and it SUCKS idk if me being able to play video games is a good sign but many times while im playing everyday i get this shitty feeling and when i try to get back on my computer ( i don't have a phone because of the horrific events which led me up to invega ) i feel like a fucking vegetable trying to watch videos and do things on my computer and the fucking feeling just loops and loops and forces me to lay on the couch like a vegetable feeling very bored anhedonic and tortured even when the feeling isn't there i am anhedonic like everyone else the feeling is just the peak of that i fucking hate it i hope me being able to feel nicotine is a good sign because some people feel it zero i feel it much more when i switch flavors of my vape otherwise i feel it 20-50 percent i hate vaping it hurts my chest and lungs but have to do it because sometimes it temporarily makes that tortured feeling in my chest of boredom go away but doesn't make me feel better emotionally just makes the horrible feeling go away
 
Bob45621 said:
It took 5 years to make any improvement whatsoever.
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honestly most people cant take this torture that long im really happy you finally recovered from my research you are in the 3-5 percent of people who notice significant improvement after the 18 month mark i better have significant improvement before that timeframe man this is torture
 
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RecoveryInProgress said:
I’m a little confused. You say you don’t make improvements but then im hearing you can feel things and all sorts of things. It is a good sign to feel things because that indicates that things are working just fine in your brain. You seem to be recovering from my perspective based on everything you’re saying , sometimes it’s hard to notice improvements but I truly believe you are recovering gradually and will continue to notice further improvements. Stay positive . I agree with May, 8 months seems more accurate of when to start seeing a lot of progress. I myself have noticed a lot of improvements at the 8 month mark from getting off Risperdal. Moving around more, more energy and strength. Not everything is 100% but I still have noticed improvements. I’m sure you will too. Sometimes what I do is keep track each month and write a list of what I noticed each month off
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did you have a long acting injection or pills? which long acting injection was it if you had one
 
also the feeling in my chest used to make me extremely suicidal its still there but now it doesn't make me suicidal just makes me feel tortured its like i can't figure out what the fuck to fucking do or watch to pass fucking time because that feeling keeps getting in between it!
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
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did you have a long acting injection or pills? which long acting injection was it if you had one
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I had one Invega injection 5 years ago ago followed by a moderate dose Abilify pills for three months a year and a half later, followed by a couple years later of risperdal pills for 7 months (tapered from 3mg to .5mg gradually). Abilify was the most horrible out of them all
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
also the feeling in my chest used to make me extremely suicidal its still there but now it doesn't make me suicidal just makes me feel tortured its like i can't figure out what the fuck to fucking do or watch to pass fucking time because that feeling keeps getting in between it!
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It could be the vaping that’s causing chest pains. It’s probably stressing your body out honestly and stress and nicotine can raise blood pressure
 
RecoveryInProgress said:
I had one Invega injection 5 years ago ago followed by a moderate dose Abilify pills for three months a year and a half later, followed by a couple years later of risperdal pills for 7 months (tapered from 3mg to .5mg gradually). Abilify was the most horrible out of them all
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how many months did it take to recover from the invega?
 
RecoveryInProgress said:
It could be the vaping that’s causing chest pains. It’s probably stressing your body out honestly and stress and nicotine can raise blood pressure
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i quit nicotine for a month the discomfort was still there every fucking day so it became unbearable today so i decided to vape again it made it go away but it still had its own costs now my tongue is extremely numb, tasteless, and BURNT when i eat it feels even more BURNT and it HURTS and my chest actually HURTS now same with my throat, lungs, and tongue so i need to stop vaping idk if i can it seems to stop the chest discomfort from invega for a couple minutes a little bit its not really pain just a feeling of intense discomfort and boredom in the chest, before invega i would feel pleasure in my chest, heart and stomach area basically my whole torso from listening to music or being around/seeing pictures of women and from sexual pleasure and being horny and weed would make that feeling INTENSE PLEASURE in my whole torso and it would feel fucking BLISSFUL AND AMAZING and totally make me forget about any emotional or physical pain and make me shiver and shake and twitch from euphoria which is why i smoked alot of weed if i tried weed now it might make me high because i can feel nicotine but it will probably not feel fun at all honestly after invega the feeling of chest pleasure completely went away
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
how many months did it take to recover from the invega?
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Not long like a couple months honestly I think and it took me several more months to lose all the weight I gained. was coming off adderall and on a new medication Effexor at the time . I’m guessing it was a very low dose because I don’t think it affected me nearly as bad as the other Antipsychotics I’ve taken
 
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invegafuckedmeupmeow said:
what source says it accumulates in the brain? Where are you getting that info?
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some guy on reddit named pointpleasant87 (lodewijkp and apsucks) he is an idiot tho tbh he tortures guinea pigs and sends ppl videos of that and says abilify made him do it so he shouldnt be trusted but he talks like a scientist so maybe he knows what he's talking about but he is an idiot who got banned from reddit and bluelight and spreads hopelessness i think he's mentally ill anyway before that he never recovered but it makes sense because he had a weak body before invega he had auto immune disease so his body is already weak so it makes sense that he didn't recover
 
The thing with an injection in how it’s different is if you don’t like how it’s affecting you , you’re stuck on it whereas with pills it’s like you can just stop taking it. But pills can be just as damaging too because the side effects aren’t evident at the beginning and so you think it’s helping until it’s too late and it messes you up
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
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some guy on reddit named pointpleasant87 (lodewijkp and apsucks) he is an idiot tho tbh he tortures guinea pigs and sends ppl videos of that and says abilify made him do it so he shouldnt be trusted but he talks like a scientist so maybe he knows what he's talking about but he is an idiot who got banned from reddit and bluelight and spreads hopelessness i think he's mentally ill anyway before that he never recovered but it makes sense because he had a weak body before invega he had auto immune disease so his body is already weak so it makes sense that he didn't recover
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Maybe you’re him and you’re just fooling everyone
 
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RecoveryInProgress said:
Maybe you’re him and you’re just fooling everyone
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bro wtf😂 how the fuck would i be him im not even that smart and have a pretty limited vocabulary even before invega and know nothing about biology come on now he talks like a scientist definetely not him man im an 18 year old boy who was unlucky enough to have this poison who hates to even be on here come on now
 
i think i can get into a show a little bit now, i hope this is a good sign, i know steph78 said life was hell at 6-7 months off but she could get into a show, i really need to have significant improvements by the 10 month mark or ill lose so much hope!
 
hi there fellas , some may remember me , its my usual status report , anyways ... its been 2 and half years after injection , and i feel just fine , no drug caused side effects , no anhedonia ... nothing at all ... actually im bettern than before the whole episode ... this issue , made me think and do some radical revisions for my life ... and it actually worked ... the healing process , usually starts at month 6 or 7 , and around 1 year , you start to feel fresh , at 1 and half year mark ... you will be better , but you have to stop some certain things ... like sugar , like a lots of carbs , smoking , smoking WEED all day , booze ... try to use detoxification agents like nac , ashwagandha , bentonite , for cleaning the blood ... search for holistic approaches ... dont lose your hope , recovery is a certainty ... God bless , take care .
 
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