Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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Yup comes back gradually. I didnt start working out again until i was about 2 years or so off the injections. Now i have lots of energy though
will weed edibles make me high and give me pleasure, im not extremely anhedonic but still pretty numb i can laugh sometimes even alot and smile, i can joke a little bit, and i have a little bit of interest in some things but im still gonna say im pretty numb because i dont have sex drive, feelings to women, pleasure from music etc
 
will weed edibles make me high and give me pleasure, im not extremely anhedonic but still pretty numb i can laugh sometimes even alot and smile, i can joke a little bit, and i have a little bit of interest in some things but im still gonna say im pretty numb because i dont have sex drive, feelings to women, pleasure from music etc

Ya they will help for sure. When i was in the psych ward there was a guy in there crying all the time and suicidal but he came aroud when we gave him some weed. We helped him more then the fucking shrink did
 
Ya they will help for sure. When i was in the psych ward there was a guy in there crying all the time and suicidal but he came aroud when we gave him some weed. We helped him more then the fucking shrink did
yea shrinks do the opposite of help they are scums, yeah i will def try weed again but probably not now probably in a few months to get more out of it hopefully ill have improvements in anhedonia by then so it will be even more beneficial
 
Ya they will help for sure. When i was in the psych ward there was a guy in there crying all the time and suicidal but he came aroud when we gave him some weed. We helped him more then the fucking shrink did
what about MDMA i will make sure its pure and try in a few months i heard 2-3 doses cures people from many things such as depression and ptsd even more than lsd and shrooms like 84 percent of people are cured by MDMA from ptsd so its def a highly beneficial drug i think it can cure me because i know at least 4 people who were cured by MDMA from invega damage
 
what about MDMA i will make sure its pure and try in a few months i heard 2-3 doses cures people from many things such as depression and ptsd even more than lsd and shrooms like 84 percent of people are cured by MDMA from ptsd so its def a highly beneficial drug i think it can cure me because i know at least 4 people who were cured by MDMA from invega damage

Id give it a go for sure. Just make sure to test it with all the fent going around these days
 
yea shrinks do the opposite of help they are scums, yeah i will def try weed again but probably not now probably in a few months to get more out of it hopefully ill have improvements in anhedonia by then so it will be even more beneficial

The shrink in the psych ward diagnosed me with fucking weed psychosis lol. She diagnosed a few people in there with it actually. She was horrible and even told my brother that she wanted to see me in prison. Personally i would rather have been in prison
 
If you’re not 100% sure about this being true can you please be honest? I’m panicking and losing a lot of hope based on this. I don’t know why you wouldn’t keep that shit to yourself, it’s not like false hope can ever be a bad thing in our situation. Fuck
I read it off reddit. This was a couple months ago. Like I said, I could be mistaken. If you don't like what I say, then don't ask me questions about recovery.Simple. Any of my connections , I'll keep to myself.
 
I read it off reddit. This was a couple months ago. Like I said, I could be mistaken. If you don't like what I say, then don't ask me questions about recovery.Simple. Any of my connections , I'll keep to myself.
You read it off reddit? So you weren’t in a group with them over a long period of time, you just read something off of reddit that made you think that happened… thanks for letting us know.
 
I read it off reddit. This was a couple months ago. Like I said, I could be mistaken. If you don't like what I say, then don't ask me questions about recovery.Simple. Any of my connections , I'll keep to myself.
I think that with or without the injection you are a Satana's jerk. I am fucking suicidal i fucking dont have improvements but i don go around scaring people who are suffering and looking for hope. All you do is making people end their lifes with your imagined statitics. Go fuck yourself. PEOPLE DO RECOVER PEOPLE!! Some dont but lots of them do. I didn't. Fuck it. But dont loose hope. FIGHT! Since you came to the thread it is awfull to see your post.. We do not need you to spread bullshit everyday. We suffer enough😭
 
The shrink in the psych ward diagnosed me with fucking weed psychosis lol. She diagnosed a few people in there with it actually. She was horrible and even told my brother that she wanted to see me in prison. Personally i would rather have been in prison
my shrink in the psych ward diagnosed me with psychosis and bipolar and when i told him i was only depressed and not psychotic he listened to me and changed my meds to antidepressants probably out of fear because i stared into his soul when i said that but i did stupid shit in the psych ward from insomnia which fucked that all up and led to me getting this poison
 
I read it off reddit. This was a couple months ago. Like I said, I could be mistaken. If you don't like what I say, then don't ask me questions about recovery.Simple. Any of my connections , I'll keep to myself.
you have probably already scared people off this thread so you need to stop before you scare more people off this thread who are looking for help and recovery
 
I think that with or without the injection you are a Satana's jerk. I am fucking suicidal i fucking dont have improvements but i don go around scaring people who are suffering and looking for hope. All you do is making people end their lifes with your imagined statitics. Go fuck yourself. PEOPLE DO RECOVER PEOPLE!! Some dont but lots of them do. I didn't. Fuck it. But dont loose hope. FIGHT! Since you came to the thread it is awfull to see your post.. We do not need you to spread bullshit everyday. We suffer enough😭
i agree he is scaring people off the threads, you will recover hopefully you had trinza so i think your recovery time will be 1.5-4.5 years but hopefully you will recover its so fucking horrific they have versions so potent of this poison like trinza and hafyera which would take FOREVER to recover from such evil money hungry scumbags wastes of oxygens who made those i pray they burn in the deepest pits of hell forever and ever and get all sorts of torture in hell and on earth have a miserable life with an agonizing death! i hope some other country invades or aliens invade and see this injustice and start a war and teach those evil psychiatrists and big pharma workers a lesson because there is yet to be a force strong enough to stop this injustice
 
Fuck, I am SO sad for your loss 🥺 💔 It is so hard when we lose our furbabies. Don't beat yourself up that you were scrolling on your phone when it happened. You were there in the room so he knew you were there ❤ Let us know how you're going okay? I've been through the loss of pets A LOT so I know what it's like.
I expected him to die soon and I'm so emotionally numb it's barely effecting me.

It's so unfair that I, a deeply emotional person, had that all taken away from me. I sort of wish I could be mad at the medical practitioners like many people are in here, but it's all my fault.
 
I read it off reddit. This was a couple months ago. Like I said, I could be mistaken. If you don't like what I say, then don't ask me questions about recovery.Simple. Any of my connections , I'll keep to myself.

Ya because reddit is so fucking reliable. Why would you throw out a random stat like that anyway?

I think that with or without the injection you are a Satana's jerk. I am fucking suicidal i fucking dont have improvements but i don go around scaring people who are suffering and looking for hope. All you do is making people end their lifes with your imagined statitics. Go fuck yourself. PEOPLE DO RECOVER PEOPLE!! Some dont but lots of them do. I didn't. Fuck it. But dont loose hope. FIGHT! Since you came to the thread it is awfull to see your post.. We do not need you to spread bullshit everyday. We suffer enough😭

Most people recover it's really only people with stuff like pseudo Parkinson's that don't recover. Not only did i recover from invega and abilify but i am now in the best shape of my life. I can lift heavier weights now then when i was 20. So i not only recovered 100% but now am healthier then i was before the injections.

my shrink in the psych ward diagnosed me with psychosis and bipolar and when i told him i was only depressed and not psychotic he listened to me and changed my meds to antidepressants probably out of fear because i stared into his soul when i said that but i did stupid shit in the psych ward from insomnia which fucked that all up and led to me getting this poison

Ya the shrink in there hated me and wouldnt even put me o antipsychotics just because she hated me. It was only after i got in another fight in there and my brother flipped out and threated to sue them that i got another shrink who was actually cool and gave me antipsychotics. She wanted to see me go to prison.

I still have that same shrink and he is the complete opposite of the shrink i had first in the psych ward. Not only did he ignore all her bullshit about me being a drug addict and having weed psychosis but he's cool with me smoking weed to help treat my PTSD.

Did you notice that the shrinks in the psych ward like people who where not that smart? The shrink i had first when i got in there hated the fact that i actually knew my shit when it came to psychiatry. She hadent even read Foucault ffs. She hated my friend in there to who knew more psychiatry then i did and he was always reading Freud and Jung in there.

Did you see people in there sucking up to the nurses and shrinks to? That's the thing that made me fucking sick in there seeing people in there who where total suck ups. There where also snitches in there who would rat me and my friends out for smoking cigs and weed in there which pissed me off big time. I was like where did these people come from that they think snitching is ok? A woman in there with hypersexuality grabbed me by the dick in the tv room in front of everyone and this guy went and ratted her out to my shrink. Naturally when she asked me about it i denied everything but she almost got thrown in solitary for it. Noone in there can say they ever did time in solitary because of me

I learned alot about human nature in there that i would have rather not seen. Honestly after being in there my dream is to live in Australia in the outback off grid away from people. I would rather not be a part of a society that treats people like that
 
Ya because reddit is so fucking reliable. Why would you throw out a random stat like that anyway?



Most people recover it's really only people with stuff like pseudo Parkinson's that don't recover. Not only did i recover from invega and abilify but i am now in the best shape of my life. I can lift heavier weights now then when i was 20. So i not only recovered 100% but now am healthier then i was before the injections.



Ya the shrink in there hated me and wouldnt even put me o antipsychotics just because she hated me. It was only after i got in another fight in there and my brother flipped out and threated to sue them that i got another shrink who was actually cool and gave me antipsychotics. She wanted to see me go to prison.

I still have that same shrink and he is the complete opposite of the shrink i had first in the psych ward. Not only did he ignore all her bullshit about me being a drug addict and having weed psychosis but he's cool with me smoking weed to help treat my PTSD.

Did you notice that the shrinks in the psych ward like people who where not that smart? The shrink i had first when i got in there hated the fact that i actually knew my shit when it came to psychiatry. She hadent even read Foucault ffs. She hated my friend in there to who knew more psychiatry then i did and he was always reading Freud and Jung in there.

Did you see people in there sucking up to the nurses and shrinks to? That's the thing that made me fucking sick in there seeing people in there who where total suck ups. There where also snitches in there who would rat me and my friends out for smoking cigs and weed in there which pissed me off big time. I was like where did these people come from that they think snitching is ok? A woman in there with hypersexuality grabbed me by the dick in the tv room in front of everyone and this guy went and ratted her out to my shrink. Naturally when she asked me about it i denied everything but she almost got thrown in solitary for it. Noone in there can say they ever did time in solitary because of me

I learned alot about human nature in there that i would have rather not seen. Honestly after being in there my dream is to live in Australia in the outback off grid away from people. I would rather not be a part of a society that treats people like that
this really scares me man because i had a symptom for 1-2 months after invega which is related to parkinsons where my arms were not moving when i walk like a zombie but it went away in 1-2 months will i recover man?
 
I don’t think it’s true, it can’t be! I’ve seen so many recovery stories and in my research I see more people recover than those who don’t… like I’ll go looking through old invega profiles to check if they’ve recovered and I’ll write to them and most of them reply saying they’ve recovered mostly. So I don’t understand why this guy is saying the whole group died, that’s gotta be bullshit. I don’t wanna die 😭
Don’t listen to that person they’re just trolling in my opinion
 
Okay so it's my seven month anniversary post and I have GREAT NEWS.

I went in for a PCOS diagnosis today. I have no cysts! And I have a dominant follicle, which means I'm going to ovulate this month. That means my hormones are going back to normal and it's unlikely I have hypopituitarism. Everything looks good. I'm relieved invega didn't make this suspected problem worse.

I still have high testosterone. I'm not concerned about that, I don't want to bring it down. I LIKE that I'm hormonally intersex. I'm nonbinary. I'm happy I don't really have to do anything about it, if my ovaries were unhealthy I would have had to.

So, I'm just chilling, not feeling like invega totally ruined the trajectory of my life anymore. I feel like my personal potential got hurt though. I'm glad I could still have a family some day. I'm trying to reconnect with an old friend I had a crush on, and I think she had a crush on me too. I don't know if I can still feel love like I did. Maybe I'll find out.

It's hard to say where I'm at in my recovery from invega. Prozac really fucked up my emotions and I can't feel deeply. The anhedonia I got from the Prozac is starting to wear off a little, like I can enjoy and pay attention to YouTube or TV. I can watch stuff again, yay.

My dog I had for 12 years died just yesterday and I only cried like three times about it. I'm normally more emotional when my pets pass away. I was expecting him to die for a couple years now, he held on for so long. I do miss him, my house is way too quiet without him. He'd push my bedroom door open to check on me and I almost expect it to happen still.

My sister told me she dreamed about seeing our Gonzo in dog heaven and said "It smelled like beef" and I laughed really hard at that. Of course it would!

I have a small amount of sexual pleasure that comes and goes. To feel pleasure, even a little bit, early on into PSSD is a good sign. The weird rough patches of skin on my genitals are staying away.

I'm at 80% cognitively, I have some memory problems. Lots of disassociation still, but it's not as bad as last month. Being social is easier. I need to try to be creative again, I think I have it in me.

Uh, like I said, it's hard to tell where I am in my invega recovery because PSSD fucked me up so badly.

As my tradition, here's another indie song I'm vibing with that I hope makes people feel better. We all float on. 🖖

 
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