I’ve tried using my PC a few times to play online games and have absolutely zero fun so I’m going to give it away to a friend because it’s going to waste here, I know I’ll never be interested in playing it again.
I am using the Xbox I setup in my bedroom from time to time but I’m still barely entertained, I setup a PlayStation too and had to use my PC monitor for 2x hdmi outputs but now my speakers don’t work.
For context, I had the PlayStation hooked up to the TV in the living room and I’d play it late at night when everyone was in bed, I never stay up late anymore so it’s no use there, I haven’t even turned it on in 7 months ffs. My Xbox was setup nicely next to my PC at a desk and I just can’t sit on a computer chair as it’s not comfortable like it used to be.
I‘m updating Fortnite on PlayStation atm sitting in bed because I‘m bored to death and trying to do other stuff to try and get better but this dreadful feeling still remains.
I just thought I’d rant here because no one else gives a fuck and the Psychiatrists are trying to “take me off the books” now. So they’ve completely destroyed my life by giving me two injections in the hospital then fucked it up further by forcing a third shot I definitely didn’t need.
I basically have no fun whatsoever and have been wishing I was dead every single day for 7 months now. I really don’t know what to do anymore.