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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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roofmaan1 said:
how much did you recover within 14 months? were you able to experence fun things? porn, video games, ect...
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I recovered quite a bit.
I was able to enjoy porn and weed, but my patience and joy for video games didn't come back yet.
 
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lamuda said:
Yeah the part where you said it drains your motivation and stops you from even attempting to repair the dopaminergic system consciously is funny because I noticed how quickly that affected me. I started becoming comfortable with trying to improve rather than actually understanding what was actually going on with my situation internally and externally.
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thank you for giving your opinion and your experience, I find what you said very enriching !
 
I hope that I'll regain my focus.
I can't watch YouTube videos anymore, the info isn't being absorbed in my brain.
I see my dad watching shows I like to watch or listen to and he can follow up with what being said, and I can't, and it makes me sad. :(
Do you think I'll recover from that? Is that a loss of focus too?
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I hope that I'll regain my focus.
I can't watch YouTube videos anymore, the info isn't being absorbed in my brain.
I see my dad watching shows I like to watch or listen to and he can follow up with what being said, and I can't, and it makes me sad. :(
Do you think I'll recover from that? Is that a loss of focus too?
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It will come back. I couldnt warch amd get interested in tv, but it has improved, i can watch all day Tv and be interested, yet not fully but getting there..
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I hope that I'll regain my focus.
I can't watch YouTube videos anymore, the info isn't being absorbed in my brain.
I see my dad watching shows I like to watch or listen to and he can follow up with what being said, and I can't, and it makes me sad. :(
Do you think I'll recover from that? Is that a loss of focus too?
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I am truly bad since December 2021, I regained the ability to watch Netflix last November. So after 23 months.... I am still on APS, Clozapine. It is not like before but I was for this long unable to watch videos.
 
I start to get dizzy whenever I anticipate something that brings me pleasure , like I Literally get dizzy and lose my train of thought like clock work. Wtf is this ?
 
keepinghope said:
You didn’t have the 234mg loading dose tho .. just saying
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I had high dose loading injection ( don't know the dose they didnt tell me) fr 3 months was then switched to high dose abilify injections (can't remember the exact dose) for over 18 months.

In the time i was on those injections i blew up to 225lbs and didnt even get a hard on for about 2 years. Id say my test levels where rock bottom.

So yes if i recovered you can to. It just took time for me
 
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paranoid android said:
I had high dose loading injection ( don't know the dose they didnt tell me) fr 3 months was then switched to high dose abilify injections (can't remember the exact dose) for over 18 months.

In the time i was on those injections i blew up to 225lbs and didnt even get a hard on for about 2 years. Id say my test levels where rock bottom.

So yes if i recovered you can to. It just took time for me
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one of my favorite and most inspirational ppl on here
 
I'm enjoying music a little more, I almost get chills, like only a little bit. It feels like the memory of listening to music. I'm so glad I'm finally getting something out of it. One of my favorite things to do was get high and listen to music.

It invokes emotion again. I'm listening to a song that made me feel seen many years ago at a DIY venue and it's making me cry.
 
InvegaAnon said:
I'm enjoying music a little more, I almost get chills, like only a little bit. It feels like the memory of listening to music. I'm so glad I'm finally getting something out of it. One of my favorite things to do was get high and listen to music.

It invokes emotion again. I'm listening to a song that made me feel seen many years ago at a DIY venue and it's making me cry.
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Ya same nothing like getting high while misting to your fav music. I couldnt really feel fucking anything on invega or abilify. Once i got put on zyprexa though i had no trouble feeling good from music and everything though. Now i love smoking weed or taking opiates or benzos and listening to music. Not that i recommend opiates or benzos. Weed and psychedelics i do recommend though
 
paranoid android said:
Ya same nothing like getting high while misting to your fav music. I couldnt really feel fucking anything on invega or abilify. Once i got put on zyprexa though i had no trouble feeling good from music and everything though. Now i love smoking weed or taking opiates or benzos and listening to music. Not that i recommend opiates or benzos. Weed and psychedelics i do recommend though
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Great. My only improvement is to watch Netflix. I just watched "Fool me once" series. I welcome if someone recommends me another Netflix series. 😅 I like suspense.
 
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