Hello, little message of hope and support for you who have your psyche destroyed as well as your intellect and emotional intelligence ruined, survive for the life that awaits you... I've forced to took 2 years invega and others neuroleptics, became anhedonic and apathetic, a zombie without consciousness, it took me 1 year after stopping to regain 90% of my mental, physical and libido capacities, my life and immense happiness after having experienced this state and I think of you also, if I am so positive it is because you should know that even if your brain does not send you any signal to reassure you that it must repair your dopaminergic, serotonergic system and restore your presynaptic receptors, it does, your Brain detects and above all HATES that its homeostasis has been taken away, it always wants to regain its balance, their dehumanizing poisons take 3 to 6 months after stopping to no longer block the pre-synaptic receptors and it takes several months after to regain pleasant functioning, observe every day your 5 senses which have been impacted, if you start again to better feel physical sensations to start with like hot water, that you will have very small moments where you will feel the music, that you will feel the beauty in what you will observe or anything positive for your experience, however short the beginning, take advantage of these small moments to make your mind understand to continue the work and these moments will be more and more frequent, I can just helping you by saying this and I hope everyone heals quickly on this forum, plz take care of you