Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

[fuqrisperdal]

Honestly mate I get it i really do, but they will put you in a psyche ward for not eating and drinking and keep medicating you. It’s tough but these things do come around eventually, took me 9 months last time. How many times were you injected?

I was taking oral Risperdal tablets and stopped abruptly. Yes, because I said this, they threatened to send me back to the psych ward—just like you said—but even if I go there, I won't eat or drink anything. The only place they'll end up sending me is the intensive care unit.

 

[fuqrisperdal]

Once you’re labeled as bipolar, they just dismiss it as a panic attack—even if you’re having a heart attack or a stroke.

 

[fuqrisperdal]

I’m not going to hang myself—I could never see myself doing that—but stopping eating and drinking seems like the most humane and logical path.

 

[blanch116]

Once you’re labeled as bipolar, they just dismiss it as a panic attack—even if you’re having a heart attack or a stroke.

Im labelled bipolar too, they don’t listen I agree, when I complain about side effects they just up my meds, how’s your cognition? Can you catch a buzz from nicotine?

 

[fuqrisperdal]

Im labelled bipolar too, they don’t listen I agree, when I complain about side effects they just up my meds, how’s your cognition? Can you catch a buzz from nicotine?

Nah man nicotine,coffein, weed nothing even food tastes like shit

 

[fuqrisperdal]

Im labelled bipolar too, they don’t listen I agree, when I complain about side effects they just up my meds, how’s your cognition? Can you catch a buzz from nicotine?

I was fucking Math teacher now I cant do basic calculations

 

[lostsoulowen]

13 months and 5 days, feeling a bit less lobotomized today

 

[blanch116]

13 months and 5 days, feeling a bit less lobotomized today

Any luck with anhedonia?

 

[lostsoulowen]

Any luck with anhedonia?

yes the anhedonia is bit weaker today, i went around shopping mall bought ice coffee got some salad, went looking around at clothes and i didn't feel like i was dying. even did some part time construction like 2 hours.
i have some kind of super sleeping protocol, i take melatonin and z drug and mangenusim, i think it induce a very strong sleep cycle that is able to fight this evil drug. but not a doc obviously.

 

[fuqrisperdal]

No, this shit must never—ever—come into contact with my brain; I’m dead serious. This shit, this poison, has completely fucked up my brain; it should never have reached it—I just can't accept this. Life can't just turn upside down like this in an instant; suddenly, I’ve become someone with a broken brain, and I’ve been living like this for months. I can't take it anymore.