Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

[Chanel_monster]

I really want to kill myself so bad but i'm scared of surviving the attempt. Ever since invega, my creativity is gone and I can't use drugs to escape because I can't get no effect. I promised myself I'll give it ten more months before ending my life. I wish I can get a answer right now. Like, either give back at least part of my life before invega or let me die. This is really torture. My ptsd gets worse everyday. NOTHING IS FUCKING HELPING, I JUST WANNA FUCKING DIE.

 

[paranoid android]

I really want to kill myself so bad but i'm scared of surviving the attempt. Ever since invega, my creativity is gone and I can't use drugs to escape because I can't get no effect. I promised myself I'll give it ten more months before ending my life. I wish I can get a answer right now. Like, either give back at least part of my life before invega or let me die. This is really torture. My ptsd gets worse everyday. NOTHING IS FUCKING HELPING, I JUST WANNA FUCKING DIE.

I got better you can to just hang in there. What substances have you tried?

 

[InnerReturn]

I really want to kill myself so bad but i'm scared of surviving the attempt. Ever since invega, my creativity is gone and I can't use drugs to escape because I can't get no effect. I promised myself I'll give it ten more months before ending my life. I wish I can get a answer right now. Like, either give back at least part of my life before invega or let me die. This is really torture. My ptsd gets worse everyday. NOTHING IS FUCKING HELPING, I JUST WANNA FUCKING DIE.

I sometimes find myself having the same thoughts as you, so I really understand where you're coming from. I try to view this as a difficult test from God and remind myself that it's only a temporary chapter of my life, and that eventually things will get better. By the way, when was your last injection?