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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

I really want to kill myself so bad but i'm scared of surviving the attempt. Ever since invega, my creativity is gone and I can't use drugs to escape because I can't get no effect. I promised myself I'll give it ten more months before ending my life. I wish I can get a answer right now. Like, either give back at least part of my life before invega or let me die. This is really torture. My ptsd gets worse everyday. NOTHING IS FUCKING HELPING, I JUST WANNA FUCKING DIE.
 
Chanel_monster said:
I really want to kill myself so bad but i'm scared of surviving the attempt. Ever since invega, my creativity is gone and I can't use drugs to escape because I can't get no effect. I promised myself I'll give it ten more months before ending my life. I wish I can get a answer right now. Like, either give back at least part of my life before invega or let me die. This is really torture. My ptsd gets worse everyday. NOTHING IS FUCKING HELPING, I JUST WANNA FUCKING DIE.
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I got better you can to just hang in there. What substances have you tried?
 
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