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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

Flynnal said:
I'd have to agree with that. Even though I myself am guilty of talking about my own end at some points. I know it's no use talking about recovery in my case, as it's not ever going to happen, but mine is neurological, not caused by a drug.

But I'll concur, best not to see any more of these posts, from others or myself, even though I and many of those haven't recovered (and I never will).
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How long have you been off invega?
 
I really wanted to know if people in here was suffering from severe ed and pssd, emotional blunting and dpdr and more problems, would still stay positive or talk like me, life is not really fair dude
 
moerez said:
I really wanted to know if people in here was suffering from severe ed and pssd, emotional blunting and dpdr and more problems, would still stay positive or talk like me, life is not really fair dude
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Do you have Discord? I know another guy who got PSSD after invega and he has recovered further than me.
 
how are you guys doing?

i took a break from this forum, I was traveling the world, I got citizenship in another country, so I don't have to go back anymore to the country that poisoned me.
I'm 7 month's and 14 days after last injection i still feel disable and stupid. but it's slowly getting better. AI said it might take me 8-9 month's to fully recover cause, i got the posion in my ass.
 
lostsoulowen said:
how are you guys doing?

i took a break from this forum, I was traveling the world, I got citizenship in another country, so I don't have to go back anymore to the country that poisoned me.
I'm 7 month's and 14 days after last injection i still feel disable and stupid. but it's slowly getting better. AI said it might take me 8-9 month's to fully recover cause, i got the posion in my ass.
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When I was at 7 months, AI told me 9-12 months to full recover. When I reached 12 months, AI told me 15-18 months.

Meanwhile I developed tinnitus at 13 months. (AI never told me about that possibility).

At 18 months AI told me 24-36 months (2-3 years). Meanwhile yesterday that same AI told me that if a normal subject got injected with AP’s at the max dose there is no come back because it’s “Chemical lobotomy” and if this subject don’t recover in the first 20-24 months the recovery process just stop and reach a “plateau”.

I also used AI a lot about “How much time it will take for me to recover” because i have no real person to talk about this and that have a level of knowledge about recovery.

But at some point i realized that AI is very in accurate because i had to “full recover” at 12 months but here i’am at 20 months.

People around reddit told that it may take 1-2 or even 3 year to full recover, some people claim they full recovered after 9-12 months, some people still complain after 2+ years.

In my own opinion i suggest that three things are very relevant in term of “how much time it will take to full recovery, and if there is a chance to recover”:

1: The most important, people who had psychosis usually trend to recover faster and deeper compared to people who got misdiagnosed and injected without a real need.

2: If they let your brain adjust with ora pills at least for the first 21 days, before inject you, the “Chemical shock” is not so strong because the brain had time to adjust itself compared to someone who got injected “cold blood” without 21 days of oral pills.

3: The impact on the brain and the sympthoms someone develop can tell how much deep the shock is, if this toxin had a huge and extended impact there will be more difficult to recover compared to minor impact.
 
In my opinion psychiatry should BEFORE GIVING ANY DRUG do a PET scan with specific tracer to prove the subject need the medication they want to give to him, and keep doing regular PET scan to keep track of how thing are going, like any other ramification of the official medicine, they do tests and exams to see what is wrong, then they prescribe the more accurate modicine to cure the problem.

Psychiatric could prescribe anyone a drug after speaking with him for 10 minutes, this is very wrong since we are talking about substances that alter the brain chemestry and the average half life of any of their medicine is 24-72 hours.

It’s not like a beer or a joint that after some hours everything came back to normal, they should be WAY MORE CAREFUL with these drugs. But guess what? It’s our ass that they are broking, not their own, and there is a industry behind psychiatry that probably is near to the military industry complex.

Be careful and warn other people as i did in the psych ward when I saw some of my old friends land there, if you really want to fuck your brain at least have fun by doing it with re creative drugs and alchool, there is no worth to destroy your brain chemestry because of some pills or injections.

When you speak to a psychiatrist ask yourself “did this mf would give that shit who is willing to give me to his own son?”
 
paranoid android said:
How long have you been off invega?
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I have never taken shots, but have been forced to take thorazine/clozapine/haloperidol when in a crisis. I imagine if I took those shots, I would be suffering like these guys are.

But I'm suffering another battle. One that I know I will NOT recover from, that might actually make it worse, because each time I feel hope, each time I get a tingle on the nerves supplying one side of my face, I get a false hope that it is healing, when what is really happening is that it's just a nerve temporarily glitching, and I feel "ok" for a while, until it goes back to it's bullshit doldrums again.

I'd like to think I'm strong enough to survive another major episode where I have a neurological crisis involving a key sensory function involving some degree of permanent damage, but I have a great deal of doubt about that one. If it happens again...well...I guess I won't mention it as this post is full of people recovering, and it's a small club, but I'm not in that club because 1/ I'm not recovering, and 2/ it wasn't from Invega.
 
moerez said:
He had severe symptoms like me? Flaccid penis no blood flow, many people call weak orgasm pssd, or just sexual disfunction, but we know that pssd is brain fog anhedonia sexual disfunction and more , i have all that and i don’t see my self in the range of recovery
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Yup thats why I got addicted meth I was on that garbage from 10 years of age to 23 or so and it completely recked my cock. The only way I get any sensation is from meth, I discovered that on accident when I started abusing stimulants in highschool its really fucking sad because that only way I'll ever be able to enjoy sex. I have so much hate for the pharmaceutical industry. I watched them kill my grandma she died from doctors. Why did i learn to love speed it all comes back to doctors. They took me off it like in 10 grade and couldn't enjoy life anymore and felt like school was over and its all I thought about. Luckily I was able to get back on it my last years in school and thise were the best years of my life and most social able and happy. Luckily I wasn't on antipsychotics to ruin the high though lol at that time. They had me so drugged up as kid I sleeped all day and failed to devolpe any social skills and they recked my relationship with my parents because I hate them now for stealing those years away from me it was tantamount to child abuse. A lot parents do that now, they drug their kids up rather than deal with their own toxic behavior in return their kids hate them.

Oh yeah invega also made me grow lactating breasts that eventually went away but other people arent so lucky they have to get em cut off.
 
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InvegaAnon said:
Do you have Discord? I know another guy who got PSSD after invega and he has recovered further than me.
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My pssd after Prozac it’s so severe, before on third month of invega I could have boner if I would try, now my penis is literally dead,did he recover from this severe pssd? I doubt it, I have a wet dream when I try to have orgasm, it feels nothing, literally nothing,before Prozac I could have orgasm and I felt like 40% satisfaction, now I can’t even make it hard, it’s impossible for me
 
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Chanel_monster said:
I don't know how much longer that I can take. I wish I can get high off weed again.
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Are you forced on by court or something? They would litteraly have to physically hold me down to do that shit again I would honestly just run away at that stage theres nothing they can do too forced that shit in me again without me putting up a fight because at that stage I have nothing left to loose.
 
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