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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

paranoid android said:
How long have you been off invega?
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I have never taken shots, but have been forced to take thorazine/clozapine/haloperidol when in a crisis. I imagine if I took those shots, I would be suffering like these guys are.

But I'm suffering another battle. One that I know I will NOT recover from, that might actually make it worse, because each time I feel hope, each time I get a tingle on the nerves supplying one side of my face, I get a false hope that it is healing, when what is really happening is that it's just a nerve temporarily glitching, and I feel "ok" for a while, until it goes back to it's bullshit doldrums again.

I'd like to think I'm strong enough to survive another major episode where I have a neurological crisis involving a key sensory function involving some degree of permanent damage, but I have a great deal of doubt about that one. If it happens again...well...I guess I won't mention it as this post is full of people recovering, and it's a small club, but I'm not in that club because 1/ I'm not recovering, and 2/ it wasn't from Invega.
 
moerez said:
He had severe symptoms like me? Flaccid penis no blood flow, many people call weak orgasm pssd, or just sexual disfunction, but we know that pssd is brain fog anhedonia sexual disfunction and more , i have all that and i don’t see my self in the range of recovery
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Yup thats why I got addicted meth I was on that garbage from 10 years of age to 23 or so and it completely recked my cock. The only way I get any sensation is from meth, I discovered that on accident when I started abusing stimulants in highschool its really fucking sad because that only way I'll ever be able to enjoy sex. I have so much hate for the pharmaceutical industry. I watched them kill my grandma she died from doctors. Why did i learn to love speed it all comes back to doctors. They took me off it like in 10 grade and couldn't enjoy life anymore and felt like school was over and its all I thought about. Luckily I was able to get back on it my last years in school and thise were the best years of my life and most social able and happy. Luckily I wasn't on antipsychotics to ruin the high though lol at that time. They had me so drugged up as kid I sleeped all day and failed to devolpe any social skills and they recked my relationship with my parents because I hate them now for stealing those years away from me it was tantamount to child abuse. A lot parents do that now, they drug their kids up rather than deal with their own toxic behavior in return their kids hate them.

Oh yeah invega also made me grow lactating breasts that eventually went away but other people arent so lucky they have to get em cut off.
 
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InvegaAnon said:
Do you have Discord? I know another guy who got PSSD after invega and he has recovered further than me.
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My pssd after Prozac it’s so severe, before on third month of invega I could have boner if I would try, now my penis is literally dead,did he recover from this severe pssd? I doubt it, I have a wet dream when I try to have orgasm, it feels nothing, literally nothing,before Prozac I could have orgasm and I felt like 40% satisfaction, now I can’t even make it hard, it’s impossible for me
 
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Chanel_monster said:
I don't know how much longer that I can take. I wish I can get high off weed again.
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Are you forced on by court or something? They would litteraly have to physically hold me down to do that shit again I would honestly just run away at that stage theres nothing they can do too forced that shit in me again without me putting up a fight because at that stage I have nothing left to loose.
 
It’s just impossible to keep stay at sleep after 5AM, tinnitus and phantom pain on top of the brain just won’t keep sleeping after that hour. Still impossible to nap during the daytime and i cannot feel tiredness, so I force myself to go to the bed at 10PM around..
 
If you want weed to start working, you need to smoke regularly even if you can’t feel it at first. Over time, the cannabinoid receptors start to open up.
I chose a very potent variety of weed to affect the receptors as much as possible. Now I can get high off weed and ketamine, even though I can’t feel benzos anymore due to an ecstasy trip. It has alleviated my anhedonia.
When I’m sober, I just play video games and listen to music. There are fewer things that attract my focus, so I don’t watch stuff like I used to.
 
squoshy said:
If you want weed to start working, you need to smoke regularly even if you can’t feel it at first. Over time, the cannabinoid receptors start to open up.
I chose a very potent variety of weed to affect the receptors as much as possible. Now I can get high off weed and ketamine, even though I can’t feel benzos anymore due to an ecstasy trip. It has alleviated my anhedonia.
When I’m sober, I just play video games and listen to music. There are fewer things that attract my focus, so I don’t watch stuff like I used to.
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What about alcohol?
 
Alcohol starts working after a year, invega isnt supposed to target gaba receptors but it fries the majority of them for some reason. benzos really helped me cope. try not to abuse them because the receptors are freshly open.
 
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