Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

[moerez]

I decided that I will suicide in this week and I don’t think there is a way that can stop me, I have literally nothing to be hopeful about, pssd , anhedonia, insomnia , akathesia, I really can’t wait more , it’s inhuman and impossible to live like this, pssd and invega and psychosis, it’s literally impossible to be 100% back or even 90%, just wanted to vent, I really miss everything, the joy I had the vibrant feeling of life, the way I was hopeful about my future , my relationship my friends , laughters, great family that I had, will miss all those
But I guess when I die I don’t even remember who I am and I will go to void, but living without emotion love ,sexuality , there is no way to live and it’s just so unfair that this happend to me and us, anyway too much vent but I hope y’all however recover and get to the point that you are satisfied with your life

 

[InvegaAnon]

did you get akathisa that sorta fluctuated?

I had akathesia for only a few days.

 

[InvegaAnon]

I decided that I will suicide in this week and I don’t think there is a way that can stop me, I have literally nothing to be hopeful about, pssd , anhedonia, insomnia , akathesia, I really can’t wait more , it’s inhuman and impossible to live like this, pssd and invega and psychosis, it’s literally impossible to be 100% back or even 90%, just wanted to vent, I really miss everything, the joy I had the vibrant feeling of life, the way I was hopeful about my future , my relationship my friends , laughters, great family that I had, will miss all those
But I guess when I die I don’t even remember who I am and I will go to void, but living without emotion love ,sexuality , there is no way to live and it’s just so unfair that this happend to me and us, anyway too much vent but I hope y’all however recover and get to the point that you are satisfied with your life

I could find PSSD recovery stories if you want. I can also connect you to a guy who recovered from invega and prozac, just like us.

 

[InvegaAnon]

That’s really really sad that I have to leave the planet for such a bullshit thing that I never would thought happens for me

I'm grateful that I have held on for as long as I have and I'm almost better. It's a lot better than dying and I brought wisdom back from the void. You seem younger than me, you have a lot of time left. Trust me, it's possible to wait.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I decided that I will suicide in this week and I don’t think there is a way that can stop me, I have literally nothing to be hopeful about, pssd , anhedonia, insomnia , akathesia, I really can’t wait more , it’s inhuman and impossible to live like this, pssd and invega and psychosis, it’s literally impossible to be 100% back or even 90%, just wanted to vent, I really miss everything, the joy I had the vibrant feeling of life, the way I was hopeful about my future , my relationship my friends , laughters, great family that I had, will miss all those
But I guess when I die I don’t even remember who I am and I will go to void, but living without emotion love ,sexuality , there is no way to live and it’s just so unfair that this happend to me and us, anyway too much vent but I hope y’all however recover and get to the point that you are satisfied with your life

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I Guess i will end like that too, i’am approaching the 24 months as i’am at 20 months and 1 week but I don’t had any decent recovery until now, so I doubt a miracle would happen in the next 3 months and 3 week. I’am maybe one of the cases that simply won’t recover, as i read somewhere in the reddit, a user claimed that recovery is possible until you took risperdal, if you got injected with that one you are fucked and there is no recovery. I remember reading that like in the first 2-3 months after the injections and scared the shit out of me, but now i start to get what that user meant….

 

[paranoid android]

I Guess i will end like that too, i’am approaching the 24 months as i’am at 20 months and 1 week but I don’t had any decent recovery until now, so I doubt a miracle would happen in the next 3 months and 3 week. I’am maybe one of the cases that simply won’t recover, as i read somewhere in the reddit, a user claimed that recovery is possible until you took risperdal, if you got injected with that one you are fucked and there is no recovery. I remember reading that like in the first 2-3 months after the injections and scared the shit out of me, but now i start to get what that user meant….

I recovered you can to just hang in there

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I recovered you can to just hang in there

You recovered in 1 year, i’am not recovered in 20 months..

 

[moerez]

I could find PSSD recovery stories if you want. I can also connect you to a guy who recovered from invega and prozac, just like us.

He had severe symptoms like me? Flaccid penis no blood flow, many people call weak orgasm pssd, or just sexual disfunction, but we know that pssd is brain fog anhedonia sexual disfunction and more , i have all that and i don’t see my self in the range of recovery

 

[paranoid android]

Ok its getting abit to pro suicide around here. Bluelight is first and foremost a harm reduction sight we cannot be seen as being pro suicide

 

[paranoid android]

Ok lets try this again but no pro suicide posts or it will be locked again

 

[Flynnal]

Ok its getting abit to pro suicide around here. Bluelight is first and foremost a harm reduction sight we cannot be seen as being pro suicide

I'd have to agree with that. Even though I myself am guilty of talking about my own end at some points. I know it's no use talking about recovery in my case, as it's not ever going to happen, but mine is neurological, not caused by a drug.

But I'll concur, best not to see any more of these posts, from others or myself, even though I and many of those haven't recovered (and I never will).

 

[paranoid android]

I'd have to agree with that. Even though I myself am guilty of talking about my own end at some points. I know it's no use talking about recovery in my case, as it's not ever going to happen, but mine is neurological, not caused by a drug.

But I'll concur, best not to see any more of these posts, from others or myself, even though I and many of those haven't recovered (and I never will).

How long have you been off invega?

 

[Matthew01]

Ok its getting abit to pro suicide around here. Bluelight is first and foremost a harm reduction sight we cannot be seen as being pro suicide

He's expressing his pain,there is nothing wrong with what he said. He not promoting suicide.

 

[Trueart2]

He's expressing his pain,there is nothing wrong with what he said. He not promoting suicide.

Reciting a vow to commit suicide, and consistently reminding people about how he will ultimately meet his demise is promoting suicide.

 

[moerez]

I really wanted to know if people in here was suffering from severe ed and pssd, emotional blunting and dpdr and more problems, would still stay positive or talk like me, life is not really fair dude

 

[InvegaAnon]

I really wanted to know if people in here was suffering from severe ed and pssd, emotional blunting and dpdr and more problems, would still stay positive or talk like me, life is not really fair dude

Do you have Discord? I know another guy who got PSSD after invega and he has recovered further than me.

 

[lostsoulowen]

how are you guys doing?

i took a break from this forum, I was traveling the world, I got citizenship in another country, so I don't have to go back anymore to the country that poisoned me.
I'm 7 month's and 14 days after last injection i still feel disable and stupid. but it's slowly getting better. AI said it might take me 8-9 month's to fully recover cause, i got the posion in my ass.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

how are you guys doing?

i took a break from this forum, I was traveling the world, I got citizenship in another country, so I don't have to go back anymore to the country that poisoned me.
I'm 7 month's and 14 days after last injection i still feel disable and stupid. but it's slowly getting better. AI said it might take me 8-9 month's to fully recover cause, i got the posion in my ass.

When I was at 7 months, AI told me 9-12 months to full recover. When I reached 12 months, AI told me 15-18 months.

Meanwhile I developed tinnitus at 13 months. (AI never told me about that possibility).

At 18 months AI told me 24-36 months (2-3 years). Meanwhile yesterday that same AI told me that if a normal subject got injected with AP’s at the max dose there is no come back because it’s “Chemical lobotomy” and if this subject don’t recover in the first 20-24 months the recovery process just stop and reach a “plateau”.

I also used AI a lot about “How much time it will take for me to recover” because i have no real person to talk about this and that have a level of knowledge about recovery.

But at some point i realized that AI is very in accurate because i had to “full recover” at 12 months but here i’am at 20 months.

People around reddit told that it may take 1-2 or even 3 year to full recover, some people claim they full recovered after 9-12 months, some people still complain after 2+ years.

In my own opinion i suggest that three things are very relevant in term of “how much time it will take to full recovery, and if there is a chance to recover”:

1: The most important, people who had psychosis usually trend to recover faster and deeper compared to people who got misdiagnosed and injected without a real need.

2: If they let your brain adjust with ora pills at least for the first 21 days, before inject you, the “Chemical shock” is not so strong because the brain had time to adjust itself compared to someone who got injected “cold blood” without 21 days of oral pills.

3: The impact on the brain and the sympthoms someone develop can tell how much deep the shock is, if this toxin had a huge and extended impact there will be more difficult to recover compared to minor impact.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

In my opinion psychiatry should BEFORE GIVING ANY DRUG do a PET scan with specific tracer to prove the subject need the medication they want to give to him, and keep doing regular PET scan to keep track of how thing are going, like any other ramification of the official medicine, they do tests and exams to see what is wrong, then they prescribe the more accurate modicine to cure the problem.

Psychiatric could prescribe anyone a drug after speaking with him for 10 minutes, this is very wrong since we are talking about substances that alter the brain chemestry and the average half life of any of their medicine is 24-72 hours.

It’s not like a beer or a joint that after some hours everything came back to normal, they should be WAY MORE CAREFUL with these drugs. But guess what? It’s our ass that they are broking, not their own, and there is a industry behind psychiatry that probably is near to the military industry complex.

Be careful and warn other people as i did in the psych ward when I saw some of my old friends land there, if you really want to fuck your brain at least have fun by doing it with re creative drugs and alchool, there is no worth to destroy your brain chemestry because of some pills or injections.

When you speak to a psychiatrist ask yourself “did this mf would give that shit who is willing to give me to his own son?”