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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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Invegatorture said:
At 6 months I took a high dose of LSD while in a hopeless state. While on it I had an ego death and experienced total bliss and peace. For some reason I just knew i would recover. This ignited my hope. Over the next 3 months my cognition, energy and libido gradually returned. At 9 months off I no longer considered myself a victim of invega and was very happy. Over that 3 months where I noticed improvement I doubled down on eating healthy and taking care of myself. I drank raw milk and ate some raw meat. This is what I believe healed me.

Libido - slowly I could feel more and more sexual pleasure which eventually became stronger than pre invega.

Cognition - gradually my thinking became clearer, brain less foggy and I could make eye contact with people easier, converse more fluently. Blank mind dissapeared.

Energy - my body became lighter and lighter. Invega made me feel so heavy and like I was carrying around a souless vessel. My stamina and edurance returned allowing me to exercise again and go for walks with ease.

With these improvements my mood lifted. Suicidal thoughts went away and my life felt like it was back on track.

For some its gradual, others say they heal almost over night. For me it was 6 months of pure hell then 3 months of becoming alive again.
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Not recconmending anyone take LSD. Just to be clear. Thats just my story.
 
Abilify2mg said:
w

ill never do lsd but what is it like?
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Very stimulating. Imgaine coffee x100. For me it raised my consciousness to where I could see my life from a birds eye view. It was very addicting for me psychologically to escape my reality for this reason.

Your senses become more sensitive. Making music magical. It can also induce ego death where your thinking mind dissapears. Which includes judgement of the present moment.

6 months deep into invega hell I experienced an egoless state and it was heaven. It was the first time I enjoyed music since my shots. It saved my life. I had SN ready to go but instead I chose to take LSD. Glad I made that decision.
 
Invegatorture said:
Very stimulating. Imgaine coffee x100. For me it raised my consciousness to where I could see my life from a birds eye view. It was very addicting for me psychologically to escape my reality for this reason.

Your senses become more sensitive. Making music magical. It can also induce ego death where your thinking mind dissapears. Which includes judgement of the present moment.

6 months deep into invega hell I experienced an egoless state and it was heaven. It was the first time I enjoyed music since my shots. It saved my life. I had SN ready to go but instead I chose to take LSD. Glad I made that decision.
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woah crazy such thing exists.
 
I started dreaming again after I got my first acupuncture last week… had my second one yesterday. Anxiety has eased a bit and am not such a nervous wreck. I have also been taking herbal medicine from the acupuncturist which can take a while to work but thought I’d give it a try so have put other supplements on hold for now. I’m about 4.5 months off invega and am noticing slight improvements with my memory and in other areas, nothing too drastic but I am starting to feel better than I have been. Fingers crossed that brokenself is okay. Sending you all positive thoughts ✨
 
Abilify2mg said:
woah crazy such thing exists.
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Yeah man it is. It’s usually soaked into a tiny piece of paper. And that alone can alter your entire perception of reality. I went from feeling hopeless to a state of pure joy. It was pure unconditional love of myself and my life. No matter what happened to me in the past or what was going to happen. My intuition was screaming “you will heal”.
 
rawbanana said:
you know if you put your foot down and say you won’t take any more injections they won’t force you. They’re scaring you. Legally without consent they can’t force injections and they can’t keep you in the hospital forever. Don’t let them intimidate you
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Believe me I was under obligation of care and if I didn't accept the injection the police came to get me and sent me back to the hospital so if you were under obligation and in psychiatry when I refused medication they tackled me to the ground and injected me with small doses so it's not to scare you they send you to isolation and force you so don't say anything thank you.
 
fenec said:
Believe me I was under obligation of care and if I didn't accept the injection the police came to get me and sent me back to the hospital so if you were under obligation and in psychiatry when I refused medication they tackled me to the ground and injected me with small doses so it's not to scare you they send you to isolation and force you so don't say anything thank you.
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This is what they think will help peope? Trumatizing them and force them into this suicide injection? They don’t do that even with pedo or killers..

But I can tell you that once they shot me with these two injections then they are all disappeared, like they did what they wanted since the beginning, then they likely forgot about me, no more calls, no more fake care about me and “check up on me”.

Like they knew exaclty what I was going trought and because of that they knew they finished the job with me..
 
Saw my doc today, he told me he din’t want to do a plasmatic dosage of riperidone/paliperidone to check how much is in my blood. “Not now, maybe in the future” just because on the 19th of september i have appointment on the psychiatric unit of the dipartment of the university clinic. He said they will do it (?).
 
Trueart2 said:
You’re very early into your recovery process. Additionally your injection leaves the body much faster then Invega. It’s not time to need to contemplate suicide right now my friend
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Trueart2 said:
You’re very early into your recovery process. Additionally your injection leaves the body much faster than Invega. It’s not time to need to contemplate suicide right now my friend
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Matthew01 said:
You want to commit suicide? Don't. You haven't tried supplements,dopamine agonists,stimulants,dopamine reuptake inhibitors yet. They could help you. I feel what you're feeling. Have you tried anything to help?
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My day to day existence is bland and painful since being given these injections. I feel as though I already died when they gave me it. Nothing about me resembles the person I was before and I hate the blankness of mind and how brain damaged I feel.
 
Apparentely the only test that can tell us what is going on in our brain is the PET scan with dopamine tracers.

PET: PET stands for Positron Emission Tomography.

It is a medical imaging technique that uses a small amount of a radioactive substance (called a tracer) to visualize and measure processes in the body. When the tracer emits positrons, these collide with electrons, producing gamma rays that are detected by the scanner. This allows doctors to create detailed 3D images of metabolic or biochemical activity in tissues and organs, often used to study the brain, heart, and certain cancers.

With dopamine D2 tracers we can mapping and image of our receptors aviability and that image can be compared to a healthy brain that usally they use as a reference.

Only by doing that we can know what exactly is goin on, but Guess what? They don’t give this exam like a blood exam or a RM, this is more likely scientific neither medical so is very very hard to obtain this exam.

Anyways since it is the only exam that can tell us something about our actual problem, I’m pushing to get it.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Apparentely the only test that can tell us what is going on in our brain is the PET scan with dopamine tracers.

PET: PET stands for Positron Emission Tomography.

It is a medical imaging technique that uses a small amount of a radioactive substance (called a tracer) to visualize and measure processes in the body. When the tracer emits positrons, these collide with electrons, producing gamma rays that are detected by the scanner. This allows doctors to create detailed 3D images of metabolic or biochemical activity in tissues and organs, often used to study the brain, heart, and certain cancers.

With dopamine D2 tracers we can mapping and image of our receptors aviability and that image can be compared to a healthy brain that usally they use as a reference.

Only by doing that we can know what exactly is goin on, but Guess what? They don’t give this exam like a blood exam or a RM, this is more likely scientific neither medical so is very very hard to obtain this exam.

Anyways since it is the only exam that can tell us something about our actual problem, I’m pushing to get it.
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How are you gonna get it? Is it possible?
 
Matthew01 said:
How are you gonna get it? Is it possible?
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As I said this is more like a scientific thing than a regular medical exam, but since it is the only thing that can tell us what is our D2 aviability is there that we have to push.

Talk to this to your doctor, call the medical university of your country to get that. You won’t find this PET in regular hospitals, this is very very high tech and almost used to medical/scientific research.

By there is where we have to push.
 
I asked for the PET to my neurologist and he said before we have to do all the basic like RM, EEG, etc, i did all of this (they resulted normal without any problem) so i told him that I want to do the PET because is the only thing that can show us receptors aviability in the brain, there is NO other exam that can tell us something about receptors. I’m waiting answer from him.
 
I’m not a doctor neither a neurologist but in the past 14 months i just did almost of my time research in order to solve my problem: Amtypsychotic Injection lasting sympthoms.

From wat i understood we have to do 3 things in order to recovery (from medical prospective):

1: Test our blood to know how much paliperidone We still have in our body. (That can tell us if sympthoms is directly linked to the presence in our body of this poison)

2: If there is no more paliperidone, then our sympthoms is linked to receptors up/down regulation or desensibilization, only with PET we can know what exactly is our case.

3: When we know what is our receptors stare, we can search with the help of neurologist what we have to take (meds drugs) in order to re-balance our receptors.

If we play “wait 2 years to see if we recover” there is a chance that we don’t, because this is a serious thing that only time cannot fully heal by himself.
 
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