Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

[rawbanana]

I went on a hike today with one of my counselors. It was nice actually.

Getting dinner with some friends tonight.

I think I’m getting some dopamine because without it I don’t think I could feel excited about dinner but I am.

Mornings are so so so terrible. I struggle so much in the morning, hence my post from this morning just feeling terrible. But I’m starting to feel hope again….

 

[rawbanana]

I think for me, I felt better after invega because of the upregulation of dopamine receptors/increase in sensitivity to dopamine. I felt high on life. My brain wasn’t same as pre invega but definitely felt as if it had “healed”. All my symptoms dissapeared except my hunched spine.

I hope this happens to me

You said this took 12 months for you right?

 

[demileigh]

I went on a hike today with one of my counselors. It was nice actually.

Getting dinner with some friends tonight.

I think I’m getting some dopamine because without it I don’t think I could feel excited about dinner but I am.

Mornings are so so so terrible. I struggle so much in the morning, hence my post from this morning just feeling terrible. But I’m starting to feel hope again….

Awesome that you’re feeling some excitement and enjoyed your hike.
I’ve noticed I feel a lot better at the end of the day than I do at the start of the day too, not sure why

 

[Trueart2]

anhedonia, loss of appetite food just doesn't taste the same anymore, disrupted sleep (even with taking melatonin or trying to stay awake doesn't do anything), burning sensation in my throat that doesn't go away (drinking anything doesn't feel refreshing or anything), pubic hair and hair in general falling out constantly (never had this issue before the injection), Cognitive dulling always a blank mind, constant fatigue sleep doesn't feel like anything just feels forced, loss of smell (nothing smells as strong as it used too leading to tasteless food) and I haven't tried smoking cannabis, I did Ketamine IV but that didn't do anything for these symptoms just a drug trip.

Have you experienced any changes, even subtle since the first injection? Additionally what about supplementation, have you consumed any aids in your recovery?

Edit: How many shots did you have?

 

[Invegatorture]

I hope this happens to me

You said this took 12 months for you right?

It took 9 months after two shots of invega. 150mg + 75mg.

 

[Trueart2]

this shit is scary man my rapping got worse

 

[rawbanana]

I feel like I can’t enter the flow state

 

[invegaDoc]

That not true.I was basically chemically castrated, had awful rage and could barely walk.Went on this vitamin regiment and felt better in 4 months.Still not a 100%, but my pecker size came back to the mud anchor it used too be and I can orgasm 5 to 6 times a week now. Some girl I met through the forum said her poontang smelled like bo,cheese, tuna and musk and she had zero sex drive. Now she says her hairpie can get wet again and she resumed her sex life with her husband.Its all how you research.If you are looking for answers from some of the thankless wackjobs on here, you ain't gonna get very far.

could u send me the vitamin regiment ? my weiner also shrunk on invega and stopped working.

 

[Trueart2]

I know you are.That's why i'm trying to help you. If you're on the drug you've got to come off it. If you're tapering down then you need to start the regiment. Here is the list of Vitamins;
Vitamin B Pure Encapsulation
Vitamin D Pure Encapsulation
NAC Pure Encapsulation
Bacopa Moneri Himalayan Herbs
Pineal Gold XT
Lipoic Acid Thorne Vitamins
Reversacel Thorne Vitamins
HPA Nighttime Gaia Herbs
Also, change your diet to more vegetarian and always, always, always get afternoon or morning sun.Drink warm water all the time. It will help you I promise.

could u send me the vitamin regiment ? my weiner also shrunk on invega and stopped working.

Above is the regiment

 

[invegaDoc]

Above is the regiment

damn bro thanks a lot. how quickly did ur weiner bounce back no diddy. i’m still taking shots, not tapering yet, so that might mess the regiment up im assuming.

 

[demileigh]

I feel like I can’t enter the flow state

Lions mane might help with that… a nootropic supplement could help too

 

[Trueart2]

damn bro thanks a lot. how quickly did ur weiner bounce back no diddy. i’m still taking shots, not tapering yet, so that might mess the regiment up im assuming.

Still got 4 more shots to go myself, at first I was having some issues getting it hard/up. Eventually my body adapted, I can get boners normally. My semen volume is lower than pre-Invega, but it’s not coming out as water anymore

 

[Trueart2]

Lions mane might help with that… a nootropic supplement could help too

I got some of that, haven’t began taking any supplements as my treatment is still going on. Wonder if it’s purposeful to take supplements while still on Invega

 

[paranoid android]

damn bro thanks a lot. how quickly did ur weiner bounce back no diddy. i’m still taking shots, not tapering yet, so that might mess the regiment up im assuming.

My dick didnt shrink on invega but my balls did. Chances are your dick didnt shrink it probably just looks smaller since you arent using it cause invega sucks so bad. My balls shrank on invega and abilify and my testosterone levels also tanked. I thought my dick had shrank to but it hasent just looked that way

Id say your dick is fine you just need better antipsychotics. I take zyprexa now it works good with no side effects

 

[Trueart2]

Got put into such a deep genjutsu I broke a hospital door and now I’m on Invega for 3 more months( for a total of 6) sigh… I find myself repeating some of the same points alike to other posters here as well, just to scream into the void of recognition hoping to be heard by a passerby

 

[paranoid android]

Got put into such a deep genjutsu I broke a hospital door and now I’m on Invega for 3 more months( for a total of 6) sigh… I find myself repeating some of the same points alike to other posters here as well, just to scream into the void of recognition hoping to be heard by a passerby

Where you already in the hospital?

 

[demileigh]

I got some of that, haven’t began taking any supplements as my treatment is still going on. Wonder if it’s purposeful to take supplements while still on Invega

I started taking lions mane and other mushroom supplements just after my last shot and I noticed a difference. Noticed a difference being off the injections when I ran out recently too, brain has less fog so I got more and take it every morning with coffee. I feel like taking supplements makes recovery a little more bearable but idk if that’s just me being delusional or not

 

[YogirisingKundalini]

My entire sense of self has shattered. I’m a victim. They basically tricked me into getting this shot and now I’m one step away from killing myself. It’s not fair. I want life to be beautiful again! I want to be beautiful again! How can they do this? How is it legal for them to do this to people? I wasn’t given enough information… it’s not fair

Neurogenesis is real, never give up. Too many people recovered

 

[YogirisingKundalini]

I f*#ked myself over by having a few drinks on the weekend and now I’m feeling severely depressed. I do not recommend drinking alcohol in recovery, I mean maybe 1 won’t hurt cause I’ve been fine everytime I’ve only had 1 but 2-3, no… don’t do it

Haram

 

[Matthew01]

I want to get angry at the doctors who did this to me but the drug severely restricts it. I have even have problems typing right now because I keep forgetting what I'm supposed to say. This is horrible. I can't live like this.