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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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rawbanana said:
Sometimes I think I’m getting better like I feel a little lighter like my personality is coming back but the changes are sooooo small and sooo slow that I feel like I can’t tell if it’s really even happening. It’s so horrible.
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I understand its terrible losing your character. Mine came back after invega. I’m sure yours will too.

How strong is your anhedonia btw? My dopamine was completely blocked by invega for at least 6 months. Couldn’t feel anything.
 
Invegatorture said:
I understand its terrible losing your character. Mine came back after invega. I’m sure yours will too.

How strong is your anhedonia btw? My dopamine was completely blocked by invega for at least 6 months. Couldn’t feel anything.
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Yeah it’s a little better. Music is slightly more enjoyable but still feels a little flat. I’m not able to concentrate on television or feel excited to play any games or anything. I get a little bit of positive feelings when I’m outside.
 
demileigh said:
How about you try do something to help yourself like go for a walk instead of hanging around here with your toxic mindset. Trauma and abuse can cause actual brain damage, what invega does to the brain isn’t necessarily permanent as many people here have said they’ve recovered… if you haven’t recovered maybe that’s because you have a condition that’s returned and needs to be treated and that’s really the problem🤷‍♀️ people don’t just get shot up with invega for no reason, clearly something wasn’t quite right yeah… no offence. You’re on such a low vibe and that’s exactly why I stopped replying to you. Btw life isn’t all about chasing pleasure… life is full of things you don’t want to do but you just get on with it.
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People don't get shot up with invega for no reason has flown over my head for a while, thanks for reminding me
 
rawbanana said:
Yeah it’s a little better. Music is slightly more enjoyable but still feels a little flat. I’m not able to concentrate on television or feel excited to play any games or anything. I get a little bit of positive feelings when I’m outside.
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Thats great you have some improvements, even if they are small. Took me 9 months to feel normal again after invega. Will take longer for you as you had more shots but you will get there. It’s a gradual process that starts very slowly then speeds up.

How was music for you while on the shots/just after the shots? Completley flat?
 
Invegatorture said:
Thats great you have some improvements, even if they are small. Took me 9 months to feel normal again after invega. Will take longer for you as you had more shots but you will get there. It’s a gradual process that starts very slowly then speeds up.

How was music for you while on the shots/just after the shots? Completley flat?
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Omg it was horrible. So triggering just awful I hated it. Sounded like garbage like honestly from some hell realm
 
The lack of emotions and motivation makes it difficult to do things. It also makes it hard to sleep
 
I need vyvanse and wellbrutin so bad right now. It is absolutely nonsensical to go through this unnecessary pain.
 
If you want to experience real healing dive into mysticism. Study Yogananda Vivekananda Gopi Krishna Dhamapadda new testament etc, kundalini supposedly can heal lots of ilnesses
 
My entire sense of self has shattered. I’m a victim. They basically tricked me into getting this shot and now I’m one step away from killing myself. It’s not fair. I want life to be beautiful again! I want to be beautiful again! How can they do this? How is it legal for them to do this to people? I wasn’t given enough information… it’s not fair
 
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