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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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Katanya said:
Are we allowed to discuss methods of detoxing from Invega injections on this thread as long as it’s not detoxing with drugs?

I want to ask about saunas and if those could help. @paranoid android
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You are, even the mods experiment with drugs.

I tried 3 sauna sessions during about 10 days. Before i could visit the sauna 3 times a week and after each session i would feel like i was reborn with a new body.

But after the injections it was a total different story, the sweat would come very slowly compared to how i use to instantly start sweating. Got headaches and the body overall felt like it was going to pass out after the cold showers, good thing i was not alone these 3 times, because sometimes i really felt like i was going to pass out and need medical help.

After each session my face stayed red and puffy for 2-3 days, and the headburn and headaches would increase dramatically.

I had so much hope for saunas because before this poison it was the only thing that i relied on when getting sick or treating any health conditions.

I think you should give it a try but with someone to watch your back.

Im planning to try it again.
 
therendezvous said:
You are, even the mods experiment with drugs.

I tried 3 sauna sessions during about 10 days. Before i could visit the sauna 3 times a week and after each session i would feel like i was reborn with a new body.

But after the injections it was a total different story, the sweat would come very slowly compared to how i use to instantly start sweating. Got headaches and the body overall felt like it was going to pass out after the cold showers, good thing i was not alone these 3 times, because sometimes i really felt like i was going to pass out and need medical help.

After each session my face stayed red and puffy for 2-3 days, and the headburn and headaches would increase dramatically.

I had so much hope for saunas because before this poison it was the only thing that i relied on when getting sick or treating any health conditions.

I think you should give it a try but with someone to watch your back.

Im planning to try it again.
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I have access to a sauna at a gym I go to.

I plan to use it sometime.
 
I can’t even cry I just feel numb and in total disbelief. I want to run away from this but there’s nowhere to go. And the world just moves on around you while you’re suffering. It makes me not want to be here anymore.
 
Hello guys, I might not be on invega but I was given another antipsychotic. I was falsely diagnosed and forcefully injected with clopixol on the april 15th. The injection has severely reduced my joy,motivation and happiness. It also severely restricted my emotions. Thinking is also hard and dull.This has been going on for more than 2 months and I'm suffering. I'm planning on getting pescribed apomorphine for it because it's a dopamine agonist with a high affinity level. I think the apomorphine would compete with the Clopixol and bind to the receptor since it has a higher affinity level. Would it work? Would it help me? Has anyone thought about this? Are there any other dopamine agonists with higher affinity level?
 
I miss my imagination and the soul I feel from singing or making art. I finally slept 9 hours after trying a bit of clonazapan. Nine months now post shots and I’m so frightened. Everything is numb. I have two kids to look after two. If I knew this was going to happen I would not have bought them into this world. Please if there is anymore recovery stories that would be brilliant. My psychiatrist suggested ect so I went off at him and discharged from their clinic. This is all too much.
 
I’m afraid to leave everything behind. I’m not a suicidal person. I haven’t been ever in my life. I had passion and goals and drive. And I always lived with the ideology of not having regrets.

But now… I have SO many regrets and it’s all I can think about. I just wish I could go back in time. It’s like losing all this time just highlights all of the mistakes I’ve ever made. It makes everything too real. I can’t handle it.

My deep intuition is gone. My sense of wonder is gone. I can’t feel my gut or that surge of energy in your body when you are excited. Being human is so beautiful and we should all be grateful for this life, but I don’t know if I can do this much longer.

A lot of people who only got the two shots improve around 7 months. For me it’ll be at that point at the end of this month but I got four shots total. I don’t think it’ll wear off for at least 12-18 months. And I genuinely don’t see myself making it to that point. This drug has wreaked havoc on my body.

I want to be fit and healthy again but I’ve gained weight and I don’t look good anymore. I used to feel confident in my skin but I’ve stopped taking regular showers. I go days without brushing my teeth. I’m disgusting and I just don’t think a I have the willpower to do things and recover from this.

I’m entering my 30s soon and I’m afraid I won’t be able to achieve my dreams after this has wrecked my creativity and my uniqueness and charisma. It’s criminal what these doctors do under the guise of treatment.
 
Here is some interesting stuff that I was able to do with beer. First, I took like 4 shots and I felt pretty drunk. I waited about a week and then with 5 seltzers I got super fucked up. I have heard that some people can't feel alcohol, so maybe this will help!
 
rawbanana said:
I’m afraid to leave everything behind. I’m not a suicidal person. I haven’t been ever in my life. I had passion and goals and drive. And I always lived with the ideology of not having regrets.

But now… I have SO many regrets and it’s all I can think about. I just wish I could go back in time. It’s like losing all this time just highlights all of the mistakes I’ve ever made. It makes everything too real. I can’t handle it.

My deep intuition is gone. My sense of wonder is gone. I can’t feel my gut or that surge of energy in your body when you are excited. Being human is so beautiful and we should all be grateful for this life, but I don’t know if I can do this much longer.

A lot of people who only got the two shots improve around 7 months. For me it’ll be at that point at the end of this month but I got four shots total. I don’t think it’ll wear off for at least 12-18 months. And I genuinely don’t see myself making it to that point. This drug has wreaked havoc on my body.

I want to be fit and healthy again but I’ve gained weight and I don’t look good anymore. I used to feel confident in my skin but I’ve stopped taking regular showers. I go days without brushing my teeth. I’m disgusting and I just don’t think a I have the willpower to do things and recover from this.

I’m entering my 30s soon and I’m afraid I won’t be able to achieve my dreams after this has wrecked my creativity and my uniqueness and charisma. It’s criminal what these doctors do under the guise of treatment.
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You are going to be ok. Even if you're not completely normal in a year, you can still go on living.
 
Matthew01 said:
Hello guys, I might not be on invega but I was given another antipsychotic. I was falsely diagnosed and forcefully injected with clopixol on the april 15th. The injection has severely reduced my joy,motivation and happiness. It also severely restricted my emotions. Thinking is also hard and dull.This has been going on for more than 2 months and I'm suffering. I'm planning on getting pescribed apomorphine for it because it's a dopamine agonist with a high affinity level. I think the apomorphine would compete with the Clopixol and bind to the receptor since it has a higher affinity level. Would it work? Would it help me? Has anyone thought about this? Are there any other dopamine agonists with higher affinity level?
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What do you guys think about this? Is this a good idea?
 
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Matthew01 said:
What do you guys think about this? Is this a good idea?
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terrible idea. Just because antipsychotics block dopamine , the D2 to be specific, it doesn't mean you can just take D2 agonist to reverse the side effects. The brain is alot more complex and it doesn't work like that. People already tried D2 dopamine agonists like cabergoline and pramipexole and it made their symptoms 10x worse.
 
Finally pushing my chi energy into my arms. For over 13 years I have not been able to get it past my shoulder blades. Moving my subtle energies around the injection site, it is still baffling that I can feel it--what feels like the needle itself from the injections. I think back to that scene from The Crow with Brandon Lee, when his character magically pulls the heroine out of that woman's arm.
 
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