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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

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Bigsmoke420 said:
I had the anhedonia before the invega but it was very mild, but the invega made it go from mild to severe. So I'm pretty much back to baseline where I started and i dont really even think about it, it dosent really both me.
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How many months did it take? You said somewhere something like ten?
 
t_xeplionhell said:
Invega causes depersonalization cuz persona is collection of memories(decisions, likes and dont likes) for which is serotonine responsible so we lose our persona while on invega since it disables serotonine receptors. I notice regaining it slowly as I recover my mood for which are also responsible serotonin receptors.
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Mine appear to be fully functional. I trip on LSD with full effects.
 
Bigsmoke420 said:
Imagine if I took 2-3 would have been on the on the moon talking to jesus
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For some reason opiates are keeping me awake when I take them lately. Not 100% sure if that’s because of invega or not, probably it is but they can make me nod a little but I’m fully awake while I nod it’s weird and then I just don’t feel tired on them. They give me tons of energy. I only slept 3 hours last night. And I have no urge to sleep right now. Subs effects can last a few days.
 
HellYesInvegaSucks said:
I don't think I'll make it through this. There is nothing for me to do. What do you people do? Is there anything to do?
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Honestly I lay around a lot and watch TV and watch football, play around on my phone. And sometimes I go for a walk which gives me about a 30 minute endorphin rush about 70% of the time which helps me feel better.
 
Hopton09 said:
Honestly I lay around a lot and watch TV and watch football, play around on my phone. And sometimes I go for a walk which gives me about a 30 minute endorphin rush about 70% of the time which helps me feel better.
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You’ll make it through. It’s horrible and feels like hell but it’s the situation so it has to be gone through until it gets better. If you’re goin through hell keep on moving.
 
Hopton09 said:
For some reason opiates are keeping me awake when I take them lately. Not 100% sure if that’s because of invega or not, probably it is but they can make me nod a little but I’m fully awake while I nod it’s weird and then I just don’t feel tired on them. They give me tons of energy. I only slept 3 hours last night. And I have no urge to sleep right now. Subs effects can last a few days.
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I took a xanax 3 months off and it did nothing
 
Hopton09 said:
For some reason opiates are keeping me awake when I take them lately. Not 100% sure if that’s because of invega or not, probably it is but they can make me nod a little but I’m fully awake while I nod it’s weird and then I just don’t feel tired on them. They give me tons of energy. I only slept 3 hours last night. And I have no urge to sleep right now. Subs effects can last a few days.
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It was bad, like I was stuck to the bed, like it wouldn't been a bad thing if I moved, total locked, then I got hungry and I was like damn I wish I had a pb&j right now, 20 mins later still glued thinking damn that pb&j sounds nice, morale of the story that pb&j was never made.. sadly
 
Ambien still affects me. It’s weaker than it used to be but I’m assuming Xanax would if ambien does. I actually took one about 4 months back to calm me down from doing too much meth and I blacked out. I woke up the next day and on my calls I had actually called the probation office while blacked out. Thank God I didn’t leave a message and incriminate myself or id still be on it.
 
Hopton09 said:
Ambien still affects me. It’s weaker than it used to be but I’m assuming Xanax would if ambien does. I actually took one about 4 months back to calm me down from doing too much meth and I blacked out. I woke up the next day and on my calls I had actually called the probation office while blacked out. Thank God I didn’t leave a message and incriminate myself or id still be on it.
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I heard ambien makes you have crazy dreams
 
I don't know about you guys, but it feels like a prison sentence. Ouch. That hurts. Anyone want to exchange email addresses? I know, hell no, but I'm lonely.

And bored.
 
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HellYesInvegaSucks said:
I don't know about you guys, but it feels like a prison sentence. Ouch. That hurts. Anyone want to exchange email addresses? I know, hell no, but I'm lonely.

And bored.
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It’s exactly like a prison sentence. I’ve been to jail. Only for 1 month but if I had to compare that 1 month in jail with my invega experience, the invega is far worse. I would do an entire year in jail to go completely back to normal. I am making progress but I would very much like to recover at 100%. I’m going to hold onto that. That’s my goal. No permanent brain damage. This is all temporary and everything will go entirely back to normal by 1 year out. Anyways [email protected]. I don’t check it very often but I did email a guy that was on the old forums months ago. He told me that I will recover and be 100% back to normal. He said he is 100% back to normal and that all of the people that emailed him have recovered. Maybe a full recovery is more common than it appears looking through the threads.
 
Risperdal, invega's cousin, made it so I wouldn't have dreams. I got back to dream cycles when they switched me to invega. and pot def helps.

I forget what ambien did to my dreams other than help me fall asleep easy. But then I was over medicated in the hospital on ambien.
 
Hopton09 said:
It’s exactly like a prison sentence. I’ve been to jail. Only for 1 month but if I had to compare that 1 month in jail with my invega experience, the invega is far worse. I would do an entire year in jail to go completely back to normal. I am making progress but I would very much like to recover at 100%. I’m going to hold onto that. That’s my goal. No permanent brain damage. This is all temporary and everything will go entirely back to normal by 1 year out. Anyways [email protected]. I don’t check it very often but I did email a guy that was on the old forums months ago. He told me that I will recover and be 100% back to normal. He said he is 100% back to normal and that all of the people that emailed him have recovered. Maybe a full recovery is more common than it appears looking through the threads.
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Respect. I can't believe this shit is on the market let alone the blackmarket. I was thinking you might as well give this as a lethal injection, but file that under cruel and unusual punishments. I was thinking that this condition would be with me forever, my god, so I have to say I share that goal. I was thinking a lot of dark thoughts. One year in minimum security prison does sound a lot better than being on invega. At least it doesn't mess with your internal structure and overall way of being. At least it doesn't wound your Soul. This is straight up Dementor stuff out of Harry Potter. It's not funny at all. How does this shit not have warning labels for causing anhedonia and a host of other issues. It's horrible. It should be taken right off the market. There's no cause for this kind of torture. It's just pure misery.
 
HellYesInvegaSucks said:
Respect. I can't believe this shit is on the market let alone the blackmarket. I was thinking you might as well give this as a lethal injection, but file that under cruel and unusual punishments. I was thinking that this condition would be with me forever, my god, so I have to say I share that goal. I was thinking a lot of dark thoughts. One year in minimum security prison does sound a lot better than being on invega. At least it doesn't mess with your internal structure and overall way of being. At least it doesn't wound your Soul. This is straight up Dementor stuff out of Harry Potter. It's not funny at all. How does this shit not have warning labels for causing anhedonia and a host of other issues. It's horrible. It should be taken right off the market. There's no cause for this kind of torture. It's just pure misery.
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They were too eager to get it on the market and make $. They didn’t study it enough. To think they literally give this shit and are totally and utterly clueless as to what it actually does in real life. These psychiatrists don’t actually know anything about the drugs they prescribe because they do not take them. All of the drugs they give out are damaging to the brain. antidepressants are the biggest scam. They just don’t actually work. And they damage the brain. The drugs they hand out are more damaging to the brain than any street drug I’ve done.
 
I’m sure doing meth daily for 3 months wasn’t good for my brain but it didn’t do anything anywhere near as apparent and extreme as invega and it isn’t close. And that’s daily and heavy use compared to 1 single dose. That’s totally insane.
 
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