• The Dark Side 💕 Welcome Guest 💕
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
    Notable Threads Urgent Hotlines
    Bereavement Mindfulness
    Suicide Support Anger Management
  • TDS Moderators: AlphaMethylPhenyl | paranoid android

Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

Status
Not open for further replies.
image.png

Mornings on Invega are a living hell
 
apsucks said:
not true paula you don't need it ... eventually you quit invega anyway because it does too much damage... if you take it for a long time you will be overweight, ugly , tired and many more.. goodbye life if you take those shots
Click to expand...
Sounds like something a manipulative family member said. The road to hell....
 
Bigsmoke420 said:
Anybody else get a dm from musclespickled talking some shit?
Click to expand...
LaCuNa said:
Yeah I immediately ignored him. Some weird bot or something
Click to expand...
Yeah he's been in my DMs as well. He's not a bot, he's a real person, just a bit troubled.

HellYesInvegaSucks said:
It's a wonder anyone survives this shit. I was thinking of committing suicide before I joined this site.
Click to expand...
I am really glad you found us <3 A lot of people recover and survive invega so please just keep going each day.

Hopton09 said:
I seriously contemplated suicide for a very long time. It gets really bad bro. But hang in there. It will get better. It’s gunna to be a bumpy ride and you’re gunna suffer but there’s light at the end of the tunnel. Don’t kill yourself bro. It sucks major ass for sure and it makes you want to die. But give it time and you’ll come out of it. Just don’t take any more antipsychotics in the process. You’re gunna be okay man. A full recovery is waiting for you at the end.
Click to expand...
Look at you being all optimistic and encouraging n shit :) I love it <3

apsucks said:
fuck shit i think about jumping in front of the train all day
Click to expand...
Please don't give up dude. Please hold on <3
 
Have to take abilify pills because i'm on a shitty CTO....i don't want to take this crap i want to recover
 
apsucks said:
not true paula you don't need it ... eventually you quit invega anyway because it does too much damage... if you take it for a long time you will be overweight, ugly , tired and many more.. goodbye life if you take those shots
Click to expand...
Invega causes depersonalization cuz persona is collection of memories(decisions, likes and dont likes) for which is serotonine responsible so we lose our persona while on invega since it disables serotonine receptors. I notice regaining it slowly as I recover my mood for which are also responsible serotonin receptors.
 
t_xeplionhell said:
Invega causes depersonalization cuz persona is collection of memories(decisions, likes and dont likes) for which is serotonine responsible so we lose our persona while on invega since it disables serotonine receptors. I notice regaining it slowly as I recover my mood for which are also responsible serotonin receptors.
Click to expand...
Took me 10 months to get my mood back like pre invega and my sense of humor
 
Last edited:
Hopton09 said:
Just 1 pill? What mg was it? That’s a pretty good sign if your nodding off from a single pill no matter what the dose is really. I think those only go up to 15 mg don’t they?
Click to expand...
Imagine if I took 2-3 would have been on the on the moon talking to jesus
 
I don't think I'll make it through this. There is nothing for me to do. What do you people do? Is there anything to do?
 
Last edited:
HellYesInvegaSucks said:
I don't think I'll make it through this. There is nothing for me to do. What do you people do? Is there anything to do?
Click to expand...
at least your not on a CTO and forced medications...

dunno anhedonia is pure evil shit.. watching TV .. taking walks listing to podcasts..going out getting something to eat
nothing is enjoyable
 
Bigsmoke420 said:
You'll be able to enjoy games again dont worry. I have adhd when I got injected it made it worst. I couldnt even focus on a game for 2 months.
Click to expand...
I can't focus on games that much either, but mainly because they're boring. I can't stand Stardew Valley after all.

Hopefully Animal Crossing goes down more easily.

By the way, sucks to hear that you have adhd as well as anhedonia. I'm glad to hear it gets better.

It must have been hard with both.
 
HellYesInvegaSucks said:
I can't focus on games that much either, but mainly because they're boring. I can't stand Stardew Valley after all.

Hopefully Animal Crossing goes down more easily.

By the way, sucks to hear that you have adhd as well as anhedonia. I'm glad to hear it gets better.

It must have been hard with both.
Click to expand...
Mario kart is pretty easy, its repitve, but if you play online it might not be as bad.
 
HellYesInvegaSucks said:
I can't focus on games that much either, but mainly because they're boring. I can't stand Stardew Valley after all.

Hopefully Animal Crossing goes down more easily.

By the way, sucks to hear that you have adhd as well as anhedonia. I'm glad to hear it gets better.

It must have been hard with both.
Click to expand...
I had the anhedonia before the invega but it was very mild, but the invega made it go from mild to severe. So I'm pretty much back to baseline where I started and i dont really even think about it, it dosent really both me.
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top