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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

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Paula10 said:
I was seeing hallucinations. I got scared and they injected me. Since I’m out of the hospital I’m not going to get my next dose. I’m bedridden again. Ughh
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I got to wait another 8 months to feel better. I can’t believe this. Good luck to you
 
Paula10 said:
Yes I got the loading dose. I’m bedridden again. I can’t believe this, but I was seeing things that made me go to the hospital. I have 8 months till I feel any better. This sucks
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After you get better give a try to my methods against voices, it helped some people.
 
in the hospital i permanenlty damaged my heartchakra now i cannot feel it again. i'm worried if i ever can reach enlightment
 
apsucks said:
in the hospital i permanenlty damaged my heartchakra now i cannot feel it again. i'm worried if i ever can reach enlightment
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Yes you can regain feeling of enlightenment again by unblocking crown chakra when you recover since its required to feel enlightenment. Feeling of heart chakra can be restored don't worry, you can't feel it cuz of low dopamine(and other hormonds) but energy is still there. Guy called here: Antipsyhiatry lost feeling of all chakras and now after 12months he can feel all chakras again, I helped him to unblock heart(mostly) chakra and solar plexus chakra. I also lost feeling of heart chakra and now I can feel it again at 3 months off.
 
Gdvffh said:
So i got my court treatment order appeal sometime this month. Hopefully it goes well so i can get off this awful drug.

The reason i got put on a CTO was because i kept ending up in a mental hospital over and over again cause my parents kept calling the cops on me cause i was hearing voices. Honestly i would rsther live my life hearing voices then being on meds and being all drugged up. But my parents are against thst idea and you dont have free will when it comes to these antipsychotic meds. Why do we have to be forced to take them. Why cant we decide on our own if we want to be on meds or not. It is not fair. Honestly i could control hearing voices. Also im able to function better when im hearing things as opposed to being on meds. St least then im able to cook and clean and do hold a conversation. Now i just give 1 word responses to everything. How do you guys willingly take antipsychotic medication. Wouldnt you rather not be on these kind of meds?

Any advice on my cto appeal. I heard ppl like robustcanuck suggest to get s witness but i cant use my family so it will just be me and my lawyer.
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Talk smart ,I swear it works
 
After 3 months off:
I sleep less(~5h) than at 2 months(~6-8h) off but I force myself to stay in bed 12h. Dopamine is 20-30% restored. Didin't had urge to cry few weeks. Laughing feels 30% as before. Memory is better and I have more thoughts. Still struggling with anhedonia. Can enjoy good content on TV but it sometimes seems empty. Derealization still happens often. Can feel all chakras again but weak cuz dopamine is mostly required for feeling them. No more panick attacks. I keep myself ocupied whole day so it helps to spend time faster. Phase when it gets easy is not that far away, probably 2-4 weeks. Strugling with irritability. Got sinusal polips.
 
Paula10 said:
My name is paula. I got shot up with invega again. I got the loading dose 234 and 156 mgs. I’m tired all the time and can’t function. I have a voice inside of me that won’t go away talking to me. I don’t know how to stop the voices. Please help. Anyone else have a second person inside of them???
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After being on antipsychotics I heard a constant whispering and someone told me it's my subconscious and that helped me realise it wasn't a spirit hanging around me, I started to ignore it and then it went away, I dont know if this helps, although I have experienced strange things withdrawing from psychiatric drugs such as my thoughts echoing and that's awful but I constantly reminded myself it's the drug coming out of my system not me and once the drug was out of my system I was back to my normal self and returned to my life without any symptoms like this.
 
Been bed ridden for four months since injection. Only get up to use the toilet and eat. Can anyone advise me please.
 
harbivores said:
Been bed ridden for four months since injection. Only get up to use the toilet and eat. Can anyone advise me please.
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8 to 12 months is average healing time. You have to wait until then. I was bedridden for 9 months before I got out of bed. It’s tough but you have to stay around love ones. You can make it. I did and got shot up again with voices. This drug causes a lot of problems for me. I’m got court cases that can’t resolve because of invega. I’m in trouble again this is a nightmare
 
Weight gain sucks first month +20lbs
First month felt like my brain was on fire who else had this?
 
I’m 3.5 months off Invega and geez I’m still definitely in the worst parts but I have optimism that I’ll start feeling better just gotta wait it out. Headaches stopped but besides that all side effects still very well lurking, especially muscle stiffness has just started and I hate it. It seriously disgust how bad this drug is. All of us that just got two shots shouldn’t even be here smh.
 
The anhedonia and avolition is now the worst tbh i have no clue how people manage for months goddamnit it sucks
 
9 months man fuck this shit..does anyone notice their sweat smelling like paliperidone , even mouth breath
 
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