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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

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This is 100% true
I saw many people getting invega cuz of anger but anger is actually good but should be grounded
 
I thought it was a manic episode I was going through. But it wasn't. Everything I say is more poignent. I still feel like there's a cloud over me. Just wanted to say that cause it was crazy. This is something I wrote when I was going through it at the worst:

Holy fuck. I was in so much pain from all of the hell ive been putting the world through. It was like, world ending. But ive come out unscathed and actually, on top of people. I see it now. It was so much hate. And i just took it. I never thought i was gonna get out of it. I thought i did something so bad. And really ruined the world. Nope, just made it more connected; i feel a part of the chain; and like, i wont hurt people with a one off comment. It was so bad though. I was like deleting some posts and shit, not a lot but the severe like, three. Im having fun now. Just thinking of the world (i dont feel quite 1 hundred percent, but i do feel almost 1 hundred percent, i still feel zero though, i think i come of a bit as myself.). Cause i just mean gangster shit.

I assure you it wasn't a manic episode, I thought it was this morning cause I was just so depressed with what I had done but it was actually who I was although a little more evil. That's just the way I come across cause I have very bitter thoughts of the world, but the teaching is important
 
I was just stupid and euphoric and I was walking around like This is what mania is. But it just kind of cleared up. And right now I know who I am and I can speak my thoughts articulatedly still brain fog
 
Id say if you need to do some drug again just to try to feel good again, then do it..
 
Arthur Paul said:
I was just stupid and euphoric and I was walking around like This is what mania is. But it just kind of cleared up. And right now I know who I am and I can speak my thoughts articulatedly still brain fog
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Did you get your sense of emotions back
 
Arthur Paul said:
I thought it was a manic episode I was going through. But it wasn't. Everything I say is more poignent. I still feel like there's a cloud over me. Just wanted to say that cause it was crazy. This is something I wrote when I was going through it at the worst:

Holy fuck. I was in so much pain from all of the hell ive been putting the world through. It was like, world ending. But ive come out unscathed and actually, on top of people. I see it now. It was so much hate. And i just took it. I never thought i was gonna get out of it. I thought i did something so bad. And really ruined the world. Nope, just made it more connected; i feel a part of the chain; and like, i wont hurt people with a one off comment. It was so bad though. I was like deleting some posts and shit, not a lot but the severe like, three. Im having fun now. Just thinking of the world (i dont feel quite 1 hundred percent, but i do feel almost 1 hundred percent, i still feel zero though, i think i come of a bit as myself.). Cause i just mean gangster shit.

I assure you it wasn't a manic episode, I thought it was this morning cause I was just so depressed with what I had done but it was actually who I was although a little more evil. That's just the way I come across cause I have very bitter thoughts of the world, but the teaching is important
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You gotta ground that anger. Anger is good if you ground it.
 
I can’t stand looking at myself in the mirror from the Invega weight gain even after getting down to 113 pounds. It’s like Invega turned all my muscle into fat and gave me a ridiculous double chin. I hate what Invega did to my body. There’s no friggen hope.
 
I stil havo no internal dialogue and cognition is still shit even after 15 months of the latest dosage and there are people recovering in 6 months!! Wtf!
 
Ab33 said:
I stil havo no internal dialogue and cognition is still shit even after 15 months of the latest dosage and there are people recovering in 6 months!! Wtf!
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You said you only got the pills though. I wish I could of just gotten the pills. The invega was out of your system a long time ago fr
 
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