yeah I understand how you feel. That pretty much sums of how invega takes away from you. it will come back, do not give up hope. I’m 13 months off and have deep conversations again, a zeal for life, working on opening up my own business, I strive to inspire others. All thode important aspects of the human existence you’re longing for, WILL come back. Give things time. Develop healthy routines, exercise, drink tons of water throughout the day, listen to podcasts, read books. STIMULATE your brain without the use of other substances. Although things might not feel even human while recovering from invega in the first year of it.... just know your life will become full again one day. And with that will come wisdom and even more zeal for life because you know what It’s like to not live life to the fullest. Jesus loves each and everyone of you! You will make it out of this. My messages are open if anyone wants to talk, I’m here.