a week from 9 months off. I feel better than ever. I've recovered my personality and it's even better than before. I'm no longer thinking about invega and feel fired up for the world again. I can get high and feel strong positive emotion. I'm laughing and smiling like I did when I was a kid. Invega recovery was by far the most challenging experience of my life, it was a living nightmare.
Remember that thinking you won't recover is simply result of a lack of ability to feel positive. You can think positive thoughts but that's not gonna make you feel any better when you can't feel at all. In time it'll come back.