I agree with the less anexity part but I have to disagree with everything else. In my process of 9 months I feel like my old self mostly but I just have health issues which is gyno-heart arrythemia. When I get high I feel emotions on the a grand scale just like I used to before. I’m still in the recovery process but I get just as angry as used to before if not more. I laugh at genuinely funny stuff and I can function and appreciate people’s company once again. My memory and IQ are shit I think but i think it’ll get better in time. I get crazy political and emotional again. But a lot of what I’ve been doing is supplementing St Johns Wort, 5 HTP, Magnesium, Seleium, and realistically I know there’s a difference right now but only when I’m actively thinking about it. I work part time at my job which is stressful, and I’m like poisoned veins I’m gonna wait til summer until I’m fully recovered. I would encourage everyone on this thread to do some type of excercise especially cuz this drug made me fat as fuck, also to get the highs of working out again. Runners highs are amazing but I can’t run right now. So i strength train and I can lift as much as I used to now where before I couldn’t. I’m going to a clinic for man boobs today and I’m going to cardiologist eventually to see if they can help me with my two issues. This drug could take a year it could take 2 years before you feel like A human again if not urself again.
Something in our lives lead us to these drugs if it was a simple drug psychosis, over bearing parents whatever we all need to re-evaluate our lives to avoid a terrible situation like this again. All of you reading if ur beyond 4-6 months depending on how ur feeling and if u need more time do it but try to just pick up a job doesn’t mater what and workout after, research healthy eating habits, and I will gladly PM anyone with nutrition/workout material. When I’m working, eating right, and excercising even if it’s just lifting ( I miss boxing and cardio) I’m taking steps in the right direction even if I’m not me fully yet.
Remember I had 7 injections if I can do this anyone can. I will be here for anyone who’s struggling with this death sentence