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Bluelighter
- Joined
- Nov 1, 2015
- Messages
- 93
@dull,
Hey mate. You asked about Ciggies & Viagra. I smoke 30-50 rollies a day. It's putrid & something I've always hated (my old man was a smoker), yet I started when they locked me in hospital & haven't managed to give it away just yet simply because it's something to do. I feel nothing when I smoke. There's a Cigar/Tobacco you can buy - Mapacho (nicotina rustica from memory) - which the shamans and tribal peoples smoke as ceremony. I found some on eBay. It's apparently 30x stronger than usual tobacco, and I was told that it helps restore dopamine levels. .... It's heavy shit, which you will certainly feel. For me, I feel instantly happier - like quenching a thirst I guess. Awesome stuff.
I broke up with my mrs about 3 months ago now, did try viagra once. It was horrible. Works, quite well. But gave me a sore heart mid-way thru, so I chucked it. We broke up shortly after haha >:D
@topic of hypersexuality,
I can confirm. Shit's real. Some (at least the ones they document) antipsychotics are known to be the cause of this. Abilify has a warning by the FDA;"may lead to compulsive gambling, spending & sex". Sounds like a good life to me though. See: http://www.fda.gov/Drugs/DrugSafety/ucm498662.htm
@Gdvffh,
Cheering for you mate! Can only imagine how good this must've been for you!
Did you try a few different types of alcohol? I sorta mix beer, wine, whiskey, tobacco, weed, .. which works, but beer alone doesn't do much.
Either way - thanks for the update & hoping it continues
@NotAPsycho,
Man, reading your post. It fucking sucks. It's as if I'm reading my own journal Fucking horrible & pissed off at the people who have done this to you.
I dunno if it helps, but someone I know who's been doing this psychiatry shit for 50+ years told me it will take between 12 & 24 months in total. So I guess there's still hope yet? I'm sorry man.
@LuiBliss,
Hello
Welcome ! I've heard great things about rhodiola & will be sure to start it soon myself. Really appreciate your video - I definitely agree with all that you say & wish you well friend 
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@all,
here is a picture of me the DAY before I went to hospital:
here is a picture of me after being forcefully injected with antipsychotics for just ~2 months:
Draw your own conclusions as to what these types of drugs do to ones state of health. I personally, was quick to realize not only the dangers to my life, but also the fact that it was robbing me of all things that made me me. Nowadays, I am focused solely on healing.
Also, apologies for the length of this, but thought this article may be of interest to some:
http://www.organiclifestylemagazine...e-endocrine-system-and-balancing-our-hormones
The endocrine system is essentially the physical manifestation (glands) of our spiritual chakras (energy centres). Whilst this may sound like mumbo-jumbo psychotic talk to some, it is the culmination of my past 7 years research & experience. Either way, considering that psychosis is just a sick term to describe a spiritual experience (whether you agree or disagree does not matter), and that anti-psychotics primarily target & wreak havoc on the endocrine system (proven fact) - healing this is a crual step in the overall recovery process, at least in my opinion which I confirmed with qualified doctors worldwide.
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EDIT: Sorry about my fat head clogging up this post, I'm using Linux and have no clue how to resize an image.
Hey mate. You asked about Ciggies & Viagra. I smoke 30-50 rollies a day. It's putrid & something I've always hated (my old man was a smoker), yet I started when they locked me in hospital & haven't managed to give it away just yet simply because it's something to do. I feel nothing when I smoke. There's a Cigar/Tobacco you can buy - Mapacho (nicotina rustica from memory) - which the shamans and tribal peoples smoke as ceremony. I found some on eBay. It's apparently 30x stronger than usual tobacco, and I was told that it helps restore dopamine levels. .... It's heavy shit, which you will certainly feel. For me, I feel instantly happier - like quenching a thirst I guess. Awesome stuff.
I broke up with my mrs about 3 months ago now, did try viagra once. It was horrible. Works, quite well. But gave me a sore heart mid-way thru, so I chucked it. We broke up shortly after haha >:D
@topic of hypersexuality,
I can confirm. Shit's real. Some (at least the ones they document) antipsychotics are known to be the cause of this. Abilify has a warning by the FDA;"may lead to compulsive gambling, spending & sex". Sounds like a good life to me though. See: http://www.fda.gov/Drugs/DrugSafety/ucm498662.htm
@Gdvffh,
Cheering for you mate! Can only imagine how good this must've been for you!
Did you try a few different types of alcohol? I sorta mix beer, wine, whiskey, tobacco, weed, .. which works, but beer alone doesn't do much.
Either way - thanks for the update & hoping it continues

@NotAPsycho,
Man, reading your post. It fucking sucks. It's as if I'm reading my own journal Fucking horrible & pissed off at the people who have done this to you.
I dunno if it helps, but someone I know who's been doing this psychiatry shit for 50+ years told me it will take between 12 & 24 months in total. So I guess there's still hope yet? I'm sorry man.
@LuiBliss,
Hello


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@all,
here is a picture of me the DAY before I went to hospital:

here is a picture of me after being forcefully injected with antipsychotics for just ~2 months:

Draw your own conclusions as to what these types of drugs do to ones state of health. I personally, was quick to realize not only the dangers to my life, but also the fact that it was robbing me of all things that made me me. Nowadays, I am focused solely on healing.
Also, apologies for the length of this, but thought this article may be of interest to some:
http://www.organiclifestylemagazine...e-endocrine-system-and-balancing-our-hormones
The endocrine system is essentially the physical manifestation (glands) of our spiritual chakras (energy centres). Whilst this may sound like mumbo-jumbo psychotic talk to some, it is the culmination of my past 7 years research & experience. Either way, considering that psychosis is just a sick term to describe a spiritual experience (whether you agree or disagree does not matter), and that anti-psychotics primarily target & wreak havoc on the endocrine system (proven fact) - healing this is a crual step in the overall recovery process, at least in my opinion which I confirmed with qualified doctors worldwide.
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EDIT: Sorry about my fat head clogging up this post, I'm using Linux and have no clue how to resize an image.