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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v.2

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My back bone and confidence has gotten better that just how i felt during the worst of it
 
At 6 months i started walking but it was real hard now i can walk 3 miles seem to be getting easier everyday at 8 months the little things started to come back
 
Jmorin said:
Checking in its been 9 months my libido has return my emotions are getting better my sleep has improved my energy has improved along with my motivation my thyriod has started working again so i have lost 5# constipation has lifted. At 6 to 8 month seemed to be real hard for me every 2 weeks I would have real bad depression and the feeling like I would never get better but I would just tell my self that I would get better and keep pushing through it but believe me it was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life.From my experience with this injection the people that say it takes 300 days to clear from your system are correct so it really just a waiting game of pure hell with no emotion beside depression and the feelings of being trapped in a zombie state of mind.The mad scientist that made this shit wasn't playing around it kills your testorone raise your prolactin stops your thyriod from working so you will get constipated and have joint pain real bad blocks all of your dopamine so you cant experience any emotions or reward feeling make you gain weight give you toothaches kills your energy motivation and confidence you will not have a back bone any more.the withdrawal from the injection kicked my ass and i was a very stong athlete so just keep fighting we can beat this! I feel about 97% better. There is hope and you will get better. I took natural vitamins and no other antipsychotics.i had to injection 236mg and 156mg
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Thanks for the report
 
Your welcome i no how hard it is on this injection just wanted to give hope like decisive did for me its a very long waiting game but it does get better with time!
 
Jmorin said:
Checking in its been 9 months my libido has return my emotions are getting better my sleep has improved my energy has improved along with my motivation my thyriod has started working again so i have lost 5# constipation has lifted. At 6 to 8 month seemed to be real hard for me every 2 weeks I would have real bad depression and the feeling like I would never get better but I would just tell my self that I would get better and keep pushing through it but believe me it was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life.From my experience with this injection the people that say it takes 300 days to clear from your system are correct so it really just a waiting game of pure hell with no emotion beside depression and the feelings of being trapped in a zombie state of mind.The mad scientist that made this shit wasn't playing around it kills your testorone raise your prolactin stops your thyriod from working so you will get constipated and have joint pain real bad blocks all of your dopamine so you cant experience any emotions or reward feeling make you gain weight give you toothaches kills your energy motivation and confidence you will not have a back bone any more.the withdrawal from the injection kicked my ass and i was a very stong athlete so just keep fighting we can beat this! I feel about 97% better. There is hope and you will get better. I took natural vitamins and no other antipsychotics.i had to injection 236mg and 156mg
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That was a very inspiring post that this poison does not last forever.. I hope that is the case because I am three months in sense my last shots, which I had the same dosage as you did and i am experiencing all of the symptoms that you had. Everyday is a living nightmare, I used to exercise, work and go to school now I cant. I was forced to quit my part time job and drop out of school, did this happen to you or were you still able to function and do your daily routine?
 
Jmorin said:
Your welcome i no how hard it is on this injection just wanted to give hope like decisive did for me its a very long waiting game but it does get better with time!
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Awesome news Jmorin ! :D
I'm really happy that you got better, you'll also give hope to the ones who are still fighting this poison. Hang on guys, the great benefit is worth the fight and patience.
Don't forget to take vitamins and to exercise, because as I said in previous posts, a lot of the poison is stored in our fat cells. The more you exercise and drink water, faster will be the elimination of the drug from your bloodstream.
 
@xeplion
I just wanted to say my mums Indian, so we have lots of food cooked with plenty of tumeric, with Invega however you won't reap the benefits of it.
 
Well i got about five, they wanted me to at least get 12. But the more i got those injections. the more side effects i had/have. Then i studied some more about this xeplion. . . SOMEHOW I FOUND THIS SITE. which gave me hope.
one of the side effects is that i sleep alot or i feel sleepy. My body muscles feel drained nno power at all.

Thats what I intend to. nxt month starting to train, in 5-6 days (exersize) its about two month now since i had the last one. its first now that i have some happy feeling and i have been tryin all sorts of detox my system. so i got me i pro blender with that i can make me some nice juize like using all sorts of green stuff (veggies) and fruits aswell. fast n eazy. funny thing one of the psykiatris (Doktors) forced ordained this to me said to me it would be a good idea to exersize. How to exersize if the drug is blocking everrything. one must wait it the side effect to wear off. takes time. so dont eat to much... Drink ALOT of water, coffee, fruits n veggies, none GMO is best NO fatty food i think fast food is a no go. Black seeds in form of oil. tumeric in high doses. sry for my spelling n grammar check...







,ohhh yeah n best of luck...n will power GODSPEED
 
There is no way I could of worked. I couldnt hardly even function do to the brain fog and lack,of motivation. I didnt even want to take a shower and was pretty much bed,bound. Takes a long time for your body to get rid of the medicine. Just have to try to be patient. It is hard!Seem like at month 4 i would have days that where good and then go for days of feeling like shit that went on untill month 8 then i finally had good days that last for a few weeks mixed in with bad days i started keeping track of them on my calendar.The hardest days for me where around the 50 day mark its like the medicin cuts in half and your body wants it so you go through hell with withdrawal for me it was something different like a stiff neck shortness of breath really depressed the feeling of being trapped mad at the doctor mad at my self really tired all the time like i was hung over I would sleep but not really soon as i closed my eyes i would be in dream world the whole time.
Around month 7 i finally started to get good feeling music started to sound good sky looked pretty flowers smelt good but it would only last for a day or so then i would get real depressed because i realize what i was missing. At month 8 1/2 it started to get better now it seem like everyday i notice something different the feeling of reward and accomplishing something.At month 9 energy motivation coming back but i am still missing that spark of happiness but i feel it real close.I think i still have 1 or 2mg still left in me so i belieave when its gone i will be back to normal just a waiting game wich SUCKS!The sad thing is only one who no how this medicine make us feel is us and if you try to telling people who never took something like this they have no clue on how it destroy your emotions like i said the little things that make life so wonderful this drug is horrible for people that dont need it and dont no how it can help people that do need it would think your brain would have to be so overloaded with dopamine that maybe it could balance you out but if you dont have anough its like a chemical lobotomy it basically stop your brain from working with several side affects it was like torture for me i was lucky to have kids and a good wife to help me keep pushing foward and this thread to give me hope so be stong and you will get through it try not to take anything else cause most of that shit will mess your brain up if you dont need it just keep telling your self its the invega and i will get better!
 
When i first got the injection the first 3 months i felt like i was having a heart attack.wich i got my heart tested and it was ok the drugg mess up your blood pressure another side affect was that my brain didn't tell me when i had to go pee never really got the feeling but when i would go i would be going for a long time never got the hungry feeling or the feeling of being full the drug blocks alot of receptors that makes your body work i think that why you gain weight because your tring to get those feeling they where the first feeling i started to notice around month 4 just let you all no like i said the little things!
 
xeplion said:
Well i got about five, they wanted me to at least get 12. But the more i got those injections. the more side effects i had/have. Then i studied some more about this xeplion. . . SOMEHOW I FOUND THIS SITE. which gave me hope.
one of the side effects is that i sleep alot or i feel sleepy. My body muscles feel drained nno power at all.

Thats what I intend to. nxt month starting to train, in 5-6 days (exersize) its about two month now since i had the last one. its first now that i have some happy feeling and i have been tryin all sorts of detox my system. so i got me i pro blender with that i can make me some nice juize like using all sorts of green stuff (veggies) and fruits aswell. fast n eazy. funny thing one of the psykiatris (Doktors) forced ordained this to me said to me it would be a good idea to exersize. How to exersize if the drug is blocking everrything. one must wait it the side effect to wear off. takes time. so dont eat to much... Drink ALOT of water, coffee, fruits n veggies, none GMO is best NO fatty food i think fast food is a no go. Black seeds in form of oil. tumeric in high doses. sry for my spelling n grammar check...









,ohhh yeah n best of luck...n will power GODSPEED
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Same, my doctor wanted to give me 12 too. It's now been a month since my last injection. I'm not gonna get anymore. May I ask, did you experience any withdrawal symptoms? I have sleep disruptions and anxiety, but that's about it. I really do hope that I get better from this toxin one day. I can relate my friend, we've suffered a lot. Luckily my psychiatrist only put me on a 50 ml dose after the first month. So I haven't had as many side effects as you but it has still been a nightmare living with this drug. I wish you all the best in your recovery Xeplion. Are you sure you had 5 shots?
 
Jmorin said:
There is no way I could of worked. I couldnt hardly even function do to the brain fog and lack,of motivation. I didnt even want to take a shower and was pretty much bed,bound. Takes a long time for your body to get rid of the medicine. Just have to try to be patient. It is hard!Seem like at month 4 i would have days that where good and then go for days of feeling like shit that went on untill month 8 then i finally had good days that last for a few weeks mixed in with bad days i started keeping track of them on my calendar.The hardest days for me where around the 50 day mark its like the medicin cuts in half and your body wants it so you go through hell with withdrawal for me it was something different like a stiff neck shortness of breath really depressed the feeling of being trapped mad at the doctor mad at my self really tired all the time like i was hung over I would sleep but not really soon as i closed my eyes i would be in dream world the whole time.
Around month 7 i finally started to get good feeling music started to sound good sky looked pretty flowers smelt good but it would only last for a day or so then i would get real depressed because i realize what i was missing. At month 8 1/2 it started to get better now it seem like everyday i notice something different the feeling of reward and accomplishing something.At month 9 energy motivation coming back but i am still missing that spark of happiness but i feel it real close.I think i still have 1 or 2mg still left in me so i belieave when its gone i will be back to normal just a waiting game wich SUCKS!The sad thing is only one who no how this medicine make us feel is us and if you try to telling people who never took something like this they have no clue on how it destroy your emotions like i said the little things that make life so wonderful this drug is horrible for people that dont need it and dont no how it can help people that do need it would think your brain would have to be so overloaded with dopamine that maybe it could balance you out but if you dont have anough its like a chemical lobotomy it basically stop your brain from working with several side affects it was like torture for me i was lucky to have kids and a good wife to help me keep pushing foward and this thread to give me hope so be stong and you will get through it try not to take anything else cause most of that shit will mess your brain up if you dont need it just keep telling your self its the invega and i will get better!
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I can recognize it!!!
 
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