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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v.2

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@Empty1128: "Amazing. Every word you just said was wrong." Luke Skywalker.

scorpionpark7 is actually fully healed. i have not talked to him but he mentions several different things in different posts and i see how you were confused.

he hasn't taken AP's in 9 years. it took him a year or two to get his thinking back after stopping xeplion. he had 3 months worth of pills and 6-9 months of injections.

he says the thing that took him the longest was his hormones. in today's day and age it wouldn't surprise me if no one ever took the 4 worst psych med injections and still had hormone problems. it could've been the invega too, who knows. people don't take care of themselves very well today both with what they put in themselves and how they treat themselves on the inside. (he does have some kind of mental illness or brain dysfunction but is vague on it)

this is what he took at the suggestion of someone else for his sex drive - calcium magnesium zinc and Mucuna Pruriens L-Dopa

does this clear things up for you big guy?

and before you apologize i want to say three things. it's ok to apologize, the poison plays tricks on all of us. and it's not your fault. and your welcome. XD

anything else i can do for you please let me know. (except i don't post nudes on the net ;))

@Specified: i'm aiming this at you.

aiming. aiming. aiming. aiming. aiming. aiming. aiming. aiming. breathing in slowly, exhaling. squeezing the trigger...

peew! peew!

did you try these things for libido? calcium magnesium zinc and Mucuna Pruriens L-Dopa, he also said cabergoline. these have been mentioned here in the past and have helped some but not everyone. i stink it's worth a shot.
 
invegauser said:
@Empty1128: "Amazing. Every word you just said was wrong." Luke Skywalker.

scorpionpark7 is actually fully healed. i have not talked to him but he mentions several different things in different posts and i see how you were confused.

he hasn't taken AP's in 9 years. it took him a year or two to get his thinking back after stopping xeplion. he had 3 months worth of pills and 6-9 months of injections.

he says the thing that took him the longest was his hormones. in today's day and age it wouldn't surprise me if no one ever took the 4 worst psych med injections and still had hormone problems. it could've been the invega too, who knows. people don't take care of themselves very well today both with what they put in themselves and how they treat themselves on the inside. (he does have some kind of mental illness or brain dysfunction but is vague on it)

this is what he took at the suggestion of someone else for his sex drive - calcium magnesium zinc and Mucuna Pruriens L-Dopa

does this clear things up for you big guy?

and before you apologize i want to say three things. it's ok to apologize, the poison plays tricks on all of us. and it's not your fault. and your welcome. XD

anything else i can do for you please let me know. (except i don't post nudes on the net ;))

@Specified: i'm aiming this at you.

aiming. aiming. aiming. aiming. aiming. aiming. aiming. aiming. breathing in slowly, exhaling. squeezing the trigger...

peew! peew!

did you try these things for libido? calcium magnesium zinc and Mucuna Pruriens L-Dopa, he also said cabergoline. these have been mentioned here in the past and have helped some but not everyone. i stink it's worth a shot.
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Thanks if I have enough time before I go overseas I will order them if not I will try Wellbutrin cos I wanna check out some Escorts over there. My gf was a lie haha and nudes...what you talking about? :sus:
 
Fuck it sucks not to be able to get high cos of this shit. I have to take Niacin and wait for it to flush out my system I think the last time was four days and then I could get high off meth.
 
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says who? why eleven?
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I?m changing universities after I complete my foundations, I still have one more semester. Until then I have to obey the university pdocs orders and take the jab. My semester starts in January and finishes in April, from now and the four shots I?ve taken it amounts to eleven months.

I can choose to take fluanxol instead but I?m scared it?ll give me TD.
 
Can someone list for me the people who took more than six jabs? And how long did it take you to recover? I know jmoore took two years worth of jabs but recovered in his seven months, a record breaker if you ask me.
 
shadypenguin said:
I?m changing universities after I complete my foundations, I still have one more semester. Until then I have to obey the university pdocs orders and take the jab. My semester starts in January and finishes in April, from now and the four shots I?ve taken it amounts to eleven months.

I can choose to take fluanxol instead but I?m scared it?ll give me TD.
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I'd go for fluanxol if i were you as it's half life is 19 to 39 hours which is a lot less than Invega.
 
Day 109

My mood is very crappy today. Feels like all the poison that got out through my workouts are making me feel numb and it took away my motivation and imagination. So bad, I was 98% healed a few days ago and I thought I had a couple of days before this whole thing was over. Now I'm around 80%, bummer... I read a french article about Invega Sustenna/Xeplion, in France some people are being injected the poison if they were condamned for rape for example. There's better treatment, knowing their lustful desire may come back once they stop it. We may think Palmeridone Palmitate is the only component of this shitty poison, but I wouldn't be surprised if there were other heavy metals or chemical components. Fuck this drug!
 
What if I do not heal? I am going to commit suicide. Eleven months of jabs is a lot. Besides Jason Ross and scorpionpark is there anyone who has not healed? And about scorpionpark, I remember reading that he took risperdal as well, I?ve read about people not recovering from risperdal, so maybe that?s why?

Invegauser, why is it wrong to discuss about scorpionpark on here, wouldn?t we want to be realistic and see if anyone hasn?t healed? I know it won?t do wonders for our mood but at least we know what we potentially have to deal with.
 
I didnot recover since 22 month from the 2 starter-doses. I Miss my vivid old-self full of love and happiness.
 
You are going to be responsible for my death I can't believe you have nothing positive to say. Please share one positive thing with me since recovery started. I took 1 156mg does how long till I'm healed? You have to find something you love you might be healed next year
 
The flame of life and love is low, I can sleep, eat, but less thoughts, feelings, less life in the brain, rezeptors are maybe permanent blocked.
 
@Empty1128: it's all good. we cannot control other people. we are only responsible for what we say, not how others take it. it's a good learning lesson for the thread imho. :)

i drank that coffee btw. one cup and it was like i was on drugs. i'm not ready for that good italian cappuccino yet but i might try another cup of joe later today.


shadypenguin said:
Invegauser, why is it wrong to discuss about scorpionpark on here, wouldn?t we want to be realistic and see if anyone hasn?t healed? I know it won?t do wonders for our mood but at least we know what we potentially have to deal with.
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disinformation is a real pain in the a** to those without hope. i have to use truth regardless of what i go through and truth is very disappointing to those in our situation but i have often wondered the same thing myself. i can say that others in the past have said it's not mindful of those currently posting and to our individual situations considering hope seems lost (though it's only temporarily removed).

let me put a case in point here:

hearing about jason ross makes things more dire plus we don't even know if what he is saying is true. scorpionpark7 i have debunked to the best of my ability without conversing with him.

Jmoore52 said:
I've been on the Invega shot for 2 years. 117 mg a month. I just tapered off of it a month ago
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Jmoore52 said:
I'm 7 months off the shot for 3 years 117mg.
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Jmoore52 said:
Figured I?d d give an update. 11 months off one year of pills and 2 years of shots 117mg.
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does it matter that the info is inconsistent? i think not in this case. i think it takes away from the fact that Jmoore52 fully recovered. i think the poison messes with our minds and know it does from my own experience and others. i think what matters most is two things...

1. he took a lot and healed fast so ya, legendary status achieved.

2. we can use this info to determine that there are positive exceptions in the healing process. some negative, some positive and the rest are average healers. we all want to be a positive exception but when you look at the whole of it in contrast you come up with being an average healer (and all the known experiences to expect that comes with it) is much better than being a negative exception and having to take longer while dealing with unknown complications in the healing process.

iridescentblack and i have posted with Jmoore52 back then. i didn't PM him a lot (you can ask iridescentblack if he did) but i found the guy to be quiet optimistic, un-troll like, supportive and struggling with the healing process like we all are. i'm also happy for him that he succeeded.

what you are personally experiencing is confusion, suffering and desperation. it's ok, this too shall pass. for right now it's best to focus on the healing process, taking care of yourself and trying or attempting to be as positive as you can be even though it seems impossible. why? because it's like exercising a muscle, the more you try (the best you can) the faster it will happen plus it keeps you distracted which is essential for everyone who suffers.

one of the important things to keep in mind (to directly answer your question) is that it wont help. you can cross that bridge when you come to it and we will be here to support you if that happens. but until then you don't know if you wont fully heal, the experiences here and other places on the net say you will. so until you reach 10 years of not being healed why don't we all just settle into what we are going through and try to do the best we can.

otherwise by focusing on the downside like Empty1128 and iridescenblack are saying, it will only make all of us worse.

i like robe11's approach. support and honesty. telling it how it is.

there are times we all need to vent, feel bad for what we are going through and find solace by bitching about it together. worrying about what someone else may or may not be going through is not healthy and will tear the fabric of unity you all have here apart.

it's not easy to go through what we go through and i'm not saying we should all be chipper happy all the time but worrying about what is out of our control is not going to help one way or another.

it also derails the thread.

i don't think it's a good idea to talk about because starting shit posting with another site is not good for anyone.

it's not wrong per se but i don't think it's beneficial to the healing process. we have other better things to focus on to get us through this trial.

make sense?
 
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How's your intuitive nature rosi? Cab you get a buzz from nicotine? Seeing green in your dreams is a good sign in inner growth. You need to grow as a person now rosi
 
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