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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v 6.0

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Whathappened123 said:
Guys were trapped in the matrix…. I swear there’s something artificial in the injection.. I think it harms your soul and disconnects you from the spirit world. Machines created this injection I swear. I’m bombarded with Mandela effects/glitches in the matrix on a daily basis.
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How do we get out?
 
i have never used alcohol or cigarettes.

i am 30 years old

I took zyprexa as a pill from 2013-2016.

since then no more emotions during movies, music, cuddling with parents

sense of smell and taste almost completely gone

sleep 12-14 a day and lie 22h in bed

shower all 5 days

-cognition completely gone, can't use computer anymore,
-don't understand movies anymore,
-can't see "spatially" anymore and therefore can hardly use smartphone or pc
-no inner monologue


i have spent several thousand euros on supplements in the last few years, never did any good

tried 4x antidepressants, ritalin, alzheimer medicine, alkaline water

nothing has helped

2018-2022 tried sports, made a little better, but success went away when i start a 2 days fasting day.

in the meantime I don't do any sports anymore
 
GermanBackyardTwo said:
i have never used alcohol or cigarettes.

i am 30 years old

I took zyprexa as a pill from 2013-2016.

since then no more emotions during movies, music, cuddling with parents

sense of smell and taste almost completely gone

sleep 12-14 a day and lie 22h in bed

shower all 5 days

-cognition completely gone, can't use computer anymore,
-don't understand movies anymore,
-can't see "spatially" anymore and therefore can hardly use smartphone or pc
-no inner monologue


i have spent several thousand euros on supplements in the last few years, never did any good

tried 4x antidepressants, ritalin, alzheimer medicine, alkaline water

nothing has helped

2018-2022 tried sports, made a little better, but success went away when i start a 2 days fasting day.

in the meantime I don't do any sports anymore
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Anti depressants can worsen depression and have pretty bad side effects themselves are you still taking anything today? If so what is it
 
you all should join the ME/CFS bubble on twitter or other platforms.


LongCovid people have 'me/cfs'

vax damaged people have 'me/cfs'

they all have similiar symptoms like you all in this thread

maybe some neuroleptic-damaged people have also me/cfs beside

ME/CFS is a hidden autoimmune disease process in body,

it can attack vessels, brain, body, joins



I guess i got my first damage from neuroleptics,

and hidden me/cfs did more damage slowly in the past 10 years

2022 they discovered a rare version of rheuma in my body.

know i get Etanercept since 1 week.
but i dont feel any improvement
 
GermanBackyardTwo said:
i have never used alcohol or cigarettes.

i am 30 years old

I took zyprexa as a pill from 2013-2016.

since then no more emotions during movies, music, cuddling with parents

sense of smell and taste almost completely gone

sleep 12-14 a day and lie 22h in bed

shower all 5 days

-cognition completely gone, can't use computer anymore,
-don't understand movies anymore,
-can't see "spatially" anymore and therefore can hardly use smartphone or pc
-no inner monologue


i have spent several thousand euros on supplements in the last few years, never did any good

tried 4x antidepressants, ritalin, alzheimer medicine, alkaline water

nothing has helped

2018-2022 tried sports, made a little better, but success went away when i start a 2 days fasting day.

in the meantime I don't do any sports anymore
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What dose of zyprexa ?
 
Merek said:
Yeah I feel that I’m completely uninterested in sex/relationships right now my libido came back from invega but I’m a month into nofap rn and flat lining where I get zero sexual desire honestly I behave better now then I did pre invega cause I don’t do harder drugs anymore I’m less impulsive and don’t make dumb choices, if you only took 3 shots you should be recovered from invega by now honestly I’m pretty satisfied with how I have been living after being injected it’s been a self improvement journey and I’m making lots of healthy choices, if you feel like your depression is lessened after just one day of skipping pills that’s a very good sign how much longer are you on CTO for?
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One year CTO
 
Merek said:
Anti depressants can worsen depression and have pretty bad side effects themselves are you still taking anything today? If so what is it
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no, no antidepressent now

2010 i took "Clomipramin" and it helped.

after neuroleptic damage
in 2020 i tried it again, but it did not work anymore.
 
GermanBackyardTwo said:
no, no antidepressent now

2010 i took "Clomipramin" and it helped.

after neuroleptic damage
in 2020 i tried it again, but it did not work anymore.
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Ah damn sorry to hear you haven’t recovered yet but all hope isn’t lost every 7 years all your brains cells are replaced by new ones so you still might recover 100% even if you don’t recover try to find a purpose in life and keep yourself distracted it will help out a lot.
 
apsucks said:
Try kratom

You might want to consider microdosing psychedelics daily
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micro dosing psychedelics works wonders taking a full dose is even better then that cause you gain more insight from it I took a full dose a month back and it made me feel a lot better ever since.

Kratom is just a temporary fix it’s highly addictive and might just end up leaving you worse off then before, I took kratom for a month but abused the hell out of it I took 35 grams a day and it stopped feeling good after a while I just did it to do it cause I was an addict I stopped working out, socializing, working, and barely ate I lost 18 pounds I decided to quit 35 grams daily of kratom cold turkey and the withdrawals were insane it felt like my Skeleton wanted to jump
Out of my body, couldn’t eat, vomiting, severe anxiety, psychosis, and insomnia the insomnia was insane I pulled 13 all nighters in 3 weeks and the other 8 days I slept 2-3 hours I probably meet the criteria for one of those fucked up sleep deprivation studies the psychosis was bad and I ended up in a mental ward and that’s how I got injected with invega sustenna if it weren’t for kratom I would have never gotten injected or had psychosis in the first place.
 
Merek said:
^ also there’s this guy who wants to fight me cause of some dumb beef I’m avoiding that him and his homies are calling me a pussy but idgaf if I end up hurting him and someone calls the cops they might put me on anti psychotics fuck that I’m pretty clear headed and making smart choices.
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likely you would just be charged with assault. Here in Canada they wont send you to psych ward for something like that if they think your sane. However if you did time they could always force you on meds in jail as they do do that sometimes i think.
 
Merek said:
micro dosing psychedelics works wonders taking a full dose is even better then that cause you gain more insight from it I took a full dose a month back and it made me feel a lot better ever since.

Kratom is just a temporary fix it’s highly addictive and might just end up leaving you worse off then before, I took kratom for a month but abused the hell out of it I took 35 grams a day and it stopped feeling good after a while I just did it to do it cause I was an addict I stopped working out, socializing, working, and barely ate I lost 18 pounds I decided to quit 35 grams daily of kratom cold turkey and the withdrawals were insane it felt like my Skeleton wanted to jump
Out of my body, couldn’t eat, vomiting, severe anxiety, psychosis, and insomnia the insomnia was insane I pulled 13 all nighters in 3 weeks and the other 8 days I slept 2-3 hours I probably meet the criteria for one of those fucked up sleep deprivation studies the psychosis was bad and I ended up in a mental ward and that’s how I got injected with invega sustenna if it weren’t for kratom I would have never gotten injected or had psychosis in the first place.
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Have you tripped since going on antipsychotics
 
paranoid android said:
likely you would just be charged with assault. Here in Canada they wont send you to psych ward for something like that if they think your sane. However if you did time they could always force you on meds in jail as they do do that sometimes i think.
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Yeah true but @apsucks got put on CTO for anti psychotics for beating up his neighbor so I won’t take my chances.
 
Merek said:
Ah damn sorry to hear you haven’t recovered yet but all hope isn’t lost every 7 years all your brains cells are replaced by new ones so you still might recover 100% even if you don’t recover try to find a purpose in life and keep yourself distracted it will help out a lot.
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Magic mushrooms <edited out the stimulant suggestion - SMod> kickstarted invega recovery for me on a physical level
 
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Merek said:
micro dosing psychedelics works wonders taking a full dose is even better then that cause you gain more insight from it I took a full dose a month back and it made me feel a lot better ever since.

Kratom is just a temporary fix it’s highly addictive and might just end up leaving you worse off then before, I took kratom for a month but abused the hell out of it I took 35 grams a day and it stopped feeling good after a while I just did it to do it cause I was an addict I stopped working out, socializing, working, and barely ate I lost 18 pounds I decided to quit 35 grams daily of kratom cold turkey and the withdrawals were insane it felt like my Skeleton wanted to jump
Out of my body, couldn’t eat, vomiting, severe anxiety, psychosis, and insomnia the insomnia was insane I pulled 13 all nighters in 3 weeks and the other 8 days I slept 2-3 hours I probably meet the criteria for one of those fucked up sleep deprivation studies the psychosis was bad and I ended up in a mental ward and that’s how I got injected with invega sustenna if it weren’t for kratom I would have never gotten injected or had psychosis in the first place.
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I try to stay below 15 grams daily and dose 2 to 3 grams 5 times daily. It seems to be an ok dose to counter side effects from abilify. I can't believe how much anhedonia and depression (too suicidal, worse then invega) i get from abilify i see no other option then to use kratom. Some days i try to lower tolerance a bit and dose 3 times. The side effects from abilify injection is worse than kratom withdrawal

And hope i can recover parts while taking 5mg of abilify
 
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