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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v 6.0

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Maybe surprising but abilify maintena gives more depression and anhedonia than invega did...really struggling with this bullshit jezus christ. Shit makes me hypersexual and severely anhedonic at the same time its ridicilious
 
apsucks said:
Maybe surprising but abilify maintena gives more depression and anhedonia than invega did...really struggling with this bullshit jezus christ. Shit makes me hypersexual and severely anhedonic at the same time its ridicilious
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Were you on a nofap streak while on invega? Are you jerking off everyday on abilify ? That might explain why you’re more depressed jerking off is very taxing on dopamine if done excessively.
 
loosewheelnut said:
I recovered 100% from invega, im back here because they gave me clopixol and im not wothdrawing from that. It won't last as long as invega but i still have pretty bad anhedonia
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you’ll probably recover from clopixol anywhere between the 3-6 month mark cause the half life is only 19 days not 49, if you end up needing meds again after you recover you should set a plan in place incase you go psychotic again not to get injected with anything, there’s people who need to be medicated who take the tablet form of APS like seroquel, latuda, and zyprexa some people even say they don’t get side effects from abilify tablets which is strange but everyone is different.
 
Merek said:
It’s probably not a good idea to stop 15mg of abilify cold turkey he could get anti psychotic withdrawal rebound psychosis, I quit the 6mg paliparadone pills cold turkey after taking them for 2 weeks only and the withdrawals were brutal I still had some in my system from the injection too.
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Ya risperdal ive heard is awful to which makes sense they are basically the same thing.. Thankfully i never had to go through antipsychotic wd's yet and i think the pharmacy would be generous with them anyway if i didnt have a script.
 
paranoid android said:
Ya risperdal ive heard is awful to which makes sense they are basically the same thing.. Thankfully i never had to go through antipsychotic wd's yet and i think the pharmacy would be generous with them anyway if i didnt have a script.
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ya anti psychotic withdrawal is hell it’s not as bad as benzo or opiate withdrawal but it’s prolonged wds can last several months and it’s worse then anti depressant wd I’ve heard, I only took the pills for 2 weeks 31-45 days after I took the injections and after I stopped the pills wds set in at day 12 and lasted until day 26 it’s crazy how after only taking 6mg pills for 2 weeks the wds lasted 2 weeks the stuff alters your brain quickly.
 
I also had severe withdrawals from the injections during month 4 off of it I have a very fast metabolism and the paliparadone leaves my system quick so it’s not as slow as a taper for me as it is for most people the wds were bad I had migraines, severe weakness, severe depression with suicidal thoughts and 2 suicide attempts, severe anhedonia, lack of appetite i lost 12lbs, memory loss, depersonalization, and more I honestly can’t remember every wd symptom of the top of my head my head was so fucked I barely remember month 4 of the wds at all, if there still wasnt some paliparadone in my system I most definitely would have gone insane again that’s why it’s important to slowly taper off anti psychotics under doctor supervision if you take the tablets, with the injections though it tapers it’s self.
 
Merek said:
I also had severe withdrawals from the injections during month 4 off of it I have a very fast metabolism and the paliparadone leaves my system quick so it’s not as slow as a taper for me as it is for most people the wds were bad I had migraines, severe weakness, severe depression with suicidal thoughts and 2 suicide attempts, severe anhedonia, lack of appetite i lost 12lbs, memory loss, depersonalization, and more I honestly can’t remember every wd symptom of the top of my head my head was so fucked I barely remember month 4 of the wds at all, if there still wasnt some paliparadone in my system I most definitely would have gone insane again that’s why it’s important to slowly taper off anti psychotics under doctor supervision if you take the tablets, with the injections though it tapers it’s self.
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Ya if i ever come off zyprexa im gonna taper fuck that
 
loosewheelnut said:
I recovered 100% from invega, im back here because they gave me clopixol and im not wothdrawing from that. It won't last as long as invega but i still have pretty bad anhedonia
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They all give severe anhedonia there is no reason to prefer injections above pills unless you want to excessively harm someone on purpose
 
apsucks said:
They all give severe anhedonia there is no reason to prefer injections above pills unless you want to excessively harm someone on purpose
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exactly after I took the invega injections I had this sadistic looking doctor funny enough his name was Dr. Shot take me into a room and talk too me he was like “how do you like the injections” he kept opening his mouth in this weird way giving me this sadistic look with a smile on his face I said I liked the injections just cause I wanted to do whatever I could to leave the hospital he looked surprised and he was said some more things but I can’t remember it all he then said alright we will talk again monday, We never talked again Monday cause by the time monday came around I was zombified in my hospital room, He probably didn’t feel the need to talk to me cause he was satisfied with how the injections worked.
 
Merek said:
exactly after I took the invega injections I had this sadistic looking doctor funny enough his name was Dr. Shot take me into a room and talk too me he was like “how do you like the injections” he kept opening his mouth in this weird way giving me this sadistic look with a smile on his face I said I liked the injections just cause I wanted to do whatever I could to leave the hospital he looked surprised and he was said some more things but I can’t remember it all he then said alright we will talk again monday, We never talked again Monday cause by the time monday came around I was zombified in my hospital room, He probably didn’t feel the need to talk to me cause he was satisfied with how the injections worked.
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If you go against the grain they will diagnose you with defiant disorder or narcistic disorder best way is to play stupid and say everything is allright and have insight into your own condition. month 2 in i can feel caffeine if i use alot around 250mg if i skip my pills on a day i significantly feel better already (less depression). If injections are unbearable just complain about incontinence and shit don't complain about side effects which can be seem as negative symptoms.

All these anti psychotics cause excessive dopamine cravings and cause withdrawal dopamine sensitivity. Last 1.5 year i constantly chased dopamine through food, drugs and other activities with almost no thought about consequences, no empathy or compassion for others. These drugs dont make you a better person and they dont stop addictions, perverse behaviours. Invega withdrawal for me never stopped i was still in withdrawal before the injected me with abilify. During withdrawal i did shit which i never would do i had no idea what i was doing and didnt think long term at all...these medications destroy your ability to think ahead far after you stopped taking.

Withdrawal doesnt have to look like psychosis but it can seem psychotic and erratic behaviour during withdrawal and you wont notice it. Post invega even at 90% recovery i behaved completely different than pre invega

During fasting i could also feel invega effects probably because all the fat burning and anti psychotics store in fat relatively easy. Normally i'm interested in plants, horses, reading books, meditating, following the news..now i can barely create interest about anything..i force myself to watch theduran on youtube to keep updated about the news.

I'm absolutely dissatisfied how i spend last 1.5 years from the beginning of invega to the end and withdrawal it almost looks like i didn't learn anything from the experience. These shots lower iq far beyond the point of stopping these shots i can't believe how many poor descisions i've made even punching my neightbour who was a dick was an extremely stupid mistake. In the clinic i also met an girl and actually liked her but the shots caused me to be uninterested....i met a russian girl online but couldn't bear to commit to it because of these shots ive taken.

Its withdrawal after withdrawal getting tired of it...want to get to the point where i can stop taking all drugs and do something worthwhile.
 
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apsucks said:
If you go against the grain they will diagnose you with defiant disorder or narcistic disorder best way is to play stupid and say everything is allright and have insight into your own condition. month 2 in i can feel caffeine if i use alot around 250mg if i skip my pills on a day i significantly feel better already (less depression). If injections are unbearable just complain about incontinence and shit don't complain about side effects which can be seem as negative symptoms.

All these anti psychotics cause excessive dopamine cravings and cause withdrawal dopamine sensitivity. Last 1.5 year i constantly chased dopamine through food, drugs and other activities with almost no thought about consequences, no empathy or compassion for others. These drugs dont make you a better person and they dont stop addictions, perverse behaviours. Invega withdrawal for me never stopped i was still in withdrawal before the injected me with abilify. During withdrawal i did shit which i never would do i had no idea what i was doing and didnt think long term at all...these medications destroy your ability to think ahead far after you stopped taking.

Withdrawal doesnt have to look like psychosis but it can seem psychotic and erratic behaviour during withdrawal and you wont notice it. Post invega even at 90% recovery i behaved completely different than pre invega

During fasting i could also feel invega effects probably because all the fat burning and anti psychotics store in fat relatively easy. Normally i'm interested in plants, horses, reading books, meditating, following the news..now i can barely create interest about anything..i force myself to watch theduran on youtube to keep updated about the news.

I'm absolutely dissatisfied how i spend last 1.5 years from the beginning of invega to the end and withdrawal it almost looks like i didn't learn anything from the experience. These shots lower iq far beyond the point of stopping these shots i can't believe how many poor descisions i've made even punching my neightbour who was a dick was an extremely stupid mistake. In the clinic i also met an girl and actually liked her but the shots caused me to be uninterested....i met a russian girl online but couldn't bear to commit to it because of these shots ive taken.

Its withdrawal after withdrawal getting tired of it...want to get to the point where i can stop taking all drugs and do something worthwhile.
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Yeah I feel that I’m completely uninterested in sex/relationships right now my libido came back from invega but I’m a month into nofap rn and flat lining where I get zero sexual desire honestly I behave better now then I did pre invega cause I don’t do harder drugs anymore I’m less impulsive and don’t make dumb choices, if you only took 3 shots you should be recovered from invega by now honestly I’m pretty satisfied with how I have been living after being injected it’s been a self improvement journey and I’m making lots of healthy choices, if you feel like your depression is lessened after just one day of skipping pills that’s a very good sign how much longer are you on CTO for?
 
^ also there’s this guy who wants to fight me cause of some dumb beef I’m avoiding that him and his homies are calling me a pussy but idgaf if I end up hurting him and someone calls the cops they might put me on anti psychotics fuck that I’m pretty clear headed and making smart choices.
 
Guys were trapped in the matrix…. I swear there’s something artificial in the injection.. I think it harms your soul and disconnects you from the spirit world. Machines created this injection I swear. I’m bombarded with Mandela effects/glitches in the matrix on a daily basis.
 
Hello,

I am a old member of this Thread.

I was active 2018 + 2019
My old Name was GermanBackyard.

I just wanted to visit this site again.

I never recovered.


I talked with users like
dirtyinvega, Rosi, yeshuah
in 2018.

Now here are completely different users, which is funny.

Yeshuah become 100% health again.
The most of us not.
 
GermanBackyardTwo said:
Hello,

I am a old member of this Thread.

I was active 2018 + 2019
My old Name was GermanBackyard.

I just wanted to visit this site again.

I never recovered.


I talked with users like
dirtyinvega, Rosi, yeshuah
in 2018.

Now here are completely different users, which is funny.

Yeshuah become 100% health again.
The most of us not.
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What are your symptoms?
 
GermanBackyardTwo said:
Hello,

I am a old member of this Thread.

I was active 2018 + 2019
My old Name was GermanBackyard.

I just wanted to visit this site again.

I never recovered.


I talked with users like
dirtyinvega, Rosi, yeshuah
in 2018.

Now here are completely different users, which is funny.

Yeshuah become 100% health again.
The most of us not.
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What other medications/drugs do you take & how many injections did you take at what dose.
 
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Merek said:
exactly after I took the invega injections I had this sadistic looking doctor funny enough his name was Dr. Shot take me into a room and talk too me he was like “how do you like the injections” he kept opening his mouth in this weird way giving me this sadistic look with a smile on his face I said I liked the injections just cause I wanted to do whatever I could to leave the hospital he looked surprised and he was said some more things but I can’t remember it all he then said alright we will talk again monday, We never talked again Monday cause by the time monday came around I was zombified in my hospital room, He probably didn’t feel the need to talk to me cause he was satisfied with how the injections worked.
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They’re ALIENS! Funny in how all of the planets history no alien ever landed foot here…….. Unless the human ape body prototype is part machine. Spiritual beings are lured and forced into the body. All part of some grand scheme by synthetic alien beings. They’re bad. They get their joy in being sadistic and controlling. It gives them pleasure. Hence the name “dr shot”. I had similar doctors names like they’re trying to play with your mind.
 
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