Nah I was not I was still pre invega 2 months before but when I was quitting masterbation I had bad withdrawals so I took kratom to ease them so I could still function enough to workout and go hang out with my homies but then my depression got worse from masterbation withdrawal and I started taking like 35 grams of kratom a day which led to psychosis. I’ve always been sucessful with quitting masterbation while sober but whenever I’d smoke weed id get horny and relapse so I quit weed too, my last relapse however was due to seeing a lot of sexual imagines online I thought since I hadn’t masterbated in so long I’d be fine looking at it I was dumb asl.