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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v 6.0

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Dre87 said:
Even though I've had 4 years worth of those injections total, I seem to have achieved some sort of whole 'nother level or something..Also with the help of certain 'substances' as well, heh, but right now I'm actually doing pretty good..I'm stronger now in all ways than I probably ever have been before actually, and my social skills can be on point right now pretty much whenever I want them to be too, and I also seem to be able to just talk shit right now you can also say too like nobody's business..
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Also other factors to consider in all of this, my large size, like 6'2 and 270lbs, could have helped to miminize at least to some degree some of those negative effects of those injections, and I also have some muscle too from working out, and in fact for a guy working out and building muscle and not being fat is like number one important key shit to have too. Seriously the quality of life difference for a guy who's jacked and ripped compared to a guy who's out of shape and the differences in attention that they'd get from women and stuff like that would probably be like night and day too.
 
But yeah I've actually been permanently banned from a number of forums too in the past couple of months, the schizophrenia forum, couple of conspiracy and spiritual forums, the Navy and Marine pilots forum that I had last gone on when I was just out of highschool, and stuff like that too.
 
Also one more thing too for now, I've actually been through a whole lot of crazy shit recently again too and ended up with a broken pinky toe on my foot by the end of all of it, but I don't know with that special boot that they have you wear I should be good to walk around alot in like a week probably in the new year, and then for some fast money I could probably just get a simple dishwashing job or something full time for like 15-17$ an hour or something which they're hiring for right now and that I've done before too.
 
If you truly are on invega shots better things will come dont give up. If you truly believe in god then you will never give up. on him or yourself. He will heal you. Let him guide you! If you're reading this and you really are on invega abstain from bad food, abstain from every single mind altering substance (weed, alcohol, caffeine, nicotine, drugs, ect.), go for runs, get good sleep, stay away from negative energy. Trust your gut . And you will be good. God bless you all
 
ExStonerExDrinker said:
If you truly are on invega shots better things will come dont give up. If you truly believe in god then you will never give up. on him or yourself. He will heal you. Let him guide you! If you're reading this and you really are on invega abstain from bad food, abstain from every single mind altering substance (weed, alcohol, caffeine, nicotine, drugs, ect.), go for runs, get good sleep, stay away from negative energy. Trust your gut . And you will be good. God bless you all
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This is very good, solid advice. Thank you for sharing.
 
Just poppin in to say Hi.

"one of the biggest mistakes you can make on invega would be to drink" especially through your twenties, like I did.

I have recently fixed my mental health issues and--as a result-- have quit drinking
This is a very big step for me because I never particularly wanted to be a drinker

Shit happens. Cough it up
~Kurt Russell
 
iridescentblack said:
Just poppin in to say Hi.

"one of the biggest mistakes you can make on invega would be to drink" especially through your twenties, like I did.

I have recently fixed my mental health issues and--as a result-- have quit drinking
This is a very big step for me because I never particularly wanted to be a drinker

Shit happens. Cough it up
~Kurt Russell
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Fortunately i hate alcohol or weed...but i abused lyrica and benzos instead :/...now im tapering valium currently at 2.5 mg... withdrawal is really suck ...but i wanna get rid of this demonic drug so bad...so i can bare
 
The best thing to do now is to look within. It is the inside that counts. What they have done to us in the outer world <edited out threatening comment - SMod>. Maybe not here but in the new realm that is coming. We will get great compensation for our stay here on Earth because we are kept hostages here..
 
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ExStonerExDrinker said:
If you truly are on invega shots better things will come dont give up. If you truly believe in god then you will never give up. on him or yourself. He will heal you. Let him guide you! If you're reading this and you really are on invega abstain from bad food, abstain from every single mind altering substance (weed, alcohol, caffeine, nicotine, drugs, ect.), go for runs, get good sleep, stay away from negative energy. Trust your gut . And you will be good. God bless you all
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Not sure if I necessarily agree with abstaining from all mind altering substances though, especially since those antipsychotics block the dopamine receptors, then I think that taking some substances in small amounts that actually release some dopamine no matter what stupid psychiatry says might actually be good.
 
Dre87 said:
Not sure if I necessarily agree with abstaining from all mind altering substances though, especially since those antipsychotics block the dopamine receptors, then I think that taking some substances in small amounts that actually release some dopamine no matter what stupid psychiatry says might actually be good.
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I agree.
Gonna try weed soon to see if it works on me after those injections.
 
Risingson8 said:
Yup...i was 71 kg 1 year ago now im 64-65...also i look kinda good tho...im 34 but i look better than my mid 20s...thats another interesting stuff lol.
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That’s awesome news!
So are you back to your pre invega weight or lower than your pre invega self?
I’m curious because I’ve been struggling with weight for 3+ years and have succeeded in losing it, but never returned to my pre invega weight.
 
Dre87 said:
Yeah I'm thinking that if I've been suffering that much, then probably that room full of people that force injected me in that mental facility that time a year ago are probably going to be burning in fucken hell by the end of all of this too.
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A room full of dudes there and other people and psych nurses just surrounded me and ended up giving me like 4 fucken shots of Zyprexa in my arms at once ha..
 
Afernandes1 said:
That’s awesome news!
So are you back to your pre invega weight or lower than your pre invega self?
I’m curious because I’ve been struggling with weight for 3+ years and have succeeded in losing it, but never returned to my pre invega weight.
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That's cool, I've actually lost like 30 pounds since October too, looks like it's best to just be working out and fasting and eating salads and stuff, and maybe like a small piece of meat, but mostly just be fasting and shitting.
 
Dre87 said:
Not sure if I necessarily agree with abstaining from all mind altering substances though, especially since those antipsychotics block the dopamine receptors, then I think that taking some substances in small amounts that actually release some dopamine no matter what stupid psychiatry says might actually be good.
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I actually agree with the moderator.
The brain fixes itself overtime and starts releasing the appropriate amount of dopamine after sometime (maybe a year or so).

I abused melatonin (it boosts dopamine) for sleep for almost a year and relapsed because of it.
I quit using melatonin and now I have the best sleep I’ve had even during withdrawal.
I have also heard plenty of stories of relapse due to weed and other dopamine inducing drugs.

I don’t believe in the dopamine theory that psychiatrists advertise, but I do know that mind altering drugs/ medicines/ substances create long term addictions and introduce new mental health problems.

Anyways, it’s your choice to choose to experiment with them. Just be careful I guess.
 
4.5 month update I can feel caffeine and alcohol, my sexual function has returned my physical and mental health have declined though I have weakness and the anhedonia is pretty severe along with depression I’m not eating much and I’ve lost 12 pounds I recently relapsed on masterbation making my depression a lot worse and I attempted suicide yesterday but it didn’t work.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I agree.
Gonna try weed soon to see if it works on me after those injections.
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why some of you preach that weed thing that much, after psychosis u should definetly try to avoid weed as much as u can, coz it can again put you in psychosis and u will have to hop on antipsychotics again, idk but if there's some slighty chance that some substances could lead u to those expierences, u should avoid them.
 
Locke23 said:
I feel so miserable today, when will this end. There is no end to this suffering. I'm bed ridden everyday and nothing helps. Things have not gotten better and not improved. I'm not sure how much longer I can take this.
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how long u've been off the medication?
 
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