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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v 6.0

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paranoid android said:
probably just get a higher dose. I was on 6mg's a day though but now i only take 0.5mg's since i came off them cold turkey in the psych ward.
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Ya igy definitely be safe with the benzos if it gets out of control it can turn into a hell worse then invega, benzo withdrawal is worse then heroin withdrawal.
 
Merek said:
Ya igy definitely be safe with the benzos if it gets out of control it can turn into a hell worse then invega, benzo withdrawal is worse then heroin withdrawal.
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I cant even remember coming off benzos and opiates in the psych ward because my memory is so fucked from the psychotic episode i had. I dont think i had any seizures in there though. My friend who was also in the psych ward did have a seizure from benzo wd in there though and all they did was give her a glass of water ffs. You probably get better medical care in prison then you do in the psych ward
 
paranoid android said:
I cant even remember coming off benzos and opiates in the psych ward because my memory is so fucked from the psychotic episode i had. I dont think i had any seizures in there though. My friend who was also in the psych ward did have a seizure from benzo wd in there though and all they did was give her a glass of water ffs. You probably get better medical care in prison then you do in the psych ward
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Ya that’ll definitely happen, my brother was addicted to benzos and quit cold turkey he’s lucky he didn’t die he lost 60 pounds during the wd he says he can barely remember what the withdrawal felt like, even without psychosis benzo withdrawal can cause memory loss.
 
Merek said:
Ya that’ll definitely happen, my brother was addicted to benzos and quit cold turkey he’s lucky he didn’t die he lost 60 pounds during the wd he says he can barely remember what the withdrawal felt like, even without psychosis benzo withdrawal can cause memory loss.
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Ya makes sense as benzo wd makes you kind of delirious. The lack of actual medical care in those places is fucking scary though and another reason why i never want to end up in a psych ward again
 
paranoid android said:
Ya makes sense as benzo wd makes you kind of delirious. The lack of actual medical care in those places is fucking scary though and another reason why i never want to end up in a psych ward again
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Yeah I have no idea how that’s even legal the system of government is so fucked up I get why you’re a communist.
 
Merek said:
Yeah I have no idea how that’s even legal the system of government is so fucked up I get why you’re a communist.
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Well the system is set up to protect the oppressors. Cops are not there to protect you or me they are there to protect the system. It's not like you or i could have anyone charged in the psych ward when you get assaulted by staff. Going through all that shit only reaffirmed my belief that Communism is the only system that actually works
 
paranoid android said:
Well the system is set up to protect the oppressors. Cops are not there to protect you or me they are there to protect the system. It's not like you or i could have anyone charged in the psych ward when you get assaulted by staff. Going through all that shit only reaffirmed my belief that Communism is the only system that actually works
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Ya exactly they are just around to protect the system they’re also apart of the system some cops commit unjustified murders but when the families press charges they get acquitted 95% of the time.
 
Merek said:
Ya exactly they are just around to protect the system they’re also apart of the system some cops commit unjustified murders but when the families press charges they get acquitted 95% of the time.
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Exactly they arent there to protect us they are there to protect the ruling class the rich and also their property. Cops dont actually lie when they say they are there to serve and protect as that is exactly what they do. Things only go downhill for people of the working class when you wind up in the psych ward as now you wont be believed at all just because you where in a psych ward.

I cannot wait to move to Australia where noone will have access to my medical records here so i can start over again. I can't even get a gun now in Canada because being violent in the psych ward means you cant get one. Granted i dont know how else you are supposed to react to being locked up against your will but in a violent way. I think violence is a natural reaction for a person who is taken out of their home and locked up against your will in a shithole with horrible cunts running the show
 
paranoid android said:
Exactly they arent there to protect us they are there to protect the ruling class the rich and also their property. Cops dont actually lie when they say they are there to serve and protect as that is exactly what they do. Things only go downhill for people of the working class when you wind up in the psych ward as now you wont be believed at all just because you where in a psych ward.

I cannot wait to move to Australia where noone will have access to my medical records here so i can start over again. I can't even get a gun now in Canada because being violent in the psych ward means you cant get one. Granted i dont know how else you are supposed to react to being locked up against your will but in a violent way. I think violence is a natural reaction for a person who is taken out of their home and locked up against your will in a shithole with horrible cunts running the show
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Yeah it definitely is luckily for me in America jobs don’t need to know about my medical records so my whole psychosis situation can be kept secret.
 
Merek said:
Yeah it definitely is luckily for me in America jobs don’t need to know about my medical records so my whole psychosis situation can be kept secret.
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Ya here they dont have access to your records either thank fuck. Sadly the pigs do so i cant even likely get a firearm now. Most people treat you different if you are after being in a psych ward anyway i find
 
paranoid android said:
Ya here they dont have access to your records either thank fuck. Sadly the pigs do so i cant even likely get a firearm now. Most people treat you different if you are after being in a psych ward anyway i find
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Ya that’s fucked luckily for me the mental facility I went too was pretty far so the cops in my area don’t know about me I don’t think I can get a gun legally either since I’ve been involuntarily admitted to a mental facility, I could probably get a gun illegally but I live in a generally safe area so I don’t think I’d risk the illegal possession of a firearm charge.
 
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Merek said:
Ya that’s fucked luckily for me the mental facility I went too was pretty far so the cops in my area don’t know about me I don’t think I can get a gun legally either since I’ve been involuntarily admitted to a mental facility, I have a plug who sells guns but I live in a generally safe area so I don’t think I’d risk the illegal possession of a firearm charge.
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Unfortunatly the pigs here know all about me and even saw my needles the other week when they showed up when i was having a psychotic episode after a nurse ratted me out. Thankfully they didnt care. I know in Canada being involuntarily commited to a psych ward doesent stop you from being able to get a gun but every country is different. And ya it's not worth risking a firearm charge getting a illegal gun fuck that. i could probably get one to but i cant be fucked as i live in a safe area and dont hunt anyway.
 
paranoid android said:
Unfortunatly the pigs here know all about me and even saw my needles the other week when they showed up when i was having a psychotic episode after a nurse ratted me out. Thankfully they didnt care. I know in Canada being involuntarily commited to a psych ward doesent stop you from being able to get a gun but every country is different. And ya it's not worth risking a firearm charge getting a illegal gun fuck that. i could probably get one to but i cant be fucked as i live in a safe area and dont hunt anyway.
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In America if you’ve been involuntarily committed to a mental facility you generally can’t get a gun although maybe I would be able too you never know and that’s tough the police around here treat me normally fortunately.
 
Merek said:
In America if you’ve been involuntarily committed to a mental facility you generally can’t get a gun although maybe I would be able too you never know and that’s tough the police around here treat me normally fortunately.
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Ya i have a history with them going back to when i beat up a wanna be bouncer at a club here about 20 years ago. plus i have been arrested twice in the past
 
paranoid android said:
Ya i have a history with them going back to when i beat up a wanna be bouncer at a club here about 20 years ago. plus i have been arrested twice in the past
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Yeah igy I don’t get angry easily and I’m not a very violent person (except for when I was in psychosis I got violent and fought a few people) I have a clean record luckily for me I never got caught.
 
Merek said:
Yeah igy I don’t get angry easily and I’m not a very violent person (except for when I was in psychosis I got violent and fought a few people) I have a clean record luckily for me I never got caught.
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I punched my neightbour because he kept making noises at night for months straight (on purpose to piss me off) i talked to him about six times but he kept playing stupid like it never happened then i punched him outside on the streets knocked him out really hard with one hard hook he went totally stiff to the ground. Then i got admitted to psych ward by just because i have a history of previous visit to the ward...instead of going to prison or paying a fine the cops send me to the ward where people working there (all nurses) except the psychiatrist) seen i wasn't psychotic but i still spend 3 weeks in solitary i also got injected with abilify 3 times. I had no other choice to tell people i was psychotic otherwise i "wouldnt have insight into my own condition" just because i admitted this and have a good advocate i got off the injectionsr

As soon i got home the neightbour start making noise again at night to keep me awake...i dont complain about it to anyone because all he needs to do is deny and people will look at my record nobody will believe a psychiatric patient.

Moral of the story is never to get involved in anything if you ever got admitted to the hospital because nobody will believe you even if you get raped chances are high nobody will give a shit
 
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