Codeine is such an interesting opiate, it's the only opiate i've been hooked on,
and like you, pinkanga, i don't like to acknowledge that i was once absolutely
hooked on it, taking about 40 tablets a day without doing CWE, and the pain
and suffering it caused my family really effects my guilt, i stay clear as hell
from codeine now, because of my past, but i still use other drugs, just ones
that aren't toxic in the long-run, well all drugs are toxic i guess, but i mean
i don't use drugs that contain toxic mixtures. I've been on methadone now for
nearly a year and i'm just tapering off of it, methadone makes me sick, the
first month i was on it, i could not get out of bed all day, and every time i
ate something i felt like i was gonna puke, and i'd vomit all the time, sick.
I've adjusted to methadone now, and i stay clear from opiates in general,
the physical effects are too demanding on the body imho. But that being
said i do like the feeling they give me, the emotional control and warmth.