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Cleantime/Sobriety Countdown
- Thread starter dobbedome
- Start date
Since June 11 8(. Not near long enough.
spork
Bluelight Crew
^Give yourself some credit! 
Every day is an achievement.
Every day is an achievement.
theartofwar
Bluelighter
Coming up on 7 months now
herbavore
Bluelight Crew
^yay!!!!!!
6.5 months. Clean date is 1/5/12. Thanks BL, especially all my TDS family, for your support. I love all of you 
stardust.hero
Bluelight Crew
wow!! Congraduations!!!! Love you
Sepher
Bluelight Crew
Taken lots of pride over the years re: the 10+ years clean of Heroin thing cos I sooooo needed to feel that, like I was winning. Realising of late being on here that my imagined recovery <> recovery at all. It's a hard thing to take when you've invested 10 years of yer life into it. A *really* hard thing to take. I think I'm getting there at last, nearly, but in answer to the OP's question: Not sober, clearly never have been. 
<Alcoholic on a Friday night Back to day 1 tomorrow.
<Alcoholic on a Friday night
Back to day 1 tomorrow.
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I love you more stardust
pastelcircus
Bluelighter
today i'm 90 days clean, bitchesss
Congrats my friend. Now go for 91 days one day at a time.
one day at a time.^Give yourself some credit!
Thanks! Its been a little while now. But I'm still taking some of this damn medication, so its not purely drug free. Still, *pat myself on back*.
Well I had 10 days clean and I took a step backwards. About to jump off of the opiates again, doing a short taper. This time i'm going to stay clean from opiates for good. I'm the kind of person that's happy just smoking a little weed and being sober. No point in making things more complicated with the opiates. I just hope I can get at least some sleep not using benzos during withdrawal. It's crazy I get so much energy and so much emotion when I come off this stuff. I just need to make sure I stay really busy.
I had tons of energy while riding the emotional rollercoaster. I also became hyper-sexual and hyper-aggressive. I enjoyed it somewhat >:-D
pastelcircus
Bluelighter
thanks, buddy. and today is 91, we'll see about tomorrow being 92
Well its tomorrow again (for me anyways) try to make that 93 
. Same goes for everyone else. Today i know im not gonna use, try to keep up
. Same goes for everyone else. Today i know im not gonna use, try to keep up twato
Bluelighter
I'll chime in, the anti-craving thread is good, but I guess I could use some more support. Thumbs up to you guys with months of clean time, I hope I'll get there this time!
Currently off everything sans cigs and a puff of pot to help me sleep for 4 days. Physical WD from my (stupid) H relapse is nearly over, I should feel decent tomorrow morning. Now the real battle starts, wish me luck!
Currently off everything sans cigs and a puff of pot to help me sleep for 4 days. Physical WD from my (stupid) H relapse is nearly over, I should feel decent tomorrow morning. Now the real battle starts, wish me luck!
Goodluck my friend. Whenever i feel the urge to back to H i read some peoples threads about withdrawal and the misery that it is. Keeps me in check im not too far from away myseld from feeling that way again.
