darthrhonin
Bluelighter
Good morning bluelight (it's 8.37 a.m. here :D)!
I just woke up after another strange night, made of falling asleep and waking up many times (i hate it -.-)
Now, I'm quite curious because normally a bowl of good hash or bud it's sufficient for me to sleep good for 6-8 hours and stay relaxed during the sleep.
In those days the problem intensified.
i'm going to leave tomorrow to go to an Hippies' village to change my lifestyle completely and live in the nature, so i'm probably a quite anxyous and have trouble sleeping also because of this, but I find quite strange that, after one (really) big bowl I can't sleep more than 1-2 hours... obviously if I don't smoke i simply can't rest...I'm not hyperactive, i mean, i don't "have to move and do something", simply my brain doesn't deactivate...so I decided to try some ketamine before sleeping to help me relax my mind...i had 2 lines of about 50mg, smoked a bowl and had another 50mg line after that bowl..i felt all the typical effects, after the first 2 lines i felt stoned, my visuals started going weird and distorted and my body didn't respond really good to my mind (coordination, distances..)...after the 3rd one I really started to feel dissociated but couldn't sleep...after 2 hours of k-tripping in my bed with open eyes i decided to drastically fall asleep so i managed to reach my desk (2 meters from bed ahahah) and snorted a whole 0,15 line (not the puriest ketch on the market but surely ketamine and surely good quality).
Now, here my mind gone completely weird, synesthesia was predominant, remarkable dissociation, inner and outer world spinning around, my body was distant from my mind...but still couldn't sleep!! I managed falling asleep after 1 - 1.30 hour, probably in an endogenous way...
Now after this interesting report my question is...how the fuck couldn't I sleep with 4 lines of ketch and a bowl?
First of all i tought about cut..but i didn't feel any stimulation like meth or speed...
I also tought about ampa receptors, which if i remember well can be activated when nmda recs are agonized and release dopamine..
further theories?
(DISCLAIMER: I just woke up, probably my english is as good as using a Simmenthal to snort on)
I just woke up after another strange night, made of falling asleep and waking up many times (i hate it -.-)
Now, I'm quite curious because normally a bowl of good hash or bud it's sufficient for me to sleep good for 6-8 hours and stay relaxed during the sleep.
In those days the problem intensified.
i'm going to leave tomorrow to go to an Hippies' village to change my lifestyle completely and live in the nature, so i'm probably a quite anxyous and have trouble sleeping also because of this, but I find quite strange that, after one (really) big bowl I can't sleep more than 1-2 hours... obviously if I don't smoke i simply can't rest...I'm not hyperactive, i mean, i don't "have to move and do something", simply my brain doesn't deactivate...so I decided to try some ketamine before sleeping to help me relax my mind...i had 2 lines of about 50mg, smoked a bowl and had another 50mg line after that bowl..i felt all the typical effects, after the first 2 lines i felt stoned, my visuals started going weird and distorted and my body didn't respond really good to my mind (coordination, distances..)...after the 3rd one I really started to feel dissociated but couldn't sleep...after 2 hours of k-tripping in my bed with open eyes i decided to drastically fall asleep so i managed to reach my desk (2 meters from bed ahahah) and snorted a whole 0,15 line (not the puriest ketch on the market but surely ketamine and surely good quality).
Now, here my mind gone completely weird, synesthesia was predominant, remarkable dissociation, inner and outer world spinning around, my body was distant from my mind...but still couldn't sleep!! I managed falling asleep after 1 - 1.30 hour, probably in an endogenous way...
Now after this interesting report my question is...how the fuck couldn't I sleep with 4 lines of ketch and a bowl?
First of all i tought about cut..but i didn't feel any stimulation like meth or speed...
I also tought about ampa receptors, which if i remember well can be activated when nmda recs are agonized and release dopamine..
further theories?
(DISCLAIMER: I just woke up, probably my english is as good as using a Simmenthal to snort on)
