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Christmas Day/eve drug regime

Not using drugs this holiday made me realize i wouldnt want to spend it any other way. Drugs are fun and all but sometimes its just not true happiness, i feel better just being happy around my family.
 
Justtakethat, Im sure RDP was just messin with you, true happiness with the simple things in life is what every drug abuser wishes for.

Also, i hope everyone made it past christmas alive?
 
I wished I had some opiates for Christmas Eve but couldn't get any. Instead, benzos + alcohol combo. I'm very experienced with that - would NOT recommend for others unless you take it very slowly.
Christmas Day with my partner's family, phenibut to relive social anxiety (not to excess but just enough to calm down the anxiety) plus some coke.
Boxing Day with my family, coke throughout the day, then benzos + alcohol when I finally got home after too much family time. I love my family but it is too much!
Today, since my partner and I both have the day off and no family commitments, that will be more fun :)
 
justtakethat said:
Are you trying to kill youself???
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right now im looking at my life as one big suicide attempt. im 19 no girlfriend, no career path, no job. so am i trying to kill myslef? not intentionally, but it sure would be a treat. hey at least the ravens are beating the steelers
 
^ you're 19... You're just starting your life, so you're in no position to judge yourself for not having accomplished much. If you'd said you're 49 and have nothing - then yeah. But dude, 19... Better clean up the act and start doing stuff. You're too young to call it quits like that.
 
pillman1224 said:
right now im looking at my life as one big suicide attempt. im 19 no girlfriend, no career path, no job. so am i trying to kill myslef? not intentionally, but it sure would be a treat. hey at least the ravens are beating the steelers
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Thats not a good attitude, especially just because you have no girlfriend and no job. And i dont know if you believe in god but im pretty sure suicide puts you in hell. Also we only get one life, might as well make the most of it. And enjoy family and find little things that provide happiness lots of 19 year olds dont have a career or a girlfriend but they arent so quick to give up man
 
pillman1224 said:
right now im looking at my life as one big suicide attempt. im 19 no girlfriend, no career path, no job. so am i trying to kill myslef? not intentionally, but it sure would be a treat. hey at least the ravens are beating the steelers
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Listen to the other posters man, 19 isn't a good age to judge how successful you have been in life, it's only the beginning. It might seem like things can't change, but it's surprising how life takes twists and turns and suddenly the plot changes and whole new chapters are opening up in the book of life, you've not even finished the first chapter, don't put the book down just yet amigo.

Take care.
 
yes i do believe in God i have ups and downs literally one second ill think "i dont need drugs right now" ten seconds later there is a fentanyl patch in my mouth. i have several things stopping me from suicide. the thought of hell, no kids yet and no siblings or first cousins so its up to me to keep the family name, and im a pussy. also it would kill my mom if i died. but hey if its unintentional then who gives a fuck all my friends well most have everything i just mentioned i dont. im broken i know this, and also sober and i am more pissed about the fact my grandparents do not have any pills for me to steal (im a piece of shit i know) then the things mentioned above. pretty sick eh
 
So if you had a chick and a job everything would be Kool & The Gang and you'd stop having suicidal thoughts?
 
MUSHET said:
So if you had a chick and a job everything would be Kool & The Gang and you'd stop having suicidal thoughts?
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fuck a job if i had a chick i wouldnt be using drugs. she would replace the need. well maybe indulge every now and again but not to the extent i am using now. oh and what is "The Gang"

edit- i have been told by a few girls i was hitting on "your too nice" WHY IS THIS A PROBLEM. too nice being the reason they wouldnt date me well i dont have it in me to treat a girl like shit. sorry ladies
 
kool and the gang - just a saying, they were a 70s disco group, it just means cool.

Just not having a chick at the minute shouldn't be a reason to top yourself mate. There is nothing wrong with being nice, stay that way, you'll find a decent girl who will like you for who you are - it will happen, you're only 19! You might meet the girl you spend the rest of your life with tomorrow for all you know.
 
MUSHET said:
kool and the gang - just a saying, they were a 70s disco group, it just means cool.

Just not having a chick at the minute shouldn't be a reason to top yourself mate. There is nothing wrong with being nice, stay that way, you'll find a decent girl who will like you for who you are - it will happen, you're only 19! You might meet the girl you spend the rest of your life with tomorrow for all you know.
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yeah but 5 years without a girl. no wonder im chewing fentanyl patches, drinkin, and taking benzos this shit ain't humane. everyone still alive?
 
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