Christmas Eve (today):
~120mg Methadone, my daily dose
~5mg clonazepam
~1mg alprazolam [(approximately)(it was in the form of Mexican Xanax, so I cannot be entirely sure)]
~A few small hits of some great home grown herb. I can't remember if it's the Blue Dream or the indica strain he had. Either way, it provides a wonderful, paranoia-free, ever-so-slightly-sedating, and ultra relaxing high: all w/o negatively affecting my ability to communicate or feign sobriety with my family.
I only wish I could take a bit more clonazepam or another half Mexican xan bar, but as I'm spending the entirety of these next few days with family my ability to go score more benzos or herb is slim to none, so I'm rationing.
Christmas Day will very likely be today's twin in chemical ingestion.
What I would kill for is a pack of smokes, but I'm broke.