another one died the first time he attempted the needle, he decided to make the jump and called me and asked if i wanted to do it with him cause he knew i never tried it and i told him no and to not do it alone eitherway, he said he was cause he didnt want anyone to know, he then asked what the website was i alwasy talked about and i told him this (dont know if he actually went to here or not)..well he proceded with a step by step guides that he pulled off of here or opiophile and proceded to do it by himself ..from what ive gathered by talkin with his little brother..his dad found him in his computer chair with the website still up of the step by step process..the reason he did it was bc he was starting to not be able to afford snorting, again he was doin something like 10bags a day of some garbage and i of course woudnt give up my connect(i dont even really middle man) and he started stealin from his family and everyone told him not to do more then half a bag his first time..well from what i was told they found 2empty bags on the computer...my guess was he thought since he was snorting 10bags a day(well 10bags a high, i dont know if it was everyday) that 2bags wouldnt be shit to him and he was wrong. i again dont know if he snorted a bag to get the sick off and be able to calm down and focus on the shot or if he did the 2 in one shot..doesnt really matter though now does it
so yeah im good, im not trying to die, just get high..ive been doin dope for 3years now and since i havent done it all this time, why even bother?...id rather quit then stick a needle in my arm...and about my nose, yeah its a little jacked up but it clears up and i can breather after a day or 2 of not using..i dont really ever use back to back days,(first time in prollly 6mo-a year, of back to back days was last week when i used 4 out of 5days which was the first time of that in well over a year) i always take at least one day off and thats to keep my tolerance down, cause i found when i use back to back days my tolerance really shoots up instead of just using every other day when i start to feel sick cause i dont feel sick until like 36hours after my last use..like today i used and i wont feel sick until i wake up friday morning...so you guessed it i wont use tonite but i will use on friday even though i got over 10bags sittin here