Chicago Heroin v. The return of Chinky

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From what I've heard, doing the whole craigslist thing is a good way to go to jail. Cops been on to that tip for a while now.
 
I just read this, and recently at work I had to call and ambulance for a girl who was having a seizure when I walked in the house(I walk dogs). Ambulance took her to swedish covenant. This has no bearing on this thread, but thought it was interesting. The whole situation freaked me the fuck out.
 
Toxic relatioships

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so i never followed up from my adventure down to chitown the other night. Checked out some different spots, tried hanging out at a few gas station, nothing. I don't think it helped it was so damn cold that night, no one was really out and about. Asked a couple random guys but i swear if your white and you ask they think your police. Was g getting frustrated and let down. Headed over to that area named after that orange cat, drove around and was about to go home when i suddenly saw another white guy walking down the sidewalk. I thought to myself that there is only one reason he is down here at this time of night. He jumped in no problem, took us right to a spot. He ran in and was back out in 2 mins. Had some dubs that had that north carolina college mascot look to them. They seemed really fat and was happy. Agreed to drive dude back home but he was in the back smoking crack and not paying attention and after 30 mins i finally told him to get them fuck out and walk. I had only tried a half of a bag so far, made a stop and banged a whole bag at that point and headed home. Got the nods on the way home and had to let wifey take the wheel. Think there was a lot of that dormain shit in them, they were really white light fluffy powder, different that the grey rock hard shit i get in mil town to the north. All and all it was ok. Of course guy who helped us i thought would be a connect but the next day he was going into rehab vs getting revoked. Gone for 28 days. Question is...would it be crazy to go to the spot and knock on the door like him and try to get served or am i likely to get a passed off guy on the other side of the door?!
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u guys just showed me who really has my back thank u so much. Becuz the one day i went down there to get my usual batman bag and she came with guys like how many this bitch say 3 and then i said i want three so dude came with six bag my 3 and her 3 well it turned out that my dope all of a sudden became her to share so actually she lied to me saying she needed 3 so dude like wut the fuck. I hate it when girls just be like o introduce me to him and im like sure. She acts like i owe her something becuz she sold all of her XANAX BARS TO ME AND I GAVE HER CASH MONEY FOR THEM bars like fuck it ill just buy dope so just bought all of them for 3-4 dollars a piece. U never gave me a deal not only that the money that i gave for her bars she was be wreckless LIKE DOING TWO BAGS AT ONCE BEFORE SHE TRIES A HALF BECUZ RIGHT THE BATMANS R ON POINT MAN I WAS UP ALL NIGHT KEEPING AN I ON HER COULDNT EVEN KEEP HER HEAD UP. I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH HER HOW COULD I SAY IN A NICE WAY HEY U A GREAT FRIEND BUT WHEN IT COMES TO DOPE THERE IS NO FRIENDS IT WOULD HAVE BEEN TOXIC WOW
 
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Went over to the WS yesterday, and walked around for a bit, but nobody was out in the area. I was about to give up and go home when I flagged down a junkie carrying around a bunch of t-shirts, and he helped me out for grabbing him a bag. My tolerance is super low right now bc I'm only doing dope once or twice every couple months, but I was wondering if anyone has had the heavy d bags lately. Wondering if they're good, or if my tolerance is super low. They are super fluffy and white. Anyone care to chime in? I feel like it might be weaker than the stuff I usually get, but I can't complain too much, bc it has me nodding.
 
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@Roscoe77. The shit I've been getting lately is really kind of white and fluffy but it still delivers what it promises. Granted, my tol. is probably a tad higher than yours, considering you say you only do it every couple of months(that's non-existant). The thing that a lot of people forget or neglect is that majority of ODs happen when people just get out of jail or rehab. They think they can rail a whole bag(...like they used to[that's the only memory I have of me doing dope not lines or bumps but basically bags at a time]) and bam! You're fucked! Hope you have friends around that give a shit. I've had more than a few times where I didn't listen to my own advice. I used to do jabs within a weekend and quit come Mon. but never thought I would be the guy that gets enxiety attacks thinking about my day and not having any dope as a prospect. Thats when you know it's time to switch the pitch.
Pizza, you must be the coolest fucking boss! Seriously, are you Papa John? If so, you need to add a new ingredient...it's called flavor! Your pizza sucks!lol If my current situation doesn't pan out, can I get a job? ...Eh, you're down south, wouldn't work. LOL!
Selling shit on CL or anywhere else(from what I hear it's even more dangerous on here) that involves your name in the record is just simply put dumb. Selling-illegal suff-strangers? Uh...yeah dumb.
ShayJay. If you stay with this chick, she'll have you stealing shit in no time. Trust me jails are full of people that are sitting because their "sweetheart" had a plan. I could never date a girl with a habit. Ever. That's just lumping two problems into one big one. And a small problem, is a lot more managable than a double big one. That shit never works out well.
Hey! NSB! Whatcha doing man?! :) Hope all's well.
Peace people.
 
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@itchy - I used to be a full blown addict, but then I moved up to Chicago to get away from it(I know, funny right). I force myself not to do it much. Before Saturday it had been like 4 months. I picked up two bags on saturday, and still have like half a bag left. Trust me, I know how tolerance works, and I'm not gonna be a jackass about it. Thanks for the input though, much appreciated.
 
Dude wants a dub for roxys..fuck that shit when i need atleast 3of them..man i miss home, i wouks be so high of a sawbuck right now i know it
 
And youre gonna end up in jail eother way cause your habit will get to the point you do some dumb things to make easy money and eventually get caught
 
^^^yup yup yup. When I was ;ocked up, there was a guy that all he stole were Dyson vaccuums from Home Depot. His bifch would wait for him in the alley behind the store and he wouldjust take the shit off of the shelf and make a run for the back doors, jump in the car and they were gine. You can flip aDyson for a few bucks. I think it was his 5th felony. but according to him the ratio of him being successful was like 20 to 1.
Moral of the story is that, chicks will make you do shit you probably would not have the balls or balls or be stupid enough to do on your omn. But unfortunatelly, affairs of the heart can't be advised, you just have to learn some lessons on your own. The little head always wins. Speaking of that, I have enough of those little black rubberbands(the jab ones) to braid my ballsack into some wicked pinapple corn rolls n shit...Or maybe like a wicked viking fu-man-chu!! By summer time, it should be long enough to where I could let that shit hang out of each side of my shorts HAHAHA!!!(if I wear those daisy duke shorts that fags wear[never happen])...All rubberbanded and shit! LMAO! Shiiet...People are all jumping on that beard bandwagon... 8)I'm gonna trump that shit! =DI knew all those rubberbands would come in handy! Tie some fag rainbow ribbons to them and sport that shit LIKE A G down down at Halsted and Belmont.LMAO! Damn! "Thank you for riding the CTA Red line. This is Belmont, doors open on the right". ...DING-DONG...Where did we jump on the "diversity" express?! Must be the new batch my guy got me. It be FIRE! I had some other shit I've been fucking with since this morn. and you would think a rail from a diff. batch really wouldn't do too much but the shit has me nodding of of one bump, despite my history.
Chink, You ever think of coming back, man? ...I forgot your situation, man. A dub of what? dro? Eh in any case fuck that is right. Roxys are waaay over-rated. I yhink Somas are the way to go if youre gonna go route. Make you feel like you are made out of rubber bands. Yeah the kind they wrap a jab with. LOL.
Be safe/careful people.
Back to the nod...
 
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I never got involved with a chick that did dope. You want someone that can help put you in your place, not drag you down.

I've seen the relationships before though with a friend of mine. The couple agreed to split everything 50/50 so then dude would end up lying about how much he copped, then having me be a part of the lie. I mean if she's chilling at work and we made the run to the hood, pooling together cash from everyone to get a better deal and tax a few bags to get a few more, why should she get the same amount as her man doing all the work?

They were always arguing and that shit never ends well. Plus I hated when he would cop for me with her because I would end up getting taxed an extra bag to make it worth it for them since they weren't about to split one extra bag. The other thing was that her tolerance was lower than his (or maybe it was because she was going to the clinic and getting just 30mg of methadone since she was always dirty for benzos so they wouldn't raise her dose) so even though he needed a few more bags than her to catch a nod she would still want the same amount of bags as him and she would save them for later.

That dudes actually still on the longest dope run I've known a person to do with no breaks, and that's about 4 years. Well clean to him is a bunch of methadone and xanax the few times he's taken a few days off from shooting dope, but he's still nodding from that so it's all the same. That's a long ass run though with no breaks. He's been at it since 2010 and even with a few small busts he's managed to not stop. It's sad but everyone I know that's stopped at times knows that they can hit him up for dope whenever since he's just not going to stop until he's either in jail or dead, or best case scenario for him on a high dose of methadone.

I don't know why he hasn't just hit the clinic up yet considering his girl goes. I guess that copping dope is just such a routine for him that he can't give it up. He's been homeless, unemployed and/or with no car at times but he's still managed to do either dope of done everyday for all these years, and he wason a decent run before this long one and only stopped for a few months to go into the NAVY but he got discharged while stationed in Seattle since he was able to find dope on the street and they caught onto him when he started getting sick. He said he had lost so much weight that he had to use safety pins to hold up his uniform pants for his discharge hearing.

Suboxone maintenance isn't even a thought in his mind since he doesn't think it will work and sure as hell doesn't want to go 24 hours without taking anything. I told him that if he tapers down to 3 bags a day and then waits 36 hours to take the sub that it should work alright for him, but he won't listen.

So yea, don't get into relationships with other addicts.
 
Yeah, what Tommyboy said. You're not getting into a relationship with a person for all the reasons normal people get into relationships for, you are getting into a relationship with a using buddy that tolerates your bullshit because you are a dope contributor. I have never seen couples that use hard drugs together have anything more in common than the drugs. Simple.
It's really sad to watch and really a waste of both parties time.
 
Yo just imagine how many of those homeboys cocks she will suck for a few bags while you are at work or if she goes and cops alone, for real. I don't want to put that in your head to get you all pissed off and crazy and shit. Those types of things seal the deal for me in the decision making process. It's like when a friend is with a girl and they are fighting with them, and break up and then they find out they were fucking dudes on the side and they get all buck wild and want to start killing motherfuckers. I'm like "dude that is the best news you can get, now you don't have to feel sad anymore, she was a dirty whore and doesn't even deserve anymore credit to even feel sad or pissed or whatever. Or maybe I have twisted logic. But damn right itchy I am the undisputed heavyweight pizza king of the world haha, but of course if you needed work ever I got you homie :) . Anyway I am so jealous of you guys. I want to get high. My girl got shingles and I had to take her to immediate care and the doc came in, looked for 2 minutes and said ok I am gonna give you an antiviral and a script for norco till you see your usual doctor. Then after I take her home because she is in pain and go to the pharmacy to fill her scripts. I swear to god on everything it was like I had beautiful pussy in my face begging for me to fuck it after being locked up for a year. I have been so goddamn depressed all day thinking about them. I wonder if they would even do anything. I remember the days years and years ago where I could take 2 10mg norcos and a drink and I'd be in bliss. I also remember the time I was super dope sick and took 16 10 norcos in one swallow and it did absolutely nothing to take the sick off (and destroyed my liver). So fuck, idk man, anyway thanks for listening and be fucking safe.
 
I know i stopped doing dope a while ago but have done norcos but i need too many..its crazy how your tokerance doesnt really do down..well it does but i can never go back to needing like 4-5norks to get high..i take 9months off of everytging and still needed 10 to get high the first time and it wasnt good, i needed 15 after that and after a couple times said fuck that shit..shit sucks
 
Thanks chink for setting my mind at ease. I was hoping you'd respond because you stopped at almost the same time I did. And you are a legend on here. I have been arguing with myself if I should sneak a few after she falls asleep tonight. That is my junkie mind, I am literally risking a good woman to get those pills in me. She stuck with me through all the bs when I cold turkeyed this shit and all the fucked up emotions I had since. I am gonna just stick to some weed after work or in the mornings when I'm nausious. Yo chink you mention a long time back that when you were heavy into dope you lost weight and shit, have you gained any back? I ask because I am a bigger dude usually 6'2 225, but when I was heavy into dope I went to about 190 an now I'm at like 250-260. Just curious. Thanks again brother
 
I married a girl who hates drugs. We have been together for a decade now and things are great. Sure, we have our moments.....considering she married a drug addict but she knew from the get go what I was about and she accepted it. Hell, the first few months we dated I was cooking meth in my garage lol. She even woke up one super early morning to find a batch in the final stage on my back patio. She wasn't pleased but she accepted it...and didn't ask for any. What a girl my wife is! I tried to get her to snort, shoot, smoke, eat just about everything and the answer has always been no. If it were ever a yes, we would have broken up and never gotten married. That girl really makes it easy on me when I go to get clean. 100% supportive. But on the other hand when I'm shoulder deep in addiction, she can't stand me half the time. I have gotten pretty good about knowing what she will tolerate and for how long. I try to not take advantage of her understanding nature but at times the devil on one shoulder totally beats the angel on my other shoulder's ass
 
Fucking phone, that's all I'll say. Lost my post. Yeah, itchy, I been on a 3-4 month run that came to an end on Sunday after thanksgiving. You can picture the details, shitting, sweating, freezing cold, etc. Stretched it out through the holiday cause I didn't want to ruin that, but honestly I could barely catch a good buzz, and I went through 3 jabs or more that week.
time to fucking grow up and take care of myself and my family is the answer I guess.
Finally feel human today, can eat, have some energy, etc.
Been taking the sub but skipping days and hoping to rapidly taper off that also. I've got boxes of that shit stocked up if I really need it.
Another stupid story, nothing new here.
Hope all you all are feeling better than I am.
 
Hey northside good job man, keep it up. Until someone has truely experienced that sickness then they can't understand and for anyone to get through it it speaks huge of their character. You are a fucking man, no one can take that shit from you (even though I know you don't feel like one right now). Good idea on the subs. It's so easy to get caught up on a higher dose and I truely think that it is invented to be more difficult to get off of then any full opioid. The proper taper is such a long process that it goes against our entire addict mindset. And going cold on subs is a hard thing to do with family, full time work, ect. Just careful on the k-pin intake while skipping days, you might find yourself running low on those before the next refill. Whenever I would try to taper my valuim intake would almost double, I'd run out, then fall apart and pick up on my way home
 
Yeah, Pizza, I hear yeah on the kpins. Currently I'm taking a double dose to get through the day, and try to sleep at night. That plus what i have left of the baclofen script to get some sleep.
So far the Sub doesn't seem like such a big deal, I gotta be honest - I thought that if I used the dope for long enough, and skipped all my sub doses, i would naturally lower the sub level in my blood plasma - like a taper all on it's own, except substituting the dope for the sub so I didn't get sick. Then when I had to get off the dope, the sick would be much quicker and over with much faster, cause the half-life is so much shorter...plus then I could use the sub as a rapid taper and avoid the worst of the prolonged dope-sick. I didn't think this up myself, i read it on here in another forum, maybe the bupe forum if there is one, or somewhere else. From a daily dose of 8mg regularly, I took 12 on sunday, 8 monday, nothing tuesday, and maybe 2 today. I'll have to see how i feel tomorrow to see where this goes.

I actually ate a real dinner, and had ice cream for dessert, because I lost so much weight over the last month or so...now I have fucking stomach ache. i guess that's ok. We'll see what my gut does overnight, or tomorrow morning. But at least I can shit again, unlike a month or two ago, when I was taking the sub and using regularly and just fucking plugged up. There's something so fine about taking a good satisfying dump and feeling your self empty, and not ....whatever, this comment is going south.

I know about running out of the benzos, and what happens then. BTDT and yeah, dope is the perfect solution for that situation. But you know how that turns out.

You asked about chinky weight loss/gain. My experience - About 11 years ago, the first time I went into treatment, for "poly-substance addiction" as my jacket described, I was about 145, down from 170. By the time I got kicked out of the first place, and put in a hospital ward with nothing to do, just treatment groups, movies, meals and nightly meetings, I ballooned back to about 170 before I left. I felt like a house. Over the years got stable around 160-65 or so, but relapsed on and off over the last 10 years. Well this past Sunday, when I was sick and shit, I weighted myself and I was down to 150 again. The same story, all over. This is one of the things my wife always brings up when we fight about me using and lying about it - you're losing weight again, you look sick, like a skeleton, I can see it in your face, etc. And of course she's right. I prefer to think of it as a good trim fit look, but fact is, half my clothes are falling off me, and in the wrong photograph it's obvious to my eyes - I look like junkie. And of course I think I'm fooling everyone. Ha.

I'm sitting in front of my desktop and actually just realized I'm looking at a pack of matches from Peterson Funeral Home, the last place I waked a friend who lived in a coma for a month after an od, and finally died in St Elizabeth Hospital on Western Ave just south of LeMoyne in Ukrainian Village. That was like 2001 or something. You'd think we go through this shit and learn something, but in my case, it's taken a long fucking time.

So I've still got some money in the bank, and I'm fighting the urge to just get another jab for the weekend...just one more, boy. Why not right? The shit we tell ourselves.
 
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