Chicago Heroin v. The return of Chinky

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Alright there MC slammer... harder than nigger smashing a ho for being $3.50 short...and not gettin sum loose squares an a fouty!
I got to stop congratulating all you mofos on your found/lost sobriety. Lol
Except pizza and northside...shit I just remembered, nsb is in the ditch too(but he can take a dump now[thats progress]) that only leaves my neighbor papa John. I'm gonna quit right after this next bag and let you all know how the dump situation is going so you all can congratulate me.
 
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Shit itchy, that kinda sounds like the old saying from the movie half baked where snoop Dogg said "man I just quit yesterday" as he takes a hit. Funny. But i still have the mindset of staying clean. Got my little usage outta the way last night, again this morning, then again around 830 this morning and my last shot about an hour ago. I have no tole rance and I even puked at Walmart earlier around noon. Didn't even make it to the toilet. Fucking projectile water vomit all over the stall lol. I feel bad for the damn custodian that happens upon that shit. Poor bastard has to clean up dope vomit hahaha. At least it was mostly water since I was pretry much too high to eat much breakfast before we went to grab groceries. But now I'm out of dope and I'm back to clean livin and prayer. I don't regret getting that shit though. Shit was fire!! Very milk chocolate color to it. Oh so nice. Two very excited thumbs way up
 
I'm very good at quiting, I had a lot of prctice. Quiting is easy! Speaking of projectile vomit, I finally got the courage to try to eat something after being dope sick, then high...Anyway, my girl made me french toast and it was all good until that fucking ciggy. (...People have got to know about cigs and barfing) It seems like whenever I smoke a cig, right as I'm almost done with it, the barf comes on. Sometimes no cig needed. But I'm always worried when I get really fucked up that I would throw up in a public place. The last time it was while I was walking my dog. But it's like we're so good at it, that it almost looks inconspicuous(spelling is aweful, I know lol). And for me it's usually beer.
You made more work(like they don't have it bad enough cleaning up geriatric shit balls off of the bathroom floor) for the master of the custodial arts at Walmart...Ganitor, if you want to be a dick about it.(That phrase is also from Half Baked)
 
Lol. Hell yeah itchy. If I were in the custodial line of work I would call myself a custodial engineer. That way when you talk to someone about what you do and you mention anything with the word engineer in the title italways impresses people lol
 
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Kind of like "I come from a second generation of commercial industrial hygiene professional engineers". Translation: "Motherfucker, I wield a mop like no other! Why? Cause my daddy learnd it to me!"
 
What's goin on with them streets? My PC been putting out them pink panthers for a while, I was working in Logan Square the other day and had a dude I met in detox drop me "5 dubs" for a bill. I've always gone with Jabs (12-14 per pack) the dubs came in like a clear pink bag and had a weird ass taste and little brown spots . Was ok but I was back off the blue line and my pink panthers today. Trying hard to kick this shit but last time i stoped cold turky after using 4 plus bags a day the withdrawl was so bad. But I've found if I can drop it to a bag or even half bag for two days it makes the W/D A lot easier. Anyway hope y'all are safe and warm
 
Some kind of a protestual chimp-out going on at Mad/Pulaski. Cops had streets shut down in some spots.
"had a dude I met in detox drop me "5 dubs"...That's funny...
Been getting the pink panthers too. Quality B, Quantity C. Maybe I just have a high tol. nowadays but even when I do like two bags at a time, I feel something... Can hardly be classified as a nod.
The last time I tried to go on a dope vacation(or a vacation from), what I actually did was, divide the bags from a half a jab 1/2 and the other half, I split into 1/4s. Made little coke envelopes to hold individual dosage and when I would start feeling like shit, I would just snort the entire premade package, instead of pouring shit out of the bag, (cause I would always overserve myself) Kind of makes it easier for yourself.
Cause if I try to regulate my consuption any other way, I just wind up doing the whole bag(s).
When I'm out and about, that method works very well, it's when I get home...wellll... lol.
 
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what's up? yeah itchy, i was back in the ditch for a bit, but now I've been straight for just over a week (8 days, I guess) - not counting the sub and the kpins. I hate that fucking sub, but at the same time what a lifesaver when you need it. still hoping, trying to cut back down on that.
so this is the week that i have off work...i didn't take enough vacation days this year, so i'm actually sorta in the doghouse with HR, if you can believe that, so is my supervisor - getting in trouble for coming in to work too often....WTF. and that means this is the week I was worried about, cause now i got time on my hands, etc.....
BUT, I have a friend coming over to help me do some work on the house, which is a god-send to have company and not be alone. and he understands my situation...plus my car is in the shop today (not that that would stop me..) and strangely, most of all, my steady PC hasn't sent me a text all weekend, which is odd, cause he texts everyday (which usually wears me out at some point and I go cop - he knows what he's doing) - so I wonder if the cat got pinched or something.
An older PC called me on Saturday, cause he's back in business, there's always a hitch somewhere.....

But I'm gonna say it now, I'm not using this week, I'm gonna make it and stay clean. For my wife and kids and all those other reasons...

Now if this fucking stomach ache, and the body ache and the chills and damp weather and runny nose and shit would all just go away....that would help.

Gotta laugh at your plan to cut back on bags and taper off using, Itchy. I always make a plan and then it's like, fuck it, I gotta do 3 -4 bags to feel good anyway....1 ain't gonna help...and that plan is out the window.
Last big purchase I made I grabbed just over 3 jabs, and thought that would be good for a while. the first jab took about 2 days, then it was almost 10 bags a day, and that was just keeping me well at the end. 2,3,4 bags at a time, 2-3 times a day...I need a trust fund. The sub dosage has to account for some of my tolerance, and then the dope use for the rest of it.
I'd leave the dope at home so i wouldn't use it...then I'd find myself leaving work to run errands to go get it...
 
have any of you guys considered kratom to try and abstain from heroin? It is legal, cheap and a good substitute to hard opiates for those trying to stay clean, just don't buy it from headshops its overpriced and weak from there.

I know several stories of people getting and staying off of heroin due to it, and it is hella cheap, around 100$ per kilo from some sources which can last you literally months.

Obviously it is not gunna hit you like dope, but can provide a good functional buzz for those that want to move on in life but still want a little kick now and again. I highly suggest checking out http://www.reddit.com/r/kratom for those interested.
 
Good for you NSB, Imo, anything that you take to abstain from using dope(kpins, subs, kratom)is still sobriety in my book. Just use that free time to relax, man. Do whatever, not dope. That's what I need is some vacation time, I'm literally burned out, between the hours and dope and trying to keep all this shit afloat is draining.
I would use those vacation days to just bum around and get through the dope sickness, cause my tol. is fucking high. It's almost impossible for me to get high. Buzzed yes, high? Not even close.
Yeah dude in theory my plan to taper is perfect but very seldom works like I plan in application. Quit laughing you bastard it's a good plan, just hard to stick to! At least I can shit!! Dude, think of it like this, I'm sure you have been in this situation before and made it through. Yeah, runny nose pisses me off really bad but all that will go away. Like I said you've been through this, it ain't the first time. You'll live, man. Just stick to your plan. ...Or you can always try my tapering off method! lol.
Peace man.
@nintey Kratom? I only hear about that mythological stuff in whispers and campfire story time. Never saw the shit or knew anybody that has used it. But the folklore says it DOES work.
 
I'm back to the taper schedule myself. Had my fun friday and saturday. Recuperated on Sunday with only .2mg of sub. My wife figured that since I got high that it would fuck all the progress that I made with tapering up but. She was wrong. I really do wanna get off subs. I am tired of being a slave to the shit....as long as I don't become a slave to the dope again. But God damn that raw I got was phenomenal!!! Maybe it's just because I have no tolerance but I made a 50 last 2 days/4 shots. Even though I have no tole rance I know that shit was fire. Nice color and really long legs. Now I want more just talking about it. Oh well. But then again, I did just get my Christmas bonus today from work. The wife doesn't know we were getting them this year. But my father-in-law works at the same factory I do so if I don't tell her she will find out anyway. I better not go spend it on dope....at least all of it
 
little blue pills aren't doing it I'm assuming I need to wander to the west side.. What type of bags should I look for?
 
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little blue pills aren't doing it I'm assuming I need to wander to the west side.. What type of bags should I look for?
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LOL! "little blue pills"?...Damn viagra! That gateway drug! Just kidding. What bags? The ones that have a lot of stuff in em. Don't buy foil wrappers. Do you even know where you're going?
Be careful. That's all I can say.
 
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Viagra won't work on me ;)

But yes I have gone prior with my ex, this will be my first time venturing out solo. He used to always pick up in the same area, so figure I'll try there. So avoid the foils, anything else?
 
God damn... You guys are killing me!! I just moved out here (out side Peoria, Farmington) from Philly. Had a hell of a habit there. 2 weeks of subs. A few days of lope, and I'm still regretting moving out here. Sooooo, does Peoria have a street scene? Lol
 
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Viagra won't work on me ;)

But yes I have gone prior with my ex, this will be my first time venturing out solo. He used to always pick up in the same area, so figure I'll try there. So avoid the foils, anything else?
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Shady looking black people...You sound like you are very new to this and unless I'm mistaken,(and I'm not) a girl. My suggestion is bring a friend. I don't know what areas your ex shopped at and how. If you are driving, it should be no problem for you to mimic what you ex did. A girl has NO problem finding dope in the city. If you're driving, I can't stress this enough. DOTN LET ANYBODY IN YOUR CAR. If you're on foot don't go into anybody's criib. Just use common sense don't give people your $ and they'll be right back, there is a variety of stamps out there. I've been lucky enough to have been getting the same dope for a while now so I don't even know what's good out there, all I know is the shit I've been getting is pretty good(can't tell with my tol.)
...Or maybe you should save your $ and avoid the headache all together. Just a thought.
I wish I didn't have this headache and I'm sure there are a lot of people on here that feel like they've got a migrane when it comes to this shit.Whatever you decide to do, make sure you are doing it for the right reasons and be carefull.

Unrelated- I was driving to IN today, and it just looks so peaceful...just fields and fields. So cool...If you like that kind of shit... And at night, all those windmill propeller looking things they all have a blinking red light at the top of them, and that's all you see(you don't see the poles or the windmills in the dark) is like fields of blinking red lights on both sides of the highway as (that has no lights on it) as far as the eye can see. It looks like there's some kind of a forcefield encasing the whole planet...Eh, whatever, you had to be there and you would agree it looks pretty surreal.
I don't know what this has to do with the dope forum but if you could imagine it, it's pertty fucking bad ass and hypnotic...just fields of blinking red lights floating above the ground. ...Eh, whatever! ...Fuck y'all! lol
Peace folks.
Be safe.
At least the weather's holding.
 
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man fuck yestarday sucked, a girl i met comes threw from evanston looking for some diesel and an half hour before she got there i called dude hes like im ready to go wen u r he tells me just call me ill b there i go there and a fuckin bust dude didnt answer so i go to another guy turns out it wasnt that good the girl was pissed but today i made an appointment with the d man.
 
Meg, on behalf of BL junkies I emplore you to call shayjay, he's an unstable individual and you rejection might bring on an episode! For Gods sake Meg please!!! ...Just call! He's sorry!! ...LMAO! ...Now she'll call Jay. Trust me.
 
stay the fuck out my biznazz. unstable man i have more things going on than so fuck off itchy u wish u live the life that i live. do u have an issue wit me. cuz its nothing but love on this side but wutever. haterz gon hate
 
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