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Chicago heroin thread v. blowin for blows

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Psss... I fit into the demographic thats killing everybody in Chicago lol. I beat the my odds already not being locked up or dead by 21 already.

@urbans0ma I don't have you figured out by any means, but based off everything stated so far you are one of the few white girls of your species lol. Only a places like Chicago and New York create them lol

Where the hell is ChiLegend
I cant wait for it to warm up even more. Listening to music (makes your life like a movie) while riding a sport bike downtown at night is orgasmic. So I look forward to a couple of those type of nights soon
 
Uh...ohhh...that demographic...lol.
CCL, got locked up for impersonating a Girl Scout and selling knock off cookies. True story. That should draw him out. Lol.
Jjones, I'm sorry, where are you from again? I think you said before.
 
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itchyscratchy said:
Damn...I'm an old, bald, fat white guy...I never get hit on by immoral, scumbag dealers! Oh well. Back to backpages.com. Fuck!
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I still love your demographic, being a old guy and all with possible OG status lol.

I'm straight from the trenches of Chicago's southside. Use to be on the lowend in the combat zone in my highschool days but nowadays I stay on the lower southside and south burbs. Be out here in Flint, Michigan too... its a real shithole there.
The state had to step in to help to manage the city because the police couldn't keep things under control. What do you do when your driving your police unit and they radio you in four shootings all within a 4 block radius.... you hide... way to much shit going down for one or two police cars with no backup. In Chicago, thats a regular friday night but they have the resources. (I've seen 40 police tahoes responding to a serious call all on 67th at once).

Yeah that demographic :sus: 8o jk lol.
 
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Damn being bald , fat, old and white gets you OG status!? Dang! I guess I'm no OG then, I'm lacking the fat, old and bald factors! Damn it!...someday...someday... :p
Yeah, Jjones, no OG status here. Just a regular white guy that grew up on the northside, along Broadway, then moved to semi-west side (grand/Ogden) then life took me to the burbs. And now I'm just like anybody else on here caught up in a life that I no longer want but can't leave it behind. Hey, congrats on belated 21 in the war zone. And making out without being in the box.
Later.
 
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pill_billy said:
man thats such a great line... did you get that shit from a song or something? cause i cant wait to drop that shit on some females (sayin their the nickle, incase that wasnt too clear)... makin em laugh is half the battle...
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lol I wont copyright it, I would only hope my friend pill_billy would be able to obtain sexual intercourse and/or fellito (with swallow of course) from a line I gave him lmao =D

itchyscratchy said:
Damn being bald , fat, old and white gets you OG status!? Dang! I guess I'm no OG then, I'm lacking the fat, old and bald factors! Damn it!...someday...someday... :p
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Not exactly lmao.... being seasoned in the game is definately a requirement but so is some type age associated with that wisdom lol

Does anyone listen to electronica/ambient/chill ? Listening to this mix while living that #dablife....its pretty decent
 
jjones0207 said:
lol I wont copyright it, I would only hope my friend pill_billy would be able to obtain sexual intercourse and/or fellito (with swallow of course) from a line I gave him lmao =D
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yupp spitteres are quitters lol...

i really do love the females around here tho... i fucked this one girl a couple times, she goes n tells a mutual friend of ours yea he gota nice dick... me n the other girl are riding around and literally were sittin in traffic not saying shit and outa nowhere she says hey can i suck your dick? lmao... i thought she was jokin, so i said you couldnt handle it... and shes like thats wat i hear i wana see for myself... god damn do i love whores... but like dre said, ya cant make em into no house wife...
 
chiNWburbs said:
hows it goin my fellow dopers! posted a few times on here just trying to get familiar with everything. are most ppl on here still currently using or in recovery? at the moment I just got myself back into a habit after staying clean for over a year. thought I was done for good last time but hey you know how this shit goes. just sayin what up ppl everyone be safe out there esp. if you cop out west we all know that shit hot as fuck
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i have 13 months clean.. why did you relapse? how did you slip up? i honestly cant ever see myself going back to this life style.. but everyone says its easy as fuck to slip up if not careful
 
@Pill Bill. ...surprisingly, that shit came naturally. Surprisingly. I'm usually not quick on the draw like that. Lol. Yeah, idk, I think the whoring part of my life is over. Too much fucking drama, man. Besides, I've been with a girl I'm with now and she's been through hell and back with my addictions and not exactly back yet. You know.?
At Cicero, the answer is EASy! I've seen people relapse after ten years. I myself, have went over a year without dope(drinking like a fish) and something happened, where I was like "I want that feeling again" and bam! I'm in a full relapse, just like that.
Can't get complacent with this shit. Idk.
 
Yeah it's easy to slip up because the cards are rigged in favor of the house. You only have to use two or threee times to be physically dependent again. It does not take much, then your like well im guna be sick anyway I my as well get high one more time. Then the vicious cycle repeats, but I'm analyzing this addictive drug and my biggest issue is not being able to put down my responsibilities so that I can quit.
When I start w/d and get into w/d I have two stress setting. Zero and Pulling my hair out, having to deal with stressful situations just overwhelms me in w/d. feels like the world is falling apart but then when I reflect later or if im high later I think about how my normal self would have responded and thats when I realize the power this drug
 
Just adding in my nickel ;) I relapsed after 14 years. Why? Shit happens. We all dream of dabbling, but if we could do that we'd live it all behind really.

I hear I'm a rare white girl, I'll let those who've now seen me make their remarks (keep in mind you all now know I've been shitting my bed for 3 days!). I have an interesting story but it would be a dead give away so I can't talk about it here, small circle! NYC / Chicago (like real nyc in the 90's east village, not this bullshit now). I'm not from the burbs and Im just a weirdo. Certifiable. But I'm also a really good mom, minus this issue. So I'm not great but I'm good. I alway said I'd never give up drugs for another person because then it's for the wrong reasons, you gotta want it for you - but seeing the road I was re-headed down and my kid being unaware for now but I knew soon it wouldn't be that way... I chose to stop using for not just him but my oldest and myself. I love me, I don't like me ... but I love me. Make sense?

Y'all talking about dick sucking whore hahah. I think like a man so I laughed pretty hard at that. Don't mistake a vivacious female wanting hers with no strings as a whore. We do like the dick without the commit. ;) Well, I do - I can't have some mother fucker hanging around. I don't want my kid seeing a strange guy. I've NEVER done that. I don't introduce men to my kids unless we date 2 years. That's my rule of thumb. I'll bang em' in their car or some classier place like behind the 7-11 haha :)
 
jjones0207 said:
Yeah it's easy to slip up because the cards are rigged in favor of the house. You only have to use two or threee times to be physically dependent again. It does not take much, then your like well im guna be sick anyway I my as well get high one more time. Then the vicious cycle repeats, but I'm analyzing this addictive drug and my biggest issue is not being able to put down my responsibilities so that I can quit.
When I start w/d and get into w/d I have two stress setting. Zero and Pulling my hair out, having to deal with stressful situations just overwhelms me in w/d. feels like the world is falling apart but then when I reflect later or if im high later I think about how my normal self would have responded and thats when I realize the power this drug
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THIS IS SPOT ON!!! When you're on your own, grown and have to withdrawal without mommy and daddy, it's hell because how do you find the time to quit and not get evicted or go hungry? It's insane... this post was so good.
 
@itchy 'And now I'm just like anybody else on here caught up in a life that I no longer want but can't leave it behind.'
Nice way to put it because thats the problem that last part. Just glad i'm not IV'ing. After a year of use its just way harder to put down compared to the three weeks of use. These w/d's are bone wreching.

I had just typed a big post but for some reason this computer im on has a jumping cursor and deleted all my shit

But I liked that part "without mommy and daddy", because not everyone learns this. Esp a lot young adults around my age have there parents giving them handouts but they walk around like they earned it. Mf's don't know what it truely means to be hungry or the struggle. The anxiety of not knowing where your next dollar is coming from. The bad part is dope can make you feel content no matter what, but the w/d's will put you in a prison in your own mind
When I was w/d'ing in jail, it was like a prison in my mind and a jail around me.

Although for a while I was living a junkie lifestyle (waking up immediately thinking about copping), but at the same time I got through a hard point in my life. When there wasn't anyone there, I made things happen for myself. No Losses, just Lessons Learned.

Goodnight Yall
 
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itchyscratchy said:
Too much fucking drama, man.
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drama?? lol not around these parts... i did kinda piss the first girl off tho cause we went to cop and she ran in the building and told me i couldnt come in sooo i kinda just drove off n left her there... yea it was kind of a dick move but shit had to be done... kinda... lol

urbans0ma said:
We do like the dick without the commit.
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its one thing to have fuck buddy type of relationship but to be friends with someone and then out of the blue be like hey heard you got nice cock, can i suck it n see for myself? thats some next level whoredom right there...

n she has a kid and shit... hes like 5-6 and the cops came to his school and started showing him drug shit... like bowls and crack pipes and i guess the cop held up a rig and was like does anyone know what this is? little mother fucker didnt say shit, i was chillin at her house when he got home from school and he says, i swear to god word for word, mommy the cops came to school today and tried to me to slip up... but i didnt... then he told us wtf he was talking about and we didnt really know what to say... but yea i always did feel bad for that kid cause hes sooo bad but guess thats how life goes sometimes...

another time she was goin boosting and i rode along and he was with us... she gets poped walkin outa walmart and the cops come n take her away n shit... so me n the other guy are like oo your mommy got a ride with another friend and were gona go meet her down the road... so we go to the police station to get her and were sitting there and hes like wheres my mom at and we told him they were just going slow and shed be here any min... he goes she got arrested for shoplifting again didnt she? wtf are you suspose to say when a 5 year old says some shit like that? thankfully she was walkin out about that time and she told him nothing happened n hes like your lieing... fukin kids... im so glad i dont have any...

and dont even get me started on this little mother fucker knowing the words to every rap song thats out... smh
 
Yeah jjones, I tried to touch down on the issue of a "pampered teen" messing around with this shit a while back but kind of went off half cocked of the cuff. It's a lot harder to quit when you actually have real world commitments and obligations. Instead of laying around in parents house for a week cause you are sick cause they cut off your allowance.
That was my dilemma last time. I had to go to work but in order for me to make it, I had to keep getting high(bad wording, I wasn't getting high anymore, I was just keeping the sick off). And at work, I could fuck up and kill somebody. Nevermind how I would feel mentally if that happened but I would also be drug tested and probably criminally charged. So I was kind of stuck. It was either quit my job or quit the shit...for a while. I chose the job, cause I would have just sat at home and got high until I would od or the money ran out. I don't know which is worse.
Later y'all.
 
pill_billy said:
dude really?? running out of money is by far the worst option....

shit, if ya OD ya aint gota worry about nothing anymore... if ya run outa money you gota worry about everything...
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lol that last sentence, ironic and deep lol. Ill tell you one thing, having money removes stress for me. Its a content feeling knowing if something comes up, it wont break me. Although it sucks having money being in w/d because nothing you can buy besides more opiates is truely going to make you feel better. So money cant buy everything....of course unless its such a sheer amount you can buy you a girl and some dope, and it may be artificial happiness but it sure will feel like real happiness lol.

Im only joking because true love is powerful. True love is so powerful its about the only thing that one could use against the weapons of withdrawal. It really helps having someone you love help you through those times even if its just with their presence.
 
yea man sometime i wonder if living in a society without money would be better... yea i know its communism... but no one would have to ever be dope sick and do some grimey shit to get their next fix... everyone could do a nice fat shot before they go off their job and it would always be there for them... no bull shit waiting on your dealer... no worring about paying bills and everything that goes along with that...

but thats not the merican way... so shame on me for even thinking it...
 
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